I'm having difficulty denying myself for more than a few days, but I know good girls should edge. Do you have any advice or tasks?
It's great you are interested in exploring a heightened experience that typically may only be achieved with some denial.. You deserve a lot of credit for reaching out... So thats good! There are a few ways to help but it seems like the easiest is to have a partner who can help you.. Someone you trust that can give some guidance. It's a big difference having the accountability.
Feel free to reach out & good luck!
it is so rewarding to turn a very smart woman into a stupid, edge addicted girl. she truly is capable of amazing things and i have watched her achieve great heights but she readily throws that off to the side to be a mindless whore for me<3
I kinda feel bad. I keep deleting accounts like this but I always make new ones… Maybe I am just a dumb slut who needs her holes filled at all time…
A shining example for others
Edging. It’s been 359 days since I’ve cum and I’m not going to cum this year. I don’t deserve orgasms. I’m best edged out and needy and pathetic.
Please punish me for getting wet. Only a pathetic, deranged little whore would start ruining her panties from hearing all the fucked up, violent things you want to do to me. Show me just what dirty, drippy little messes like me get. Once my ass is nice and bruised run a finger over my pussy and feel how soaked I am. Tell me I’m obviously an even more hopeless case than you thought. Clearly my pussy is just too slutty. If I want to be a good girl I’ll have to give it up entirely. Then shove yourself in my ass dry and enjoy my pretty little screams.
finding an enabler is so much fun like woops hahaha you’re encouraging me to enjoy things i shouldn’t hahaha sure hope this doesn’t get out of control
I want a dumb cunt with everything. Life, family, job, all of it. The cunt that knows something is missing. That can’t ever cum the way she truly craves.
The one with those depraved, humiliating thoughts in the back of her mind. You know the ones. The only ones that get you close to that mind blowing orgasm you crave.
Those exposure risk thoughts. Of having a man get a hold of your TimeBomb, or playing the dice game with some strange man.. Waking up each morning knowing you willingly gave up control of your reputation to someone who only wants to find out how depraved you will get to keep it all from going public.
If that is you cunt, simply let me know.
1 - Stop cumming. Full orgasms makes you feel like you 'had enough'. You should never have enough, you need to be kept in the edge.
2 - Stop being picky. Good girls don't choose. Watch every single porn that shows on your feed/timeline/search results.
3 - Stop skipping. The video timeline should not exist for you, you should watch from beginning to end in normal speed and without pauses.
4 - Edge for every single video/image. It doesn't matter it you liked it or not.
5 - Always watch porn when you feel sad. This will make your brain see porn as a method of escapism and it will slowly gets more needy for it.
6 - Any horny thought should lead to watching porn.
7 - Get used to it. Stop watching porn only on your bed or bedroom, watch it as you would to any youtube video.
8 - Expand your fetish list. Start to try slightly different porn categories and gradually develop a wide taste.
9 - Use as much porn plataforms as you can. Video streaming platforms are not the only way to consume porn. Use twitter, tumblr, image folders, etc.
10 - Punish yourself for not watching it. You spend a day without porn? Then the next time you watch you wont be allowed to touch yourself, and so on.
11 - Start to save it. Download the files you most like and watch them everyday.
12 - Lose hope. Stop wondering about recovery, this is for normal people, not dirty sluts.
“Beg me not to let you cum, slut”
“Tell me you don’t want to cum”
“Tell me what you are?” “A good girl” “And what don’t good girls do?” “Good girls don’t cum, Sir”
“Beg me to not let you have any relief. Convince me that an orgasm is the last thing you want”
“Tell me all the reasons why you don’t want to cum, whore”
Nothing gets me horny and desperate to cum than having to edge relentlessly and say that I don’t want to
it is so rewarding to turn a very smart woman into a stupid, edge addicted girl. she truly is capable of amazing things and i have watched her achieve great heights but she readily throws that off to the side to be a mindless whore for me<3
I'm always horny... I mean really. All. The. Time.
I feel decidedly docile and humble...
...which makes me feel even more deliciously submissive.
I am always ready to be used. Literally. Anyone that messages me can just use me. They don't even need to ask.
I am instantly ready to edge... because I am consistently wet.
I am more responsive to your suggestions...
My hunger to serve you is deeper and I am more pliant.
I am ready to sink lower and lower as you degrade me... its a crazy delicious spiral.
I am tingling all the time and playing with my nipples feels like I'm going to cum... fuck!
All this means I can take a lot more punishment. I can hit myself harder, slap myself more, choke myself further... gosh that's hot
I could go on...
Fascinated by the broken. Possibly a bit of a sadist but in a good way. 52M 18+ Only. Minors DNI. DMs open. All the trigger warnings some hypno, trancy & corruption stuff and lots of dark kinks. Formerly omgwoolybully, &2
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