I’m A Dumb Edged Out Cunt. I Never Deserve To Cum.

There is something childishly magical.. so deeply satisfying about a submissive begging..  please spank me.  Perhaps one hand is bound and the other hand commanded to keep touching yourself. Fortunately cars don’t fall from clouds.   The deep level needed to  trust me implicitly.. the warm intense thrill coursing through your veins knowing how wet you are from just the anticipation of it  all You think about  incredible pent up glorious tension from how much you  touch yourself  leading up to this..  knowing how satisfying it is when you will see the marks that linger bringing flashbacks and that deep twinge of excitement in places you know  but don’t talk about with others to you every time you glance at them like  you are triggered to imagine it all again  and again.   It’s almost as if you can  imagine a time in the near future when you think back to  reminisce now  about how exciting it is.   You can’t help but  smile and cycle through it in your mind. Over and over.

I love that porn has broken me and made me want to be raped by several people and want objects of all sizes to be fucked into all my holes and want people to do horrible degrading things to me. I can't cum without thinking about strangers molesting me and my friends forcing their thick cocks into me only to fill me with their piss.

...can't fault that logic.

Make me cheat daddy, fuck it's so accurate

It is as if I was speaking to you from inside your head.

Sadism Please

I want someone to hurt me. I like pain, yes. But it's knowing that someone *wants* to hurt me, that my pain arouses them, that they are pleased by my suffering. That's the sexiest thing.

Tell me that I make cute noises when you hit me.

Tell me that my tears make turn you on.

Tell me that I'm so pretty when I'm afraid.

Sometimes, pin me down or tie me up so that I can't escape the torture.

Sometimes command me to take it using my own discipline to stay still.

Give me the opportunity to prove my devotion by suffering for you.

I promise, I'll be a good girl.

Reasons i shouldnt let myself cum:

-i dont deserve it

-its better to edge and be horny 24/7 so i can be ready for anything a Man migjt use me for

-cunts dont have needs

-the decision is mever mine, only Men can telll me if i can cum or mot

-i am not a person, i am just a thing that makes Cocks cum, and objects dont have orgasms

-edging is waaayy hotter than cuming

-it makes me feel like a good cunt when i cause myself any discomfort or pain, so it makes sense to never orgasm

Permission to dream

It is important to consider something that the vast majority of humans never realize.   What we perceive as “reality” is quite subjective.   Human minds can’t actually perceive “reality” as it might exist. For example we can mathematically show spacial demensions can exist higher than the three we perceive but humans lack the senses and capacity to perceive and imagine anything beyond 3D. Those sensual/mental abilities were not necessary for humans to flourish and so those abilities never developed.   What’s more reality not even created by our limited senses.   Our senses merely provide some inputs to our brain.  The key is that every input to your mind is filtered through your individual mental processes to create your understanding or your perception of (your) reality.   Your mind creates the reality you perceive.  Your individual perception of reality is literally created by your mental processes.   

Once you realize that your reality is rooted in mental processes, then you know intuitively that we have the power to change processes. That is almost within your grasp.   It’s not like  I have power to change you

you just need to  reach for what you desire.  You feel safe  reaching for your desire knowing that you always have the ability to change the processes that create your reality.  

This is true even though perhaps  you crave giving control   Since control is always an illusion you feel safe when you  give control over  to someone   Now   you should feel free to  explore your most closely held fantasies and desires.

Don’t tell anyone.. This post may lead you to  be submissive.

You probably shouldn’t read this if you  give in  easily or don’t wish to  be submissive.

There, you’ve been warned. Reading this  may cause you to end up as my good little sub.

But lets be honest here, that is what you want now don’t you? If that is what  you truly want  you may keep reading..  Good girl. You like it don’t you. Did it feel good? or did it almost feel like a soothing voice whispering it in your ear while an idle finger deftly touches you in just that way you know delights. You don’t   want more  of it do you, but you are already looking for it, here let me give it to you..

Good girl.  You see love, it’s as if I know exactly what makes you tick, as if I know exactly what brings you here. This voice   inside you is unmistakable.

Perhaps you’re here to look for someone who will use you, make   you submit,   maybe you’re here to  read all these posts  and let your fantasies run wild or maybe you just find yourself lurking down this rabbit hole regularly as you   touch yourself   in bed, let me be that fantasy now. Let me guide your hand.  Good girl. That feels so good doesn’t it? Let go, give in to your fantasy as you lose yourself in the power of my words, enjoy it when you  feel helpless.  Feel how good it is inside to just  do as you’re told, chase those wonderful two words which have kept you going. You want it don’t you, you can see it coming up, careful now, don’t you rush. I want you to feel each word that leads up to it and the ecstasy that you know those words will bring you.

Please punish me for getting wet. Only a pathetic, deranged little whore would start ruining her panties from hearing all the fucked up, violent things you want to do to me. Show me just what dirty, drippy little messes like me get. Once my ass is nice and bruised run a finger over my pussy and feel how soaked I am. Tell me I’m obviously an even more hopeless case than you thought. Clearly my pussy is just too slutty. If I want to be a good girl I’ll have to give it up entirely. Then shove yourself in my ass dry and enjoy my pretty little screams.