As someone who went through a miscarriage recently, I can't wait for this day š„ŗš„ŗā¤ļøā¤ļø
cw: new parent bakugou and reader, alludes to infertility issues but never explicitly stated, sappy and soft and iām ovulating and i miss my estranged ex husband bakugou katsuki.
āItās weird isnāt it?ā
You tense briefly at the sound of Katsukiās hoarse voice, relaxing almost immediately at the sight of him resting in the doorway of your sonās nursery. He looks so handsome like this. Pajama pants slung low, arms crossed with a sleepy grin as he stares at his world.
āWhatās weird?ā
You keep your voice low, bouncing your son lightly when he stirs in his sleep. Katsuki approaches you quietly, pressing a kiss to your neck before resting his chin on your shoulder.
āThat we have himā that heās here. So much waiting, hoping, begging for him to exist. And here he is. Ours.ā
āOurs,ā you agree softly, thumb squishing your sonās cheeks lightly, āthough it should be a crime I went through so much, just for him to look identical to you.ā
Katsuki barks out a laugh, eyes never straying from your son.
āNah, he looks like you,ā he whispers softly, āhis nose curves like yours. Has the same birth mark as you too. Even stretches when he wakes up the same way you do when youāre sleepy.ā
The room is quiet, and you bask in the comfort of it. Calloused hands wrap around you, Katsukiās strong figure swaying in time with you.
āIāll always protect you. Both of you.ā
Thereās a finality in it. A promise; an oath.
āI know.ā
Your son coos in his sleep as if agreeing, and a warm drop falls on your skin.
āSing that song,ā he croaks, āthe one you sing to me. Itās my favorite.ā
Soft hums fill the room, the sun rises outside, a trickle of sunlight beams through the curtains. Thereās a surety in it; a day ends, another begins, and Bakugou Katsukiās world sways to the sound of your voice.
I DONT NEED THESE TEARS
pairing: adult!Aoānung x fem!metkayina naāvi reader
contains: angst with underlying bittersweet fluff, slight infidelity, no smut but a very brief, vague rehashing of events wc: 3,124
āHonestly Iām better as your boy, Iād be kinda shitty as ya man, letās go back to only being friends. Iām sorry girl I hope you understand itās just, I donāt wanna fall in love.ā - KYLE
You and Aoānung were written in the stars. Twin flames. A love so fierce among two souls that itād be impractical to think you could come out unscathed. Like night and day, never one without the other, but never meant to be together.
He never intended to hurt you, really, he didnāt. But somewhere in all the gold that glittered and the feeling of something fresh and exciting, he simply lost sight and forgot what he really wanted.
Love and Aoānung were two words that never should have been in the same sentence. You wished you had listened to those around you, to those who noticed the two of you growing far too close for the relationship to remain platonic.
You wished you had listened to those who recognized the familiar gleam heād get in his eyes when he wanted something he knew he wasnāt supposed to have; to those who warned that he would break you into a million pieces like he did with the others. But what you felt in your heart and saw with your own two eyes, you couldnāt deny. He was different with you, you swear he was.
A friend was what you called each other. Bestfriends. Growing up in Awaāatlu, you were stuck to his side like glue as a child, always begging to go hunting with him and his friends. You wanted to go everywhere he went, do everything he did. Disgruntled and annoyed at first, a little Aoānung had eventually taken a liking to you, much to his own surprise. And from then on, your presence in each otherās lives was as normal as breathing.
And somewhere along the line, Aoānung had become gentle with you, contrary to his usual irreverent personality. He stopped treating you like you were just another one of his knuckle-headed friends, but instead something more than that. He found himself staring at you longer than he used to; captivated by the details about your features or personality that he never cared to relish on in the past.
The way your face would light up every time you heard his voice call for you. How youād beam when you sat with him on the beach and raved about your day. Heād simply watch you, humming in response every now and then to let you know he was listening, on his face a smile so love-sickeningly drenched in admiration while you gesticulated animatedly.
He would have puked had someone held a mirror up to him to see his own besotted expression, but he loved how excited you were to talk to him about the smallest of things. How even while heās studied the distinct map your starred freckles project along your body over and over again, for some reason, he still finds himself getting lost in them.
He doesnāt want to fall in love.
Itās what he tells himself every time a mention of your name has his ears perking attentively, listening in on the conversation regarding his newfound fascination. Every time a waft of your scent in the salt-laced breeze sends his mind reeling with thoughts he canāt seem to mute. But itās too late.
Hell, how couldnāt he have fallen for you? Youāre always perched on the dock outside his mauri before eclipse, swinging your legs as you patiently await his return from training so the two of you can spend some time alone before dinner.
Genuinely happy to see him regardless of how grumpy he can be, because you like him for him. And youāre completely unaware of how his mind battles with his heart as he admires you from afar, wondering how heād let himself tumble face first into an irreversible fondness for you.
He doesnāt want to fall in love, but one canāt stop the inevitable.
Snarky teasing turned into transient observations that scarily resembled compliments. Chummy roughhousing morphed to playful touches to the most ticklish parts of you, just so he could hear your pretty laugh cascade through his ears like his own songcord. He had half the mind to add a bead, just for you.
And for a while, he felt it too, honestly he did. But Aoānung wasnāt familiar with love, had pushed the thought of it away for so long that now he had no idea how it was supposed to happen. The things you were and werenāt supposed to do. He never knew that the fluttering feeling of butterflies swarming in his stomach were good, that he shouldnāt run from them, but embrace them.
Sure heād grown up watching his parents display their affection to one another; grown up hearing the stories of an adamant, smitten Tonowari pining after a hard-to-get Ronal, despite her apparent aloofness. How he fell first and she fell even harder. But he never actually thought he would end up head over heels for a girl. It was usually the other way around, girls pining over him while he let the attention boost his ego.
He was a no strings kind of guyā utterly terrified by the thought of being responsible for breaking a girlās heart. Breaking your heart, like he knew he would because he fucks everything up and he wanted no parts of it.
But heās conflicted. Deep down he does want what his parents have. Someone to call his own, someone to come home to. Someone who means more than a stupid hookup that would leave him regretting his decision afterwards and wondering why the hell he went through with it. But like always with the metkayina boy, pride trumps what his heart already knows.
Heās well aware that itās too good to be true. The thought that he could ever experience what it truly means to be happy, by letting himself be loved by you, is all that it will ever be. A thought. An unattainable aspiration. He knows youāre too good for him. Compassionate, thoughtful, kind. Everything heāll never be, coupled with a heart much too pure to be polluted by his indecision.
But maybe, just maybe he could enjoy the reverie while it lingered, and pretend like he could really have you all to himself. Just for one night. Selfishly disregarding his issues with commitment, all he could think about while he laid in bed was how badly he wanted to see you, how badly he wanted to be with you.
Leading you on was the last thing on his mind that late night heād snuck out from his Mauri and to yours, determinedly pitching small shells heād collected on the way there between the flowing tulle curtains of your open window to get your attention.
And for some reason you couldnāt sleep, as if that was fateās way of setting the two of you up for failure from the beginning. Youād already spent an hour staring up at the intricate weaving of your Mauriās roof, wishing your eyelids would hurry up and become weighted, when the small disruption of something clattering against the floorboards had you sitting up almost instantly.
You smiled keenly, already having an idea of who it was. He told you heād come for you later, sometime after eclipse, and he always kept his promises. At least, you thought he did.
The both of you waded by the shore beneath the light of the moon, legs brushing against the other from the effort of treading once you swam further out. Childishly splashing the other with small waves of cool, salty water and trying your best to keep your laughter quiet; the village long asleep but your hearts awake.
It was when he bundled you closer, when strong arms lagged through the calm waters to wind around your waist and pull you into him. That, was when you knew nothing would be the same.
You should have pulled away, should have called it a night before things could progress, like the voice in the back of your head was telling you to do. But just like always, those ocean eyes held you in a trance, a smug grin on his face in response to how deeply you blushed and it only made matters worse.
You wonder now if he knew what he was doing when he brought a hand up to caress your dampened cheek, his gaze undeniably tender when he told you heād always thought you were the most beautiful girl heād ever seen.
You see now that you were stupid to fall for it. But in that fleeting moment, with your arms around his neck and your hearts beating as one, his lips moving against yours felt so right. It felt like that was where you were always meant to be, in his arms, pressed against the warmth of his skin as he set your soul ablaze.
Youād spent the rest of the night on the sand, the comfort of your bed long forgotten. He was all you needed. Entangled underneath the moonlight as you let him see so much farther into you than you had with anyone. He kissed broken promises upon your skin, lust-drunken words slurred from his mouth swaddled in the crook of your neck and you canāt believe you trusted him.
Your ability to see the good in everyone ultimately played the role in your downfall. You took pride in being someone who went off actions, and not words. Because it had never failed you before, but since then youāve learned to never say never.
Curse your aching heart. You really should have listened when everyone told you to run, that behind all the kind gestures and longing glances and saccharine kisses to the foreheadā it was all a game to him.
Things werenāt official with the two of you but you had planned to change that. Flung so deep into the intensity of your own feelings, everything about the way he treated you let you know that he must have felt the same.
Surely itād be impossible to do all that the two of you had done with someone and not catch feelings. Itād be unimaginable to let someone peer so extensively into what makes you you, and somehow not fall in love with them.
āMeet me by the mangroves at noon, our spot.ā Youād murmured between a parting kiss, just the day before, and he canāt believe he forgot.
He was enjoying his time with you too much to notice that he let things go on for too long, too busy reveling in the feeling of what it felt like to truly be loved. To be cared for.
He never intended for it to go this far, constantly having to remind himself to break the news to you that he wanted to remain friends, so he wouldnāt lose you all together. To let you go before he could do something to hurt you.
Aoānung knew he was in too deep the moment he realized you were the last image playing behind his eyelids when he fell asleep, and the first thing he thought about when he woke up.
The idea of him loving someone so profoundly shocked him to his core, scared him into submitting back into his old habits. He needed to be with someone who couldnāt see him, someone who if he were to mess things up, the sight of them in fragments due to his actions wouldnāt cause him to endure that same agony. So subconsciously, he did what he always does when he has a good thing going for him. Fuck it up.
The sound of his laughter in the distance carried your feet along the buoyant netting that served as walkway between the homes of your village. A hopeful grin plastered on your face and a freshly woven armband clutched between your hands. A gift from him to you, and though not very traditional for you to give the first courting gift, nothing about your situation was, so you found it more than fitting.
The sight in front of you halted your movements, leaving your mind to try and make sense of the scene before your eyes could confirm what you feared to be true. What everyone had tried to warn you of.
The man who succeeded in making you feel a way no other had, stood a little ways in front of you, with a girl. Her back leaned against the rocks while she batted her lashes and gazed at him as if heād hung the stars in the sky himself. The same way youād found yourself doing every time he so much as looked in your direction.
A mere conversation between the two of them would never have been enough to upset you, you liked to think you were more secure than that. But youād be lying to yourself if you claimed you didnāt see the way his hand cradled her cheek, and how his eyes flitted over her features, as if she were the most beautiful girl heād ever seen.
Your insecurities didnāt have much work to do, as it was the words that left his own mouth that confirmed your fears. The same thing he had confessed to youā all those nights ago when you laid intwined under the starsā he swore to her. With that same glint in his eye, that same longing look that you were foolish to ever believe would be reserved for you.
A fire surged up the column of your throat and a dreadful weight settled in the pit of your stomach that almost had your knees buckling. Your lips parted to speak, to ask him what the hell he was doing with her when he was supposed to have met you here.
But the words never came, they remained lodged between the confines of your heart-wrenched vocal cords. Your fist tightened around what wouldāve been a lovely moment between the two of you, and the sound of it thumping against the ground, paired with the cloud of sand it brought up in its wake was enough to peel his attention from your giggling contender.
His startled, turned guilt-ridden expression wouldāve rendered comical to you, but the rush of hot tears that bubbled over your waterline and stained your seafoam cheeks were far too impatient to wait for you to get a laugh in.
You staggered back with a denying shake of your head, a string of curses inaudible as you threw your hands up once he made a move to get to you. The girl he had been so enamored with just moments ago conveniently forgotten the second he witnessed your heart fall through your chest.
He called out for you in a panic, hurriedly sifted his hands through pale golden and swiftly scooped the disheveled accessory from the sand before his feet took off.
Aoānung chased you through the village until he was nearly winded. Ignoring your hisses for him to leave you alone and brushing off the harsh shoves you sent to his chest as if they werenāt actually starting to hurt.
āPlease, wait!ā Another plea for you that went ignored, your ears only filled with the painful ringing of betrayal.
Blinded by the moisture in your eyes, you realized heād cornered you. Chased you all the way to a secluded clearing behind the palm trees so you would stop running and just talk to him.
A strong hand gripped your forearm, turning you around rougher than intended to meet the frantic look in his eyes. āPlease,ā He implored breathlessly and his chest heaved from his efforts just moments earlier. āI never meant for it to go like this.ā
You twirled from his grasp and swatted his hand away in the process, your face screwed up with hurt and he watched every conflicted emotion pass through your eyes at once. You didnāt even know how you were still standing.
āI gave myself to you!ā Your voice wavered as you thrusted an accusatory finger to his chest. His lips moved, but no words left them as he clutched the forgotten gift in his hands. āI canāt believe I was so stupid.ā You whisked your head away, shielding your face as another round of tears threatened to make themselves known, as if you werenāt embarrassed enough.
āIām- Iām sorry, I donāt know what I was thinking. I-ā His head dipped to the side to match his drooping shoulders, and you felt the rough pad of his thumb graze your cheekbone in an attempt to fix what was already broken. āTahni, please, I was going to tell you. I swear-ā
āYou did this on purpose, didnāt you? Was this all some kind of sick game to you?ā You choked out and backed away from his touch with your arms crossed over your chest, suddenly feeling exposed in front of the man who had already seen you so much barer than you stood now.
But with your feelings worn on your sleeves and so obviously unreciprocated, you felt more naked than youād ever been regardless of the coverings you were wearing. Completely vulnerable in front of him, so naively gullible to think heād ever put aside his immature desires and feel the same way you did.
āWhat- No! Iād- Iād never-ā He sputtered an answer vehemently, his expression almost wounded as he immediately denied your claim. āI just, I canāt give you what you need. You deserve better than me.ā His hands found yours despite your efforts to avoid them, and he quickly realized why you didnāt want to be touched.
A stark contrast from your pained stature, the affliction he had caused, your body relaxed the second he touched you and your composure crumbled before him.
Sobs racked through your body and you weakly tugged your hands from his grasp to no avail, your words shaky as you begged for him to let you go. And without another thought he pulled you into his embrace, firmly caging you between the arms that once comforted you.
But they failed to replicate that same feeling, the image of what once was completely tarnished by his own actions. The words that left your lips were enough to make his eyes well with a wetness foreign to him. A deep-seated feeling heād never forget. Remorse.
āYouāre cruel, Aoānung.ā
The sound of your heart shattering drowned out his incessant, anguished apologies and your body slumped in his arms. You let him hold you, allowed your forehead to fall into the dip of his chest as large hands caressed into the curve between your trembly shoulders.
You mindlessly permitted his attempts to console you as you knew you would never let him close to you again. The two of you stood like that for a few minutes, until your weeping reduced to jagged inhales while you struggled to catch your breath.
āDid it mean anything to you at all? Any of it?ā You squeaked hopelessly, and the sound of your broken voice sent daggers to the heart you were almost certain he didnāt have.
With his chin rested atop your head, his eyes squeezed shut and he exhaled unsteadily before he spoke.
āMore than you know.ā
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Nooo my heart š in my dreams we wait for him, he's helped us, now we help him by waiting for him šā¤ļøā¤ļø
ice hockey player bakugo x figure skater reader who try to teach eachother their different ice skating related crafts.
showing up to each other's events. bonding over similar past injuries made when falling on the ice. reader wearing bakugo's old / past hockey jerseys as a pajama shirt / dress.
bakugo having reader sign his hockey stick as a form of good luck. or they sign each other's skates !!
i am melting.
You made this super soft and cute but imagine Bakugouās in a low level hockey league and heās trying to make it into the big leagues. He spends all his free time practising and your town only has one local ice rink that youāre able to use to practise.
Itās open to the public most days but you have it hired out in the evenings to practise your dancing, and he has it for his team to practise hockey. Youāre both constantly fighting over the iceā the hockey team often overrunning their allocated time and it eats into yours, so whenever itās your turn before theirs you deliberately overrun your slotted time just to be petty.
So it has the team watching you on the ice while they wait for their turn to come out. Bakugou will never admit how beautiful you look dancing on the ice, how he could sit and watch you for hours because you look so ethereal. How worried he gets whenever you take a tumble, as he watches to make sure you get back up. Knowing firsthand how much those falls onto the ice hurtā but he doesnāt care about you. Youāre just the reason why he canāt book the rink out full time, youāre constantly annoying him and acting like your stupid little hobby is better than his sport.
But thereās one evening where the team leave the ice after practise and he lingers, slowly packing his gear away as heās left alone in the changing rooms as he stops near the top of the bleachers, dumping his bag on the floor as he sits and watches youā really watches you. The look of determination on your face as you swirl around the ice, the cries of pain when you fall which even make him flinch, but the way youāre so quick to get back up.
He doesnāt realise you can see him as you call out to him from the ice, asking if heās enjoying the showā clearly embarrassed that youāve fallen down so many times during this session. Youāre not normally this bad⦠but youāve just been having a bad day.
He picks up his bag and walks down the steps towards you, leaning over the wall as you skate towards him. This is probably the first time youāve actually spoken to him like normalā without all the shouting and sarcastic remarks. When heās this close he can see the tear streaks that stain your cheeksā the fresh ones clinging to your lashes as they threaten to fall. He wants to know whatās wrong, he wants to know everything but he doesnāt think itās his place.
So you both stand there talking to each other, the rest of the evening. Bakugou even puts his skates back on so you can glide around the ice together just talkingā and you find out more about each other. He finds out your goal is to hit the big leagues, just like him.
You tell him about a qualifying event you have coming up and to your surprise heās there, sitting at the top in the corner as you perform. A small smile on his face as he nods his head in greeting to you from where you are on the edge of the ice. Smiling back as you prepare to start your set.
The last thing youād expected was for the rough, brash hockey player youād been fighting with for weeks to show up at your qualifier and yet here he was.
He wonders why youāre dancing alone when everyone else has a partner, wonders why you look far more determined to succeed than all the other couples waiting to perform (because clearly you have to work twice as hard when youāre performing alone), and he wonders whether thereās anyone else here supporting youā because heās never seen you with anyone else.
Such an amazing read
YOUāRE THE ONE THAT I HAUNT : BAKUGOU KATSUKI x READER
SUMMARY: Ghosts arenāt real. At least, thatās what you tell yourself when the spirit of pro hero Dynamight suddenly starts haunting your apartment. (A Halloween adventure, in which your cooking is criticized, your showers are rudely interrupted, and you must work together with Bakugou Katsuki to figure out if his disappearance is a trickāor a treat.) TAGS/WARNINGS: romance, halloween, snarking, (not actual) character death, eventual smut, aged up characters, fem pronouns + afab reader, 18+ mdni LENGTH: 15k, STATUS: COMPLETE
CHAPTERS: part i, part ii, part iii, part iv
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Do I want a mirror above my bed now š Uhhhh....amazon??....š«
Warnings| slight size kink, slight cervix fucking, mirror sex.
āYouāve never had anyone this deep,ā Katsuki muses. You assume he must have deduced this from your expression. From what you can make of it through your blurry vision, you look stunned. Disbelieving of how far inside you his cock is lodged.
He shifts his hips and your eyes cross. Katsuki chuckles. āOh, sweetheart,ā he coos. āThatās really fucking sad.ā He withdraws from your body, hips sticky with your mixed arousal and slams into you with enough force to jostle you up the bed. Your lips part on a silent scream, your reflection in the mirror above Katsukiās bed mocking you. His head blocks your view as he drags his tongue across your parted lips, dipping it inside of your mouth to coax you into a kiss.
Katsuki savors every shift in your expression. Gaze trained on the way your lips tremble each time he bumps into your g spot. The way your brows twitch downward when he grinds his cock into the sensitive, gummy walls. āCanāt believe no one has ever reached your g spot,ā he laughs. He adjusts you slowly, lifting your thighs from around his waist to perch them on his shoulders. His weight sinks you into the mattress like this his cock reaching somewhere even deeper.
āThisāā he smirks near your ear, grasping the fleshy lobe between his teeth as he cups your ass to hold you steady, his cock catches on something inside of you, a place that feels weird and sensitive, that has your legs threatening to kick out āāis your cervix, angel.ā
Your lids flutter and Katsuki tuts. āEyes open, baby,ā he warns, words shaky. āLook at yourself,ā he reminds you and your eyes immediately rise to the mirror on his ceiling, you can barely focus on anything but the bruising of your pussy under Katsukiās fucking but your expression becomes burned into your brain. āYou look so good getting good dick,ā he laughs. āFucked out and adorable.ā
Some sort of your brain registers that youāve scratched red marks into he pale skin of Katsukiās back. That you can see the shifting muscles of his back with each of his thrusts. That you have a perfect view of his tight ass and the way those muscles flex. But in the forefront of your mind you can only hear Katsukiās words.
āGood dick has you glowing,ā he gloats. And you have to agree. You look good spread under him, eyes hazy and lips parted to gulp air into your lungs. āMy dick has you glowing.ā
You can only whine your agreement. You donāt think youāve ever looked this debauched or felt this sexy getting fucked but once again Katsuki takes a first you donāt even know existed. Youāre creaming around his cock before you even notice it and his pace barely even falters. He fucks you right through it words of encouragement whispered into your neck.
You lock eyes with your reflection and you swear it winks back at you. Finally, weāre getting the dick we deserve, echoes in your mind but youāre too cock drunk to decipher whether itās a conscious thought or not. All you know is you agree.
There's just something about backs
#smackmyasslikeadrum #wannabitethemlikeanapple
Made to be clawed
Me when people try to take my food
Kicking my feet like a school girl
alastor/f!reader
warnings: there are none straight up fluff with a little bit of mild teasing c:
Youāve had a long and painstakingly hard day at the hotel.
Every time you thought you could catch a break and sit down someone or something was needing you to do just about everything.
Charlie and Vaggie needed your help for the days activity.
Angel needed your opinion on his new porn shoot.
Sir pentious blew a hole in the side of the hotel with a new invention that you had to confiscate.ļæ¼
Husk well heās Huskā¦
Niffty got stuck in a toilet.
At this point you needed just somewhere to slip away for a while and it seemed you knew just the place.
As you ascended the stairs of his broadcasting tower..
Alastor was on the air, so you quietly watched him from the sidelines while he worked. Smiling softly to yourself as you could tell this was truly something the radio demon enjoyed doing (besides causing torment to those who wronged him) and saw how much dedication he put into it.
He finally notices you as he wraps up his last couple words and then signed off turning to you in his chair with that signature grin.
āHi my dear! Are you feeling alright?~ā Alastor taking in your wearisome expression.
āYeah Al iām fineā¦just been a long day and need to get off my feet.ā You give him a soft smile as you then rub your eyes tiredly.
He looks around the room seeing as there were no other seats in the room besides his own.
Alastor then puts aside his mic letting it lean against his desk, dusting of his thighs as he pats his hand on his lap.
āCome hereā His voice surprisingly soft and inviting which caught you off guard.
āAlastor you donāt have to-ā
āI insist~ā He cuts you off before you could even protest patting his thigh more demandingly now making you blush.
You walk your way over to him settling yourself on his lap though you sat stiff as a board making him chuckle.
āYou can relax now sweetheart, i donāt bite..much~ā
Your body went rigged as he said this, shoving your face in his chest to hide your now red face.
āHAHA canāt take the heat..ā He teasingly whispered in your ear as the static in his voice was practically humming.
Then an uneasy feeling passes through you as you then hear his tentacles admit from the floor coming up to wrap around you, making your head poke up for a moment as they then stopped once wrapped around you almost like a blanket.
Feeling all warm and fuzzy on the inside from the comfort it was bringing to you.
Alastor then runs his hand gently along your hair stroking it as you rested your head on his chest once more feeling your eyes getting more droopy.
āA-alastor~ā Your voice tiresome as you attempt to fight the sleep over taking you.
āShhhhh darling, just rest, you deserve it~ā He shushes you softly and could swear you felt a small kiss being placed on your forehead before the slumber completely overtaken you.
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I JUST WANNA SAY THANK YALL SO MUCH FOR THE LOVE ON MY FIRST LIL FIC āhellās little maidā!! i honestly was so iffy on it and felt that my writing was crap to be proven completely wrong š which has now just made me want to write tons more so TY! TY! TY! į°į©
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TITLE: lights will guide you home
PAIRING: Bakugou Katsuki x Reader
SUMMARY: Soul-lights arenāt as common in this day and age as they were in the past, before quirks, but theyāre common enough that people do still find their soulmates.
At thirteen, you meet Bakugou Katsuki, and he lights up for you in orange and gold. You tell him he's your soulmate. He sneers and tells you that you aren't his. He makes your adolescence miserable until you part ways.
You meet again as adults, late at night, in a grocery store, over a pile of bok choy. He apologizes for how he treated you when you were children.
(In which you have a choiceāto reject Bakugou's apology, reject him, or to let him show you the man he's become, to learn with him what it means to love and forgive.)
TAGS: soulmate au, trope inversion/subversion, slow burn, getting together, falling in love, fluff, aged up characters, pro-hero characters, eventual smut, mild bullying
STATUS: Ongoing
WORD COUNT: 22.1K
Chapter One: In which you meet your soulmate, and heās nothing like you dreamed about. Chapter Two: In which you get your bok choy (mission accomplished), grapple with old feelings you have about Bakugou, and experience new ones. Chapter Three: In which you and Bakugou get coffee, and you really don't know what to make of him. Chapter Four: In which you bump into Pro-Hero Dynamight on the street, and he invites himself on your errand. Chapter Five: In which Bakugou does something nice and proves that he's grumpy not just in-person but through texts, too. Chapter Six: In which Japan thinks you're dating Pro-Hero Dynamight, and you desperately need that to not be a thing. Chapter Seven: In which Bakugou has a kitten photoshoot in your apartment. Chapter Eight: In which Bakugou continues to feed you, and you have a realization: HeāsĀ handsome, it dawns on you. Itās like wires rearrange in your head, and you canāt stop looking at him. Chapter Nine: In which you find out running away from Bakugou is a bad idea, you become a familiar face at his agency, and he finds a way, as always, to make you feel cared for.
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Clouds of Rain
Neteyam X F!Reader
Part 3 of Clouds Series
Summary: Everyday you and Neteyam get closer, but now he's seen a side you want to hide
Warning: Toxic parents, a little angst, fluff moments between Neteyam and Reader, Neteyam and Reader are eyeing eachother šā¤ļø
When the day had started, distant sounds of thunder echoed around the forest. Shadows crept across the moss covered floor as a storm rolled in. Many Na'vi relished in the rain, the prosperity it brought to the food and animals almost seemed mystical, but to you it brought a sorrow.
You weren't allowed out of your families tent on stormy days, even though you were seen as a grown adult, you were unmated, uncourted, so therefore, still a child in your parents eyes.
You longed for the sunshine and blue skies, but Eywa seemed to want a day of rest and restoring water to the cycle of life. "(Y/N)! Come here at once!" Your mother's voice cut through your day dream as you stared out into the vast mist of rain in the distance.
You stood from your position and walked with small steps to your mother. Your youngest sibling, a boy the age of three, sat in her lap fast asleep. You wished you could curl up like that, remembering the days she would coo at you and kiss you sweetly, that changed when more siblings came along and suddenly you couldn't do anything right in her eyes.
Kneeling in front of her, she spoke,"You are to go get us some fruit from the gathering circle, be quick, you are to come straight back, do you understand," her tone left no answer needed, it was a demand.
You nodded, going to stand but her hand tightly grapsed your wrist, pulling you back around to face her, her dull yellow eyes hard. "Answer me girl!" "Yes mama," you quietly spoke, eyes meeting her face but not her eyes, she hated when you looked at her in the eyes.
Releasing you, she waved you off and you quickly turned and hurried out. It wasn't usual for Na'vi to be abusive to their children, yet it wasn't unheard of. Your parents just happened to check every mark there was, verbal, emotional, mental, and physical. It just depended on their mood of the day to determine how your day would end.
Reaching the gathering circle, you picked the nicest looking fruit that you hoped would appease her rath, you began to walk back with it bundled in your arms, only to run smack into another person.
The fruit got squashed between both bodies, the juice sticking to your arms, chest and stomach, your mouth slightly open in shock. That was unexpected, but then again you were rushing with your head down.
"Oh Great Mother, I'm sorry!" Neteyams voice made you jolt up to meet his eyes, his face worried as he realized he ran into you. Just another foolish episode it seemed.
"(Y/n)! I'm so sorry, let me help you," Neteyam reached down to grab the fruit, but it unsavable at that point. You covered your mouth with a soft laugh, not wanting to upset the man in his rush to help you.
"Its alright Neteyam, no harm done," you assured, a smile gracing your lips. Neteyam was a light in your gray world, he could do no wrong in your eyes. The thought of the fruit left your mind, now focused solely on spending time with Neteyam.
"Come," you helped him up, his words stumbling over each other as he tried to figure out how to help, "B-but your fruit? Let me, let me help," you shook your head, waving it off, "There will be more fruit, but let's go get washed up," he let you drag him away, the fruit left forgotten on the floor.
Mother would not be happy later.
~.~
Laughing as you two walked up the edge of the village where vases of water sat, you let go and approached the water. Cupping your hands together, bringing the cool water to your face and neck, you breathed in a sigh of relief and shut your eyes, the water doing good to help rid the sticky fruit and seeds that stuck to your skin.
Neteyam allowed his eyes to trace over each water droplet that ran down your soft skin, going where only his eyes could imagine and where he wished he could touch too. Oh to be envious of water.
"Aren't you going to wash up?" Your soft voice broke his concentration, eyes looking to your face and seeing your glowing green eyes staring at him with your eyelids lowered, a look you weren't trying to give him but his thoughts quickly wondered and this caused him to rush forward, almost dunking his head into the water to cool himself off.
You giggled, having noticed his look from before and allowed your own eyes to slowly rake over his flushed body. His years of training doing wonders for him, the muscle and strength he held made your tail flick a few times before you willed it to stop and wrap around your leg.
"I am sorry, for ruining your fruit," Neteyam wiped his face of water, looking down at you though you smiled.
That pretty smile made him weak.
"Its alright, there will be more fruit later," you looked up at him, "let me make it up to you," he offered, though you grew confused. How would he make it up to you? Why did he feel the need? It was only a few pieces of fruit, surely you could replace it on your own.
"Oh? How?" You asked, arms crossing and staring at him intrigued, your hip jutting out a little causing him to gulp, trying to focus back on you as a whole.
"That's for me to worry about, now, let's go grab you some more fruit," he placed a small kiss to your head as he walked by, your face flushing as you trailed after him.
It was true you had kissed him before, a few weeks ago before he took you flying on his Ikran, but since then it had only been longing stares and a few light touches. A whisper here and there in the others ear, both of you too scared to ruin what you had going on. Scared that your realities would be crushed by the world if the true feelings were spoken out into the air.
~.~
Arriving back at the gathering circle, Neteyam grabbed new fruit to replace the ones he messed up, placing only one in your arms and he carried the rest.
"Oh no, Neteyam I can carry It really," you begged, not wanting him to follow you home. Not to the horrors that may await you. "Nonsense, allow me to help you, it was my fault," he grinned, not picking up on your worried tone.
It seemed he didn't have to, for your father's voice cut throught the air like a knife. "(Y/n)!" His deep, growl like voice caused you to freeze, Neteyam frowning when he saw the fear plaster on your now pale face. His eyes glanced behind you where two figures were appearing.
"Papa," you greeted, turning where the tall, brooding Na'vi man stood. He was one of the best hunters in the clan, your younger brother, only three years younger than you, trailing behind him with a small, smug look.
Your brother quite enjoyed when you got in trouble, but that's only because he himself didn't have to bare your father and mother's disapproving gaze.
"What are you doing? Your mother has been waiting and here you are, goofing off and laying around like you always do," Your fathers eyes made you shrink, head down into your shoulders hoping to disappear.
Neteyam placed himself between you both, chest puffing up to match your father. He didn't like how dull your eyes got, he hated how you tried to shrink instead of stand tall. "The fault is mine, sir, take it up with me. Leave your daughter out of this," Neteyam hissed, his tail lashing at the thought of what this man would say or do to you, his own child.
Your Father seemed to realize who he now faced, eyes narrowing suspiciously as they darted between Toruk Maktos oldest son, the future leader of the clan and his own child, his only daughter and oldest child.
The way the young man stood in front of you, challenging him to dare say another word had your father ask,"Who are you to tell me how to talk to my daughter? Have you courted her, mated with her," he knew the answer, but your father wanted to prove a point.
"No sir, but the fault is mine. I caused her to drop fruit and helped to clean her up, so any qualms you have you can deal them with me right now," Neteyam promised, knowing that the fact you two really weren't together stung, but he would defend you no matter what. He loved you that much.
It seemed as though Eywa had a saving grace, his own father, Jake Sully, appeared. "What's going on here?" Jake looked narrow eyed to the hunter in front of him, he knew (F/N) well, the man was very strict and harsh, but one of the best hunters to the clan.
You rushed forward, tired of all the arguing and not wanting a whole fight to break out. "Neteyam was helping me with fruit, I was clumsy and dropped it," you spazzed through your words, not turning to meet either Sully mens eyes behind you, focusing on your father instead, scared of what he would say more or do.
"I'm sorry Papa, I will be more careful from now on," Your father didn't want to cause a bigger scene infront of his Olo'eyktan, so he called for your brother to take the fruit who glared at you as if you had asked him instead of your father. "We will speak at home," your father leaned down close and threatened, eyes of green, though darker than your own, stared right through you. His words a silent threat that more than talking will be done at home.
"Yes Papa," you submitted, ears pulled back in fear and humiliation. Fear of what your father would do. Humiliation that Neteyam had to witness you like this.
Your Father and brother stomped away, your shoulders tense as you turned to see both men staring at you sadly.
"Thank you for helping me Neteyam, I'll see you around," you hurried out, words like mush as you trailed off into the direction your family had gone to.
"(Y/n)-" Neteyam reached out, but his father's hand on his shoulder stopped him, a huff of defeat in his lips as you disappeared from view.
"Give her some space, (F/n) is not one to mess with, getting her in more trouble may not be a wise case," Jake instructed, Neteyam clicking his tongue in annoyance and anger.
"(Y/n) shouldn't be suffering with them! It was my fault that the fruit fell, she shouldn't have to pay for that," he felt himself become hostile every second that passed, now beginning to pace in front of his father.
"(Y/n) deserves to be free! She is a grown woman, not a pet or a child!" He cried, Neteyam turning his body, eyes gazing after your invisible figure one last time.
"She so gentle, I want to watch her float on the clouds, not be tied down," Neteyam whispered.
~.~
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