Newt Is The Subject A5, Right?

and im worried that i might forget your face

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Nikolai in Paris ♡

dazai being called a mackerel just makes me imagine him as a sacabambaspis, which doesnt make sense because its nowhere near a mackerel

*In a tiny voice*

Every time I want a deeeaaAAALLLLLL!!!!I

Have you ever had the feeling of looking in the mirror and not recognizing yourself? Of not seeing yourself anymore, even if logically you know that that reflection is you?

Sometimes I wish someone could tell me who I am, because I don't recognize myself anymore. Such a cruel thoughts are these in my head, I wish they just go away

Newt who is the sun • Thomas who is the moon

Newt who is always cold •Thomas who warms him up

Thomas who cant cook to save his life • Newt who makes dinner for them

Newt who is a cat person • Thomas who is a dog person

Newt who loves gardening • Thomas who can’t keep plants alive

Thomas who is disorganised • Newt who gets anxious if things aren’t organised

Newt who had autism • Thomas who had ADHD

Newt who loves to read • Thomas who loves listening to him read

Newt who doesn’t like talking about his emotions • Thomas who is there for him anyway

Newt who likes to sleep in • Thomas who wakes up early to run

Newt who’s leg hurts him • Thomas who massages it for him

Thomas who is always fidgeting • Newt who is the only one who can make him relax

Newt who has nightmares a lot • Thomas who holds him and tells him he isn’t alone

Thomas who has survivors guilt • Newt who tells him it isn’t his fault

Newt who has never felt loved • Thomas who loves him unconditionally

:)

For a person with OCD to realize that their intrusive thoughts DO NOT define their real behavior is truly liberating

If you go and tell people that it's actually someone's thoughts that make them evil and not their actions, you are being cruel to people with OCD, straight up

He's a very pretty man with porcelain skin and silk-like hair.

Strength beyond the mortal mind yet hands still soft and gentle to the touch.

He will only show strength when he needs to.

To protect and ward.