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NEED something intense and homoerotic to happen to me this year

One of the most difficult parts of presenting butch/masc/gnc/androgynous and being a lesbian or wlw is that it’s so difficult to attract anyone.

Like I’m surrounded by people who think I’m mid-transition or think I’m non-binary, even strangers who give me weird looks when I go into a public restroom. Maybe it’s because I’m physically not very attractive but man everyone seems to have game but me

Okay so in the wake of things

I cannot stress to you people enough how important it is to not give up. I can already sense the first-time voters going “wow, this was pointless, time to burrow myself in a hole of self-hatred and hopelessness” like don’t. Please. Because if we give up now then we are truly letting this happen. We are giving up on change. It’s still possible and every time you try and downplay it by saying “but it’s hard” is giving them another win.

Support the environment. Support lgbt people. Support poc and immigrants. Support anyone who can and will be hurt by this because they are going to need it now.

We can’t just keel over and let them kick us while we’re down, as stupid as it sounds saying it. I don’t want to give up. I don’t want to be hopeless

I get that it’s bad. I know it’s bad. Believe me this fucking SUCKS!! But I think after we have our period of grappling with this reality we need to stop and do something else

The pokemon SWSH ost has NO BUSINESS BEING SO SEXY

You can WALTZ TO THE DYNAMAX BATTLE THEMES

furry haters piss me off like for sure fuck these fun creative and inspired chill people because i think theyre weird. i just saw art of an anthro wolf that is also a fridge and it had fridge magnets on it and its tail was a bag of ice it was fucking awesome

MUSIC ASKS these are actually pretty fucking hard but why not.

1:A song you like with a color in the title

2:A song you like with a number in the title

3:A song that reminds you of summertime

4:A song that reminds you of someone you would rather forget about

5:A song that needs to be played LOUD

6:A song that makes you want to dance

7:A song to drive to

8:A song about drugs or alcohol

9:A song that makes you happy

10:A song that makes you sad

11:A song that you never get tired of

12:A song from your preteen years

13:One of your favorite 80’s songs

14:A song that you would love played at your wedding

15:A song that is a cover by another artist

16:One of your favorite classical songs

17:A song that would sing a duet with on karaoke

18:A song from the year that you were born

19:A song that makes you think about life

20:A song that has many meanings to you

21:A favorite song with a person’s name in the title

22:A song that moves you forward

23:A song that you think everybody should listen to

24:A song by a band you wish were still together

25:A song by an artist no longer living

26:A song that makes you want to fall in love

27:A song that breaks your heart

28:A song by an artist with a voice that you love

29:A song that you remember from your childhood

30:A song that reminds you of yourself

I feel like I should specify too that

Cw: politics

I don’t care if you like or don’t like Biden. It’s not him that I’m voting for. I’m voting to NOT LOSE MY RIGHTS. Because if Trump wins, I will LOSE. THEM.

Biden’s not the greatest, I get that. You can hate him. I, personally, am not a big fan

The issue with Biden dropping out is now I have NO idea who the democratic candidate is gonna be. Yes, I know the democrats haven’t officially chosen him TECHNICALLY but like?? Who the hell else is there

I hope it’s Kamala. I really do. And I hope anyone who likes Biden votes democrat regardless of who ends up being the nominee

Otherwise, I’m fucked

CW: Politics

Oh don’t mind me just thinking about how there’s a 50/50 chance I will LOSE MY RIGHTS this November y’know no big deal

- A HUGE tractor hauling industrial farm equipment

- The people where I get my breakfast noticing that I’m not in my work uniform, asking “not going to work today?”

- A falcon desperately trying to balance on a telephone wire during a very windy day

- Two toddlers making instant friends with one another for no reason other than they were both toddlers in the same place

- Newly hatched baby geese. Couldn’t have been bigger than a baseball

- A helicopter flying maybe 500 feet off the ground, maybe less, spraying for mosquitos around the lake

- Being at a green light and when the car in front didn’t move for a good few seconds, nobody honked. Everyone was just patient

- The yellow trash bags on the side of the highway indicating the Lions have been there cleaning. The Lions are the local community service group

Things I Like Here.

So I moved from my childhood state a few years ago and I’ve been struggling with adjusting ever since, largely because of the drastic negative change in my social life. But life is beautiful, so I wanted to make a list of things I’ve seen since moving here that I couldn’t get back home! You have to appreciate the little things in life. I’m gonna periodically add more as I see them

- “The Oven Bus” which is just a bus with a brick chimney in it. I wanna know what’s going on in there so badly

- All of the sunsets here are beautiful without fail. Don’t matter what time they happen, even if it’s at 4, it’s beautiful. There’s so many colours in them

- The sign I drive past on the way to work that says “WALTZ IS FOR MURDERING THE UNBORN.” I don’t agree with it but it’s fucking hilarious to see, because it’s in the middle of nowhere

- Related, since we live out in the country now, the pro-life religious bulletins that have the most CGI looking babies on them. Like that baby is not real. Honey

- I almost got into an accident once because there are so many dogs down a 55 MPH road that I just kept looking at the dogs

- The church that has six doors outside on their lawn that say “GOD’S DOORS ARE OPEN TO ALL”

- The church that has a progress flag on its flag post and a BLM flag flying under it. I went there once and it’s full of old people. They were so kind. I want to go back there again

- The kind lady at the Chinese takeout restaurant down the road from us who stayed when the restaurant was empty so I could pick up my order. I wanted my brother to get it but he bailed last minute

- The grocery store down the street that my family has wildly different pronunciations of. It’s within walking distance. I’ve never had that before

- The man today who accidentally bought two tickets for himself. Instead of refunding one, he wanted to give away the other one for free

- The mall Santa I see around Christmas time when he’s on his break. Just walking around. High socks and shorts with a Christmas theme, he’s great

- The little girl yesterday who told me she would get a dog and a fish. When I asked her what she would name the dog, she said “Rainbow Pup”

- The parents who use they/them to refer to me. Even though I personally don’t use those pronouns and don’t like them when they’re used in reference to me, it’s a sign of progress

- The little girl whose parents I sold an annual pass to. I’ve seen her four times. She recognizes me each time and runs to give me a hug

- The toddler who tried to hand me her half-eaten cinnamon-dusted timbit when I asked her for a high five

- The kind people at KwikTrip who never look like they don’t want to be there

- My supervisor who shrieks whenever he walks by me because that’s how I greet people so he’s started greeting me like that as well. He’s an absolute truck of a man who looks like Thor

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