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เฟ ๐ฉ๐š๐ข๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐’๐ข๐ฆ ๐‰๐š๐ž๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ง ๐ฑ ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ฆ!๐ซ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ

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"I'm going to tell my uncle to take pictures of me to send to you and Noona, Hyung!", Seyun's little voice fills the small space of the car and as his words reach you, a soft chuckle falls past your lips, barely able to handle his cuteness.

Just from the way he's been smiling and giggling throughout the whole drive to his grandma, you can tell just how excited the four year old is about his little day trip, which definitely helps easing the feeling of guilt that's been weighing on your chest for leaving him.

You know Jake is feeling the exact same, if not even worse, because he's been bringing his younger brother over to stay at his gran a lot more recently and despite knowing it's because of his uncle and cousins actually requesting the younger one's presence, the young parent can't help it.

Just a few months ago Seyun was too anxious and scared to stay away from his older brother for longer than three hours and todsy they're going to be away from each other for almost two days; the longest they've gone without seeing each other has never passed the twenty hour mark.

Jaeyun's been awfully quiet ever since you got into the car and he hasn't left his poor bottom lip alone, biting and nibbling, twisting it between his fingers every few seconds as he's obviously trying his best to hide just how nervous he is.

He's already had a quick chat about the whole situation with his younger brother and despite Seyun's enthusiasm and excitement, he just seems to loosen up.

Once your conversation with the little guy in the backseat comes to an end, you let your eyes shift to Jake and instinctively reaching for his arm and gently caressing it before it slowly makes its way to his cheek and all he can do is move further into your gentle touch. You calmly watch the way he lets out a loud sigh, taking your hand in his to place a soft kiss into your palm and making your heart melt rught then and there.

"It's okay, Jae", you whisper and look at him, subconsciously admiring the perfection of his side profile, "and if anything happens or he wants to be with you, we're just gonna head back yeah? It's just an hour of a drive anyway."

You try to find the right words to reassure and canm him, yet for some reason he seems to be a lot more worried than before.

"What if he thinks I'm abandoning him?"

The sudden sound of his raspy voice, his words and the heartbreak wavering in his tone tightens your chest and before you can even realise it, a thick veil of tears has blocked your sight.

"Oh, Baby, no", you say instinctively, yet quickly bite your lip and keep talking to stop the awkwardness even have a chance to get to you, "he's a smart kid and he knows his Hyung always keeps his promises. We'll be back before he's even awake tomorrow and then we're going to spend the whole day together, just like we told him."

"I'll be okay, Hyung", Seyun's cute voice startles you, to say the least and you quickly turn around to look at him with teary eyes, a soft smile plsstered on his tiny face as he nods at you approvingly.

"You know, I'm a big boy, right? I'm even a Hyung, too! Siwoo's Hyung!"

The words elicits the first little chuckle from the young parent and you finally let go of the breath you were holding in, when his knuckles finally lose their whiteness as he loosens his tight grip on the steering wheel.

"That's true", Jake says and shoots his brother a smile through the mirror, "I'm proud of you, Yunie. We'll both be okay."

It doesn't take much longer for you to arrive at Jake's grandmother's and after giving your littlest friend a tight hug and a kiss on the forehead, you wave him goodbye and calmly watch the two brothers make their way to the front door.

After a few minutes of waiting outside of the car, Jake makes his way back to you and before you can even say anything, he just pulls you into a tight hug and lets out a loud sigh.

"Thank you", he whispers and gives you a quick kiss on the cheek and then your forehead, "I really appreciate your patience and understanding."

You sadly smile against his neck, tightening your hold on him because you know you're going to cry if you use your words, as sudden sadness overwhelms you the more you think about their situation.

After a good five minutes of just standing there, Jake slowly pulls away and opens the door for you, a big smile on his lips and you finally feel yourself losing some of the tension in your muscles.

The drive passes by a lot quicker than you expect as the two of you just vibe to the music, soft gazes and shy smiles exchanged every few minutes as you leave the busy life in the big capital behind you.

The closer you get to your destination, the more nervous you start to become, anticipation filling your body as you think of all the things you're going to do and talk about.

In the back of your mind you can't help but remember your rather heated make out session from the previous night and even if you refuse to admit it, you're definitely hoping for it to happen again.

Ever since the two of you had decided to take things seriously, you've noticed how clingy and touch starved you've become; the urge to be in constant skinship with the young college student almost always on your mind. And from the was Jake's been shyly caressing your thigh throughout the whole drive, you can tell he feels quite similar if not the same about it.

Every now and then, a certain type of silence fills your company, yet for the first time in your life you don't feel the urge to replace it by saying something just to talk. Jake's mere presence is enough for you to feel comfortable and at ease, something you also haven't experienced before and you can't help the giggle escaping your lips once your brain takes notice of all these firsts.

Jake thanks the owner of the Airbnb and it doesn't take another minute for you two to walk through the door, bags in his hands as he strictly forbid you to even touch them.

"I'm starving", he sighs and places your luggage on the bedroom floor, his ears suddenly changing their colour to a deep shade of red and as soon as your eyes meet the sight of the king sized bed in the room, you know where the sudden change comes from.

"Let's just see how the evening goes and then we can decide who sleeps where, yeah?", you say quickly and take off your jacket ss well as your head and look at him with a soft smile.

"Yes", Jake mumbles and rolls his eyes at himself, feeling slightly awkward for being so obvious with his reactions and to avoid making it worse for him, you just make your way to the kitchen and start taking out the few groceries you had bought at the little market on your way.

"How about you go and lie down a little? The drive must have been exhausting? I'll make us something to eat really quick and then we can head out to the city afterwards, hm?"

As you voice your suggestion, you have your back turned to him and despite being aware of his presence, you still feel chills run down your whole body as soon as Jake places his big hand on your back, reminding you of the way he could barely stop himself from groping every bit of flesh he could get his hands on the other night.

You nervously pull your bottom lip in between your teeth and let out a soft sigh to stop yourself from whimpering because there's no way you're going to be even more obvious about how easy you are for him.

"I won't let you do all the cooking by yourself", Jake replies and pulls away to take off his windbreaker, throws it on the couch and comes to stand next to you at the sink in his sweater and a baseball hat to hide his messy hair.

"I'm so nervous", you suddenly blurt not quite sure where the sudden urge to confess comes from as you turn to look at him with wide eye only for you both to burst into laughter at the same time.

Jaeyun wraps his arms around your shoulders as he laughs about how cute you are, yet also feels relieved to know you're currently in the same emotional state as him.

"Don't worry, pretty girl", he sighs and kisses your forehead, "I'm just as nervous, I actually feel like throwing up. But I think it's mostly excitement."

The following two hours go by just like that: exchanges of silly jokes, funny stories snd facts, lots of quick kisses and barely a minute where you're not touching each other. You would have never expected yourself to actually become addicted to the feelings skinship comes with, but then again, Jake Sim hasn't failed to show you completely new sides of yourself just yet.

As soon as you're done eating, the young parent goes to take care of the dishes to let you get ready, promising to leave the drying to you to make everything fair only to have the whole kitchen cleaned by the time you step out of the bedroom in your new outfit.

Of course he doesn't listen to the way you're scolding him for doing it all by himself, just disappears in the bedroom, the sound of the shower running quickly following him and you can't help but sigh at just how dreamy he is.

You actually have no idea how time has passed by so quickly as the two of you reach your final destination of the day, which just so happens to be a cute little street food place which is said to have the best ramen noodles in the city and as the biggest noodlesoup enthusiast, Jake has been quite determined about going ever since you suggested the roadtrip.

The first place you visited was the local art gallery, where you spend a good two hours arguing over why your individual favorite piece of art is better, followed by a little sightseeing bus tour where Jake refused to let go of your hand up until the very end. You also decided to head to the city and have some snacks, only for you to lose your marbles the second you spot a cat cafรฉ on your way to the store. Of course Jake physically and emotionally couldn't say no to you, so you ended up sharing some cheesecake and each having your third coffee of the day all while two little kittens had gotten comfortable on each of your laps.

Most of the time you're just reminiscing about old times, Jake about his childhood and teenage years in Australia as well ss his summer vocations ins Korea, whereas you stick to the stories about visiting your relatives and your parents' villages, both of you cracking up each time when you realise just how similar your lives actually are.

Every now and then Jake catches himself staring at you for a little too long, quickly shifting his gaze to stop himself, whereas you just try your best not to get flustered each time you feel his gaze on you. There's just something about the way he looks at you with such softness and adoration, something you've been craving for so long and are actually getting to experience for once.

When the two of you sit down on the plastic chairs outside the little ramen place, Jake lets you know that this is probably gonna be the best you've ever had and for some reason his enthusiasm makes you giggle.

Of course after a few hours of only mentioning him every now and then, your conversation lands on Sim Seyun and this time Jaeyun makes sure to show you his pictures in chronological order, yet almost instinctively skipping the family picture taken on the day the youngest Sim had turned one hundred days.

You wordlessly watch the way Jake stops himself from skipping it before he zooms in on his parents, a soft sigh falling past his lips as he looks up at you with teary eyes.

"He looks so much like the perfect mixture of them, doesn't he?" His words are carefully chosen and heavy in meaning, the pain and love evident in his tone and the expression in his eyes, so all you can do is nod and hold back your tears to let him have this moment.

"He even has the same mole underneath his right eye as my mother", Jaeyun sighs and you don't say anything in response, just reach for his hand and intertwine your fingers with his to let him know you're there.

"And he laughs like my father, it's like every time I look at him I see pieces of them living on through him and that's why it's been so hard for me to just let go. It's definitely gotten easier but the older he gets, the more he resembles them."

Jake doesn't give his tears a chance to escape, gently pulls away his hand from yours and runs both of them over his face before he sighs and shoots you a tiny smile.

"But as much as that breaks my heart, I also can't help but love it. He's the reason I'm not afraid of forgetting them."

And as soon as those words leave his lips you've had enough.

A soft sob follows his words and sends an expression of worry over Jake's handsome face in an instant, making him get up from his chair and pull you into a tight hug.

"This is so embarrassing", you whisper and push your hand into his hair regardless of your emtional state, "I have to stop this or you're going to think I'm doing it on purpose."

Jake chuckles softly at your words, the weight disappearing off his heart as soon ss he hears your little giggle when he starts to wipe your tears away and heads back to sit down across from you once you've gotten ahold of yourself again.

"Don't worry, Baby", he sighs and from the way he smiles you can tell he doesn't even realise what he just said, whereas you're about to lose ever bit of composure you've been holding onto for the past few hours, "I know how empathetic you are and it's honestly one of my favorite things about you."

You feel your heart double in its size at his words and the sudden urge to kiss him overwhelms you, but you're more than aware that this is the lost inappropriate place to go for one so you just smile and nod at him gratefully.

After eating some of the best ramen you've ever had, you make your way back to the Airbnb with exhausted sighs, both of you just plopping onto the couch as soon as you take your shoes off and as if they sensed your return, you get a call from Jen, whereas Sunghoon's name appears on Jake's display.

You quickly give your best friend a rundown of today as you change into your pyjamas and go through your night time skin care routine, having to turn your volume down each time the crazy lady on the other side of the line starts screaming in response to your words.

It takes you a good twenty minutes before you come back to Jake facetiming Seyun, the little guy telling his brother about his exciting day at the zoo while actually acting out the animals' behavior and as soon as you come to sit quite close to the older Sim, you're met with the cutest smile.

This time you and Jake switch places and as you entertain your little best friend, the young parent makes his way to the bedroom and goes through his own routine, only to come back a few minutes later, dressed in the cutest little sweater and some nerdy glasses, hair messily falling into his freshly washed and moisturized face and with a bright smile you sit up to welcome him back.

However, as soon as your eyes watch the way Jaeyun gets to the kitchen, you're reminded of the conversation you've been meaning to have with him, regarding a certain someone who usually breaks the gentle and soft nature of the 21-year old.

But you've went almost three whole days without telling him and it's been actually eating you alive, so there's absolutely no way you can hold it back any longer.

Jake comes back to sit next to you, taking your phone from you as he takes a sip from his water bottle and you feel yojr whole body tense up from the anxiety

You know he's not going to blame you, because you're not at fault but you're pretty sure his mood is going to drop and it won't be as easy to bring it back up.

"What's wrong?"

His sudden question surprises you, so you look at him with wide eyes at the realisation just how easy it is for him to read your body language.

"I have to tell you about something that happened the day you went to play soccer with the boys", you quickly reply and scoot away from him a little, slightly afraid he might not want you to be close to him once you've told him.

"Oh? Alright, go ahead", Jake quickly replies and turns his body to face you properly, not even missing a best to fiddle with his bottom lip and you absolutely hate how quick he's gotten anxious.

After thinking about how to say it, you decide to just go for it because there's barely a way to break this to him without any complications.

"Chan came to the coffee shop."

You pull away just a little more as your head fills with mental images of Jake being angry and upset to the point where your presence might become a bother and you can't help but feel the knot in your throat growing bigger.

Jake doesn't say anything for a good two minutes, then just throws his head back with a loud sigh and nods, his hand reaching for yours and before you can even overthink it, you hold your own up only for him to pull you onto his lap and bury his face in your neck.

The position is still something you have to get used to, despite spending most of the previous night's evening in exactly this one but different than the first time, you actually know what to do. You wrap your arms around his shoulders and caress the back of his neck, pushing your hand into his thick hair and massaging his scalp just how you know he likes it.

"I just don't know why he's so persistent" Jake whispers against your skin, his hot breath sending chills down your arms and you can't help but sigh.

"What did you tell him?" The young parent pulls away to look at you, the prettiest, softest and sweetest soul he's ever seem and the one who never fails to knock the air out of his lungs with just a single smile. He doesn't know why or how but there's just something so calming about you and everything surrounding you, it's like he's been looking for you his whole life and has finally gotten the chance to feel at absolute ease without a worry in the world. Every time he finds himself getting anxious, he thinks of you and takes a deep breath to find a way to handle everything.

Maybe that's why he doesn't break down as bad as he used to whenever his older brother is mentioned, but he still has to figure this one out since there's also a lot of denial and ignorance from his side.

"I told him it's not my place to hear him out or talk to him", you begin softly and caress his cheek, pushing the hair out of his face and adjusting his glasses, "and that I can't risk losing the two of you by talking to him. I also asked him to just please leave you alone and then left, it hurt me to know I'm looking at the guy who made you go through so much."

Jake feels the tension leave his body with each of your words; your response reassuing him of the trust he's put in you and allowing him to let go of every doubt he's had to suppress these past few weeks.

He never really doubted you as a person, but not knowing what his own brother is capable of doing has definitely had him on edge for a while, subconsciously.

"I really appreciate it", he whispers and lets his hand find your cheek, while his whole body reacts to the way you move further into his touch and wrap your fingers around his wrist.

"It's the least I can do, Jake", you reply calmly and let your eyes roam his handsome face, "you two really mean a lot to me and I wouldn't want to do anything which might have you question my loyalty."

All he does is nod in response, his big puppy eyes filled with adoration and something you haven't been able to pinpoint quite yet. However, the longer the two of you just look at each other, the heavier the air becomes and all of a sudden there's a shift in the whole atmosphere which has you holding your breath.

"Can I kiss you? It's been so long...", Jake whispers and moves his hand to the side of your neck, his thumb gently caressing your bottom lip, whereas his own is firmly tugged between his teeth to the point where they've swollen up again.

Again, you answer with nothing but a nod and look at him with needy eyes, the tension in between your legs slowly starting to become absolutely unbearable and the fact you're neatly seated in his lap doesn't make things easier at all.

Jake smiles with hooded eyes, the arousal taking over his body in a way he's never experienced it before and he feels the blood rushing all the way down to his cock from just the thought of kissing you. He knows you can feel him hardening underneath you and before shame or embarrassment can make an appearance, Jake just pulls you into a soft kiss.

Even though this isn't your first kiss with him, you still feel like the butterflies in your tummy are about to explode as he takes your bottom lip inbetween his own and sighs softly, making sure to savior and swallow every single one of your cute noises.

It doesn't take much for your hands to find home in his thick hair, losing yourself in the feeling of his pretty lips capturing yours in just the right way.

You don't even know what you're body is doing in response to the feeling of his hands groping the flesh of your waist and your thighs, the sound of his deep grunts and needy breaths as well as the sight of his flushed cheeks and glossy eyes each time you pull back for air.

But Jake never gives you more than a moment.

"Closer", he whispers and finally presses you against his chest, hands tightening their grip on your hips as he slowly starts guiding your movements and elicits the sweetest sound he's ever heard from your throat.

"Fuck", the profanity is an instinctive response to the mixture of adrenaline and arousal rushing through his veins and the delicious feeling of your clothed cunt dragging along his hard cock.

He can feel how warm and wet you are; your pyjama shorts are barely any sort of barrier after all.

"J-Jake", you mumble against his plump lips and feel yourself falling deeper and deeper into the sweet haze of pleasure with every single one of your movements.

However, he doesn't respond right away. All he does is pull away and throw his head back with a loud moan, the pressure of his cock and the fact he's been dreaming about you in all these different states of pleasure is slowly but surely getting the best of him.

Jake feels drunk on you and the way you seem to know exactly what to do, despite being just as inexperienced as he is.

Maybe it's the fact nobody's ever gotten to do this to you that's driving him crazy or maybe the way his heartbeat goes from rapid to agonisingly slow to the point where he feels like passing out. Jaeyun doesn't know and there's absolutely nothing in him that feels the urge to find out.

All he knows is you're in his lap, humping his hard cock like it's the only thing on your mind and every time he subconsciously moves his hips to meet your cute little thrusts, he can tell just how far gone you are.

"You're so pretty", he suddenly whispers and pushes the hair out of your seeaty face, leaning back to have an even better look at you, just for his breath to hitch in his throat as soon as you start moving your hips in circles, applying the sweetest pressure on the tip of his cock.

"And you're doing so well." The words just leave his lips before his brain can overthink them and to his luck you seem to enjoy them: your grip in his hair tightening and the patch of your sweet juices soaking through your panties and shorts growing bigger and bigger with each word.

The air is heavy as your heavy breaths and needy noises meet each other.

"F-Fuck", Jake can't seem to hold himself back anymore snd he hates how it's only been a bit over a minute. But as if you could resd his mind, you push yourself against his chest and pull him into another sloppy kiss, sucking on his tongue and finally taking your own turn of bitting down on his plump bottom lip as you moan and whimper into his mouth.

"I'm close, Jae", you whisper and look up at him, a thin layer of sweat covering your face, eyes glossy and your voice hoarse from all the pleasure.

You've always been one to cum fast whenever you touched yourself but this is definitely new to you, too.

Yet, you can't blame yourself.

There's absolutely no way you could have resisted Jake's touches, his firm and sloppy kisses, the feeling of his tongue grazing yours, his tight grip on your hips, his rock hard cock applying just the right amount of pressure on your sensitive clit, his smell and especially the way he seems to genuinely enjoy it as much as you are.

"Yeah? Me too, Baby", he grunts and finally lets the hunger take over every pore in his body, thrusting his hips up to meet the movement of your hips and feeling lightheaded at the way your moans are becoming more and more high pitched.

"Please, I need it", his words are a plea, whereas his tone is demanding and sends you even deeper into your pleasure, "cum for me, Baby. Cum with me."

And like flipping a switch, you feel the knot in your core finally snap as the waves of your orgasm start breaking down on you in the sweetest way possible.

You quickly bury your face in his neck, moans snd whimpers, even lighthearted sobs falling past your lips as the sensation of your high spreads in your whole body.

Jake barely manages to take your face into his hands and press his lips against yours before he finally stumbles over the edge with a breathy whimper of your name and his eyes rolling into the back of his head. You make sure to kiss him throughout his high, your hips still moving against his cock and subconsciously pushing him into overstimulation.

"S-Stop", his voice is raspier and a little deeper than you've expected, a jolt of excitement rushing through you at the thought of being the reason behind this particular shift, "I'm still cumming."

You nod, yet refuse to listen to his words as you feel his cock twitch against your clothed, yet soaked cunt and his cum slowly seeping through the fabric of his boxers and sweats.

"No more, Baby", he begs gently and kisses your forehead completely out of breath, "way too sensitive. I've never finished this hard before." His confession has warmth blossoming in your chest because even if you've decided to not care about his past experience, you can't help but like the fact of being his first, too.

And once your thighs start aching from the way you've been tensing up for the past few minutes, you let yourself fall against his chest and give each other a good five minutes to catch your breathes.

"Fuck", Jake suddenly chuckles and runs a hair through his messy hair, finally adjusting his glasses and plscing both of his hands on your naked thighs.

"You sound too fucking good", he quickly explains and lets out another soft giggle, "just thinking about it is making me hard again."

"I can definitely return that one", you reply and sit up with a soft hiss the second you're aware of just how much your panties are stuck to the sensitive flesh of your soaked cunt, "I can't wait to hear more of that."

A row of laughters from the both of you fills the room rather quickly and you feel every bit of awkwardness and embarrassment vanish with each second.

After a few minutes of giggling and kissing each other, you both decide it's time to get changed and before you can even think about it, you follow Jake into the bedroom like a little puppy.

"Oh?"

You look at him with brows furrowed in confusion until you realise the reason behind your walk to the other room.

"Oh", you reply and smile sheepishly, "sorry, I got too excited."

"You're okay", Jake mumbles quickly and gives you a quick kiss before he reaches for his bag and pulls out a fresh pair of boxers and can't even begin to explain how glad he is about the second pair of sweats he decided to pack.

You patiently wait for him to return from the bedroom, the shirt he wore throughout the day neatly placed right next to where you're laying on the bed and without any shame you press the fabric against your nose and inhale Jake's calming scent.

You don't even realise how heavy your lids have gotten until that particular moment; the lack of sleep and tiredness from quite the eventful day finally catching up on you. And that's probably why Jake comes out of the bathroom to find you firmly asleep on one side of the bed, his shirt in your hands and your pretty lips pushed into an almost angry pout.

The young parent quickly reaches for the blanket and places it over your body, giving you one last kiss on the forehead before he straightens himself to make his way to the living room.

However, you seem to have comple different plans.

With a soft whine and slightly opened eyes, you reach for his hand and pull him back to you, turning to lay on your back and look up at him.

"I don't mind", you whisper, "I don't mind sleeping in the same bed, if you're comfortable." Of course the young parent doesn't even need a second to decide, just makes his way around to the other side and calmly slips underneath the blanket before he pulls you closer to his body and turns the world off.

And in that particular moment, Jake wonders if this is what home feels like.

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๊’ฐ โ›pairing(s)โœ ๊’ฑ student!jungwon x camgirl!reader (ft. enhypen members, ocs and other idols)

๊’ฐ โ›genreโœ ๊’ฑ smau, college au, crack, humor, some fluff ig?, etc

๊’ฐ โ›warningsโœ ๊’ฑ nsfw (MDNI), sarcastic jokes, slight kms jokes, profanities, friendly bullying, etc

๊’ฐ โ›start dateโœ ๊’ฑ 12.4.2023

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fate - park sunghoon

part twenty nine - sweetheart.

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soooo i changed the timeline a lil,,,, the next chapter will be written and it'll be a smut teehee,,,,, we deserve it honestly ^^ hope u like this chap! a lil early today, reblogs v appreciated!

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more than this - p.js 18+

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warnings: smut!!!! mdni!!!! not many warnings tbh just public sex lol (kind of but no one sees them), unprotected ofc, sappy lovey dovey sex, creampie ofc sigh im so predictable

More Than This - P.js 18+

โ€œDo you want to move in with me?โ€

Jay thought that he stopped breathing in that moment, his eyes widening comically as he dropped the sandwich he was holding down onto his plate.

โ€œDo I want to what now?โ€ He asked, blinking repeatedly. He really did look like a little kitten here, his ears twitching quickly with his dark eyes all glassy and excited.

โ€œMove in,โ€ you replied, putting down the food you were holding as well. โ€œI thought about it a lot, and youโ€™re at mine nearly every evening anyway. Itโ€™s just the logical next step right?โ€

โ€œFuck Y/N, Iโ€™d love to,โ€ Jay couldnโ€™t help the grin that started to spread across his face. โ€œBut what about Jungwon? Is he ok with it?โ€

โ€œWonnieโ€™s fine with it, I already checked before I asked you. So if you want to then we can get all your stuff moved in whenever you want!โ€

โ€œOh my god,โ€ his eyes were glassy as he blinked away tears rapidly. โ€œI canโ€™t even believe it, you have no idea how happy that makes me.โ€

You couldnโ€™t help the smile that made its way onto your face now, mirroring Jayโ€™s. He pushed the food to the side, shuffling over on your picnic blanket to tug you closer to him, kissing your lips gently a few times. As he tried to pull away, you followed his lips, crawling closer to him and eventually onto his lap. Jayโ€™s hands came to rest on your hips, holding you on top of him as you found a comfortable seat on his lap.

Your hands found their way to his hair, tugging on the strands and playing with the fur in his ears and you deepened the kiss. There was something about the way he looked today, a little tired from work and makeup-less, that drove you crazy.

โ€œY/N,โ€ he mumbled against your lips, tugging your hips to bring you further against him as one hand kept him propped up. โ€œWe need to stop before I get carried away.โ€

โ€œHmm, I donโ€™t mind sweetheart,โ€ you replied, moving your lips down to his neck and pressing open mouthed kisses there. Jay threw his head back, allowing you more access to his skin there for you to cover with your lips.

โ€œBut weโ€™re in public,โ€ he whined, the hand on your hip moving to your thigh to grip the flesh tightly.

You smiled against his skin, youโ€™d set up the picnic in a secluded part of the park where not many people gathered. It was nearing evening time so most people had gone home, there was virtually no one around and the drooping branches of the trees hid the two of you well.

โ€œSo what?โ€ You said, pulling your face back up to kiss him properly. Your hips subconsciously ground down against him, feeling the way he was already turned on through his trousers. Jay groaned loudly into your mouth, your kisses swallowing his moans and little gasps.

โ€œFuck it,โ€ Jay mumbled as he pulled away. He pushed himself up a bit more so he could free up both hands, landing them on your bare thighs to push your skirt up a little. He kept going until he could see your panties, the damp patch already spreading as you practically dripped with arousal.

His thumb rubbed over your cunt softly, โ€œfuck baby, youโ€™re so wet already. You been waiting for this?โ€

โ€œMhm,โ€ you breathed out, teeth tugging at your bottom lip as he ghosted his fingers over your clothed core. โ€œBeen thinking about you all day, always on my mind.โ€

A smile ghosted over his lips at the praise, his fingers pushed your panties to the side to expose your cunt to him. You glanced around nervously, the thrill of possibly being caught only adding to how good you felt in that moment.

Jay pushed two fingers into you at once, knowing you wouldnโ€™t need much prep with how turned on you were. You dropped your hands to his shoulders, lifting your hips up to give Jay more access to where you needed him most.

โ€œFuck Jay please, donโ€™t need prep,โ€ you rocked your hips against his fingers that were pumping into you slowly. โ€œNeed your cock so bad.โ€

Your eyes pricked with tears of frustration, reaching for Jayโ€™s trousers to tug at the zip impatiently. He just laughed softly at you, pulling his fingers from you and pulling his trousers down enough to expose his cock that was already fully hard. You just had to look at him and he would get hard, thatโ€™s how in love with you he was.

Jay helped you remove your underwear quickly, tucking them into the pocket of his trousers and positioning you over his cock, running his head across your cunt as it dripped arousal over him.

โ€œGood girl, taking me so well,โ€ he mumbled through gritted teeth as you sunk down onto him, adjusting to his size quickly now that you were used to him. โ€œFeels so fucking tight, so good for me Y/N.โ€

โ€œGod Jay,โ€ you dropped your head to his shoulder and let him guide your hips over him, hiding your flushed cheeks from the rest of the world. โ€œDonโ€™t think Iโ€™ll last long sweetheart, needed this so bad.โ€

โ€œMe neither baby,โ€ he bounced you on his cock quickly, chasing an orgasm that was on the brink of crashing already. You and Jay knew each otherโ€™s bodies so well that it didnโ€™t take you long to get to that point, his cock reaching points of you just right and your cunt squeezing him in the perfect way. โ€œGod I love you Y/N.โ€

โ€œI love you too Jay, so fucking much,โ€ you squeezed hard on his cock, using your hands to steady yourself and bounce faster on his cock. โ€œWant you to cum in me baby.โ€

โ€œOh fuck,โ€ Jay whined, his lips pressing over your neck and chest at any skin he could reach. โ€œWant me to fill you up? Pump you full of cum, carry me around with you, yeah?โ€

โ€œGod Jay youโ€™ve got such a dirty mouth,โ€ you huffed out a laugh, picking your head up to capture his lips again. โ€œPlease Jay, make me cum.โ€

He muttered out praises, dropping his thumb to your clit to rub quick circles and push you over the edge, clenching down on his cock hard as you came around him.

โ€œOh my god,โ€ he breathed out, squeezing his eyes shut. โ€œFuck baby, Iโ€™m coming.โ€

Jay held your hips, thrusting up into your harshly as he chased his own high. You were shaking with overstimulation, gripping his shoulders tight as he attached his lips to your neck, just over your old mating bite mark. Jay came with a low moan, painting your insides white as he held you impossibly closer to not let a single drop leak out.

โ€œJay,โ€ you mumbled, tugging on his hair to bring him up from your neck. He looked up at you, hair messy and eyes wide, before finally connecting your lips in a sloppy kiss. Your teeth clashed together, spit pooling at the corners of your mouths as you portrayed every emotion into it.

โ€œGod I love you,โ€ he said into your mouth, nipping at your bottom lip a few times. โ€œI canโ€™t wait to spend forever with you.โ€

You hummed against his lips, lips tugging upwards, โ€œI love you more.โ€ You swiped a thumb over his lips, wiping away the remnants of some lip gloss youโ€™d put on hours ago, โ€œletโ€™s clean up, yeah? Then we can head home.โ€

Jay kissed you once, twice, probably about six times, before helping you get up from his lap, โ€œyeah, letโ€™s go home.โ€

10 months ago

bad habits | sim jaeyun + yang jungwon

Bad Habits | Sim Jaeyun + Yang Jungwon

๊•ค DESCRIPTION: Sim Jaeyun will always have a part of your heart; he was the first man you ever loved and the first man to ever break your heart. Yang Jungwon however, was the first man to ever sacrifice for you and your happiness. Now that you have Jake, you canโ€™t help but wonder if youโ€™ve made a catastrophic mistake.

โฅ PAIRING: boyfriend!jake x f!reader & situationship!jungwon

โฅ GENRE: slice of life!au, college!au

โฅ WORD COUNT: ~16k

โŸถ WARNINGS: soft dom!jake, sub!reader, oral (f!receiving), p in v intercourse, underaged drinking, swearing, possessive!jungwon, mentions of sobriety, heartbreak, mentions of smoking and drugs, cheating (?), let me know if i missed anything !

๊•ค A/N: this is the continuation of overpass graffitiโ€ฆcan you tell iโ€™m an ed sheeran lover? :)

Bad Habits | Sim Jaeyun + Yang Jungwon

Lost in your thoughts, you donโ€™t notice Jungwon coming in through the hallway with his suitcase behind him. He stops when he sees the flowers and then looks up at you.

โ€œI wouldโ€™ve known to get you lilies,โ€ he comments, his voice cutting through your reverie. โ€œUnlike Jake.โ€

Youโ€™re pulled out of your thoughts and make eye contact with Jungwon. Itโ€™s silent for a second as you take him in, noting the travel weariness in his eyes.

โ€œHow was Korea?โ€ you ask tentatively.

Heโ€™s vague and blunt with his answer. โ€œFine.โ€

You shift on your feet, feeling the weight of the unspoken tension between you. โ€œDid you have a good Chuseok?โ€

Jungwon nods, then looks at the peonies again before his gaze returns to you. โ€œJake doesnโ€™t know anything about you,โ€ he says, his tone sharp.

Before you can respond, he sidesteps you and enters his dorm, leaving you alone with your thoughts. You stare after him, the hurt in his words lingering in the air. Slowly, you bend down to pick up the bouquet. Carrying the peonies inside your dorm, you canโ€™t help but think about how much has changed and how complicated everything has become. You place the flowers on the counter, staring at them for a moment before you begin unpacking your groceries.

Determined to keep yourself preoccupied, you dive into cleaning the entire dorm. You scrub the floors, dust the shelves, and organize every corner until everything is spotless and in perfect order. The physical activity helps clear your mind, but the lingering thoughts and feelings remain just below the surface.

As you finish wiping down the kitchen counter, your phone buzzes with a text. Itโ€™s from Avi.

[November 30th, 7:53 PM]

[avi]: hey, can you meet me at snell? i forgot my key :p

[you]: yeah what room number?

[avi]: 0119

Grabbing your keys, you head for the door. Just as youโ€™re about to leave, another text comes in. This time, itโ€™s from Jake.

[November 30th, 7:55 PM]

[jake]: did you receive my gift? :D

You pause, looking back at the peonies on the counter. After a moment of contemplation, you walk over to them, pick them up, and dump them in the trash. You text Jake back.

[November 30th, 7:57 PM]

[you]: yes, theyโ€™re beautiful. thank you.

With that, you leave your dorm, locking the door behind you.

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