He reached into his pocket, gritting his teeth and avoiding all eye contact. She watched carefully, twisting the blade between her fingers every few minutes. At first he though it was impatience, but he quickly came to realise that it was in fact regret. She didn’t want to be the one to do this…
// My darlings, I’ve stared watching shadow hunters and my brain is going gaywire. They’re all so hot, like how??? //
I love you. It’s the most honest thing I could say to you, yet it still feels like a lie. You see, I don’t just love you, I crave your touch. I seek your advice and wish for your laugh. I would go blind just to be your muse, and I would lose my mind if it meant I could watch you become the person you aspire to be. I love you, it’s true, but I believe it goes beyond that, beyond anything words could ever describe.
I love you (via beautifulessencewildmind)
” you win, I miss you so much ”
have a nice day :)
- “I told you that you’d get sick if you cuddled with me… and no I’m not making you soup because I’M STILL SICK.”
- “Dude you have a serious fever.” “Ha, it’s just because I’m so hot you can’t handle this.” “No this is like hospital level fever. You are going to die.”
- “I want to just lay here forever, I feel so crappy.” “Stfu you aren’t the one with the flu.”
- “Hey, can you buy another box of tissues?” “I just bought you 3 yesterday!” “I KNOW.”
- “I know this is a family cure and it’s supposed to make me better but that looks straight up disgusting.”
- “If you don’t take your freaking medicine I’m going to kill you.” “No need, this flu will do it for you.”
- “Ugh, do I have to get you soup right now?” “I will sneeze on you if you don’t.” “Fair point.”
- “Look, I finally organized all my papers. Even though I’m sick!” *sneeze* “Oh fu-”
- “I’M DYING.” “You’re fine, you just have a cold.” “I SAID, I’M DYING.”
- “I know you were super sweet and bundled me up in a bunch of blankets and brought me soup and tissues, but I have to go to the bathroom now…”
I don’t want to learn in a classroom anymore. I want to travel and talk to people and learn that way. I want to learn as I go, gathering knowledge and not being rigorously tested on it. I don’t want to lose passion in the things I like because of the worry of exams. I want to fuelled by snippets of knowledge I gain from people and be inquisitive. School has stolen my passion for the things I’m interested in and I hate it for that.
“Tell me. What is love like?” she whispers to him under the stars. He stares off before the words fell from his lips like embers. “Love. It’s like fire. It’s so beautiful to look at. It is wonderful to make and have… but if you aren’t careful it, then it will burn you. It will engulf your soul and leave nothing but dark ashes behind. Love is both a warm fire on a cold night and a terrifying wildfire when exploring. Beautiful from afar, but a horror when too close. I guess, simply put, love is something that with just enough distance could keep you warm and alive through the darkest winters in your life.” His voice drifted off into the darkness and she knew he hadn’t kept enough distance before. His dark eyes were ashes of a burning love. He had been burnt.
Excerpts from a book I’ll never write #55 (via perfectyoungloveblog)