I Don’t Know How Much Longer I Can Keep My Mouth Shut About Him Because Oh My Fucking God He Looks

Every day I thank God for not allowing humans to have a super power because if I ever live as Gojo Satoru, I would be suicidal.

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freak (p. sh)

pairing. sunghoon x female reader

genre. best friends brother AU, smut smut smut, M/F, one shot

warnings. horror film references, dom sunghoon, oral, sensory deprivation, degradation, choking, spitting, biting, rough unprotected sex. minors DNI.

wc. 4600

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“What’s your brother been up to? Haven’t seen him around lately.” 

Your best friend clicks her tongue from across the room, long hair flipping away from her shoulders as she snaps to glare at you. “Have you been looking?”

“What’s that supposed to mean?” Sitting up on her bed you return the glare, playfully of course.

“Can’t believe how obsessed you are with my brother.” She scoffs, returning to blend her blush. “You won’t believe it, but he got a summer job.”

“I’m not obsessed with him.” You sigh, flipping through one of the numerous Cosmopolitan issues she has collected. Flipping the corner of a page down with an article discussing exploring new kinks.

“Sunghoon wouldn’t even know what to do with you.” She says, detangling her hair to braid pigtails. “I’m convinced he’s never felt the touch of a woman in his life.”

“He’s harmless, don’t be so mean to him.” Casually scanning the article, you mentally disagree; even if Sunghoon’s more the quiet, stand-offish and observant type, your gut had a feeling he’d know exactly what to do with you. “Where’s he working?”

She snorts, turning to face you. “That’s the best part, little freak got a job at that horror museum downtown. I swear he jumped and kicked his ankles together mid-air when he got the call back.”

“Oh I bet, he loves horror movies.”

She pulls a disgusted face, shaking her head at you. “The way you can list off facts about my brother like some type of Wikipedia page needs to be studied.”

“Shut up.”

She winks, sticking out her tongue before returning to glamming herself up; shooting you a wink. “Freak.”

Summer moves slow without your usual daily excitement of catching sneaky glimpses of your crush.

It’s not like you’re obsessed or anything, it’s also not like you purposely aligned your class schedules to match your best friends for a reasonable excuse to study together for any reason other than working better with assistance. Has nothing to do with knowing she’d prefer to study at her house, where her brother conveniently always is; because as she mutters under her breath ‘he’s such a loser.’

Nothing at all to do with the fact that he was working on remodeling his car the last few months. Definitely not suggesting to study at the kitchen table to be able to admire Sunghoon coming inside covered in car oil and sweat, quietly chugging down water near the fridge while inconspicuously glancing in your direction. 

Plans of hanging around all summer to seduce your best friend’s brother seemed to be on pause now, unsure what your plan even is to begin with anyway. How hard could it be? If rumors have any truth then Sunghoon should be groveling at your feet for a chance.. not that he is, yet.

“Oh Hoon’s bringing the new Scream movie later.” Your friend interrupts your silent scheming, tapping at her phone. “Didn’t you want to watch that?”

“Huh? Oh..” checking the time you note it’s getting late. “Like, when?”

“He just left work,” she nods, locking her phone. “Stay over, we’ll have a horror movie slumber party like old times.”

“Is he gonna watch with us?” You ask, sinking lower against her headboard. She mocks a gagging sound, rolling her eyes. 

“Yes, probably.” Getting up she grabs extra clothes for you, motioning to her closet if you need anything else. “Gonna shower real quick if you want to head down and start up some snacks, I want popcorn.”

“Yeah, sounds good.”

Sunghoon works late, you think to yourself, peering through kitchen cabinets for snacks he could also want to munch on. Luckily, they are always stocked up with food for the weekends when their parents typically leave town to spend nights visiting other cities now that their kids are old enough to take care of themselves. They made sure to have all types of ramen, chips, candies and popcorn ordered before their weekly summer vacation. 

“Extra butter,” you mindlessly mumble, reaching higher up for a box of microwave popcorn.

“What are you doing here?” 

Sunghoon’s deep voice has you jumping, clutching at your chest and snapping around to grip onto the counter. Heart pounding fast as you look up to see him standing there with one eyebrow raised. 

“Oh my God when…” you sigh, fixing your hair quickly. “I didn’t hear you come in..”

Sunghoon smirks, reaching to grab a handful of chips from the tray of food you’ve set up. “Nice PJs.”

“They’re your sisters..” you mumble shyly, returning to reach for the extra butter popcorn.

“You staying over or something?” Sunghoon sounds bored, monotone even as he chomps down chips. Standing on your toes you swat at the top shelf, keeping yourself steady with one hand as your fingers graze the box of popcorn. 

His tongue clicks from behind you, striding up swiftly to reach over your head and grab the box easily. It’s a quick moment but his lower half presses flush to your backside long enough to feel the heat between his thighs mold between your buttcheeks. The cold from his chest meeting the warmth of your back simultaneously, groin heavy where it nestles between you. 

Taking a step back after a minute of swatting for the box, Sunghoon swallows and licks at his upper lip, setting the popcorn down near your arm. “That’s my popcorn.”

“Oh..” calming yourself, you take a deep breath, shifting to turn and press against the counter when you realize how close he still is. “Sorry, I was getting snacks to watch the movie..”

His eyebrows furrow in question, eyes lowering to scan over your figure, quick enough that if you blink you’d miss it. “You like Scream?”

“What? Of course I do, who doesn’t??”

Sunghoon shrugs, not bothering to move away more, outside chilly air still clinging to his body. “A lot of people don’t like horror films. Which ones your favorite?”

“Uhm..” he’s looking at you apprehensively, waiting to judge your answer. “Nothing tops the original.”

He nods, bottom lip jutting forward seemingly pleased. “Reviews have said this ones really good, I mean.. how many times can they reinvent a new ghost face killer?”

He steps back a bit, as if ready to turn around and drop the conversation, slowly turning to the side cocking an eyebrow at you. “Say.. what’s your favorite scary movie?”

“Like, of all time?” Twisting your legs together nervously you grip at the counter ledge behind you, he hums and nods for you to continue. “Uhm, I guess it’d have to be the original Halloween.” You shrug, noting his surprise. “..but as far as more recent goes, Midsommar is a masterpiece.”

Sunghoon laughs a bit, reaching inside his pocket to pull out a ghost face mask, finger gliding over the white plastic to avoid your gaze. “I preferred Hereditary personally but..”

Taking a step back he continues to nod. “Good choices.” He winks, leaving the kitchen with one plate of snacks in hand before you’re able to respond. The deep breath of air you let out near deflates you, rushing to the bathroom to look over yourself and check your breath before following after him.

“What’s taking so long!” Your friend calls out from the living room, startling you again as you scramble to fill a bowl with popcorn. 

“One second!” Rushing out with a bowl and drinks you come to a halt seeing your best friend spread out comfortably on the smaller couch leaving you left with no choice but to sit next to Sunghoon, his hooded gaze slowly lifts up, tucking his lips in to hide a smile.

“Uhm..”

“You don’t mind right? Need to stretch my legs so badly.” She pouts, blinking innocently and wiggling her feet under a blanket.

“Oh yeah..” gulping, you lower down to sit by her brother, clearing your throat as you settle back and attempt to get comfortable.

He’s changed out of his work clothes, white t-shirt baggy on his chest but fitted on his thick biceps, gray sweats draw your attention lower; fast to avert your gaze away when you catch a glimpse of an outline lifting the material up between his thighs.

“Press play.” Your friend mumbles, phone in hand immersed with her daily lurking, having to go through all of her boyfriend's socials to make sure he’s only up to good.

Sunghoon leans back further, easing into a more comfortable position with one arm resting on the couch behind you. The room is mostly dark aside from the TV light, illuminating his side profile and milky skin tone all the more, biting down on his lower lip as the movie begins, drawing you back to reality, realizing you’ve been staring for too long.

Eyes shift your way curiously, nodding to acknowledge you. “You a screamer?” He whispers, just enough for you to hear.

“What?” Surprised by his question, you pull up your legs onto the couch, Sunghoon using the chance to scoot closer to you and speak into your ear. 

“You scream when you’re scared?” He asks, a heavy husky tone shooting chills down your spine, eyes rolling off to the side.

“Uh, no, I don’t really get scared.”

“That’s too bad.” 

“Huh?” He straightens out, gaze fixated back on the TV ignoring your confusion. The first scene plays out, a blond woman on her phone staring down an alleyway.

“Ah, don’t go in there.” He smiles by your side, speaking softly only to you. “Has she never seen the Stab films?”

Half distracted by his commentary, you jump a bit as the volume rises and the actress on screen proceeds to get stabbed repeatedly by ghost face, shocking you enough to turn your face away and inadvertently hide in Sunghoon’s shoulder. He bounces under you, chuckling and leaning in closer to wrap an arm around your back. “What happened to not really getting scared?” 

“Caught me off guard..” 

“You have nothing to be scared of.” He smirks, pressing close enough to your ear for his lips to brush against your lobe. “I’ll protect you from the boogeyman.”

Sunghoon stays close to you throughout the duration of the film, adding little snarky remarks every time another character falls victim to the killer's plan. “Amateurs, you’d think this entire franchise wasn’t built around the premise of the scary movie cliches.”

Half focused on the movie, you adjust to rest more of your weight against his side, forehead nuzzling into the column of his throat, occasionally squealing and playing into a more helpless damsel in distress to earn extra squeezes around your arm. 

“What would you do if I wasn’t here to keep you safe huh?” He chides, peering toward his sister half asleep on the other couch. “Probably scream until your lungs burst.”

“I’m not a screamer..” you whisper, tilting your head to keep your chin held up on his broad shoulder. “Unless you want me to be.”

“Oh yeah?” He asks coyly, movie forgotten as he dips in to whisper near your mouth. “Want me to make you scream? You wanna play psycho killer with me?” The hidden connotation behind his words has your thighs shifting together, aching between with anticipation.

“Are you the killer?” You question, shifting to whisper into his ear. “Please don’t kill me, I wanna be in the sequel.”

Sunghoon leans into your ear, eyes skirting across to make sure his sister still hasn’t moved. “I’m gonna go use the bathroom.”

He gets up quickly, glancing at you over his shoulder in a way that implies more without saying anything. After waiting for a few minutes and sitting uncomfortably, squirming in place to appease the wet heat between your thighs; you move ever so gingerly as to not make a sound. The TV volume assists in masking your footsteps leading out into the hallway in search of the bathroom.

“Hoon?” You call out quietly, cursing under your breath at how dark it is, only a bit of moonlight breaking through from the small window at the end of the hall. The bathroom doors half open where you stop to peak inside. Creaking sounds with every step you take, reaching for the door handle to push it fully open. “Who’s there? Sungho—“

Large palms engulf your throat and mouth before you can scream, clasped across your face, a raspy breathy voice cooing against your ear to hush. “Don’t scream, it’s me.”

Without loosening his hold, he knocks against the backs of your knees to press you up against the nearest wall, sharp canines finding the shell of your ear to nibble at. “Don’t be too loud or you’ll wake her up.”

Releasing your neck, his thick fingers smooth down your chest, squeezing one of your breasts along the way, cleaned up nails trailing down to the front of your shorts. “Rule number 1- you should never ask ‘who’s there?’. Don’t you watch scary movies? It’s a deathwish.”

The lines familiar, said in a low toe curling tone meant to instill fear in you. Shoving past the elastic waistband keeping your shorts held up, he cups over your core, a rumbling pleased sound escaping his throat. “Were you planning this? Readying yourself to fuck your best friend’s brother?”

He smacks against your bare cunt, fingers sweeping between your folds as you jerk forward, groaning beneath his hand, jagged edges of his fingernails digging into your cheek. 

“I asked you something.” Pointed eye-teeth scrape along your jugular, licking at the small indentations left behind.

“Yes..”

Sunghoon chuckles darkly on your skin, his nose scrunching up against your cheek as fingers work to spread your arousal around, smearing the mess of wetness around your middle. “What a slut.”

“N-no!”

“Shh shh, not too loud now, don’t wanna ruin our fun.” Plump pink lips litter up and down your throat, his free hand lifting up to grip your chin and force your neck to twist more. “Wanna get fucked so bad don’t you?”

Dim lighting streaks across his heated hooded gaze, nodding your head for you as he dips lower to circle your entrance. Sunghoon’s touch isn’t gentle in the least, instantly slapping your cunt in rapid succession forcing your knees to lock together with a pained yelp, the sound of your wetness splashing against the collision adding more heat in your chest. Whimpering down embarrassed little moans the more he continues to land against your core, wet arousal even reaching far enough to make a mess of the wall your lower half arches against.

“Hoon.. f-fuck.”

“I said shut the fuck up.” He grits, other hand clasping over your mouth before you’re able to let out a shocked fear filled sound. Sunghoon pinches your clit between two digits, panting against your ear as he continues to babble nonsense. “Such a helpless victim, just begging to get caught. You like this, huh? A little fear, getting snatched up and fucked until you cry, groveling for mercy. Will you beg for it?”

He emphasizes by rolling against your bare backside, pajama shorts dropping down to your ankles leaving you exposed to be used and taken advantage of, the idea of Sunghoon hiding in dark corners waiting for you to pass by with a head full of air, drag you by your limbs into a closet and ruin you sets your stomach on fire. Jerking back and forth, you work against his fingers pinching and rolling your clit deliciously, each press of calloused finger pads nudging against a different bundle of nerves. The sensations shooting down to your toes lifting off the floor causing you to squirm back into his hardened length even more.

“What a nasty little whore,” he growls, restricting your head to the side with an unrelenting hold on your mouth, teeth finding a lifted pulsating vein easily due to your excitement. “What would my sister say? Knowing what a slut her best friend is, always hanging out here batting your big puppy eyes at me. Squishing your tits together like I won’t notice.”

Sunghoon laughs against your throat, fingers gliding down between your labia folds to circle your entrance. The amount of wetness pouring out slipping his digits through a mess dribbling down your inner thighs. “Fuck, so wet for me, you want this so bad don’t you? Always coming out to the garage to bother me, bending over the hood of my car asking stupid questions just to show off your fat little ass. Been dreaming about this haven’t you?”

Each filthy incriminating thing he says has your eyes rolling back, neck arched into an awkward stretch the more he keeps you held in place to lick and suck at hot bits of flesh lining your throat, leaving marks behind with every sink of his teeth. The sharp points burn as they bury in hard enough to create indentations, hissing behind the suffocating palm keeping your screams trapped.

Twisting your neck again, his palm falls to your neck tightening around as his lips hungrily devour your parted open pout, tonguing his way in easily. Each gasp you struggle to get out swallowed down by his domineering lips easily taking full control of the kiss with more of a choking squeeze around your neck. “Keep your pretty mouth open for me.”

Two fingers tease at your hole as he presses the back of your head to his shoulder more, the position leaving you vulnerable at his will, mouth dropped open gazing up at him with glossy eyes. Sunghoon’s lips purse together over yours, tongue swishing around collecting a wad of saliva, the first glimpse of shiny clear spit exiting his lips has you choking for air even more. Already struggling to breathe as he slowly spills drool onto your tongue, fingers pushing past the resistance of your tight hole as his spit collects at the back of your throat with yours urging you to gurgle and cough for air.

“Fucking disgusting, such a pretty little thing, nasty cock whore.” He grunts, biting your bottom lip roughly, teeth knocking into yours. “Swallow.”

Patting the middle of your throat, he sneers sadistically, enjoying the first batch of fat tears rolling down your cheeks. Fingers thrusting in and out of you without falter, the width of his palm colliding with your clit the more he works to stretch you out around his digits. Not that it matters much, he could care less if you cry because it hurts.

Sunghoon waits for your throat to bob under his palm, sliding out of you and blurring over your clit with more strength, muscles pronounced with each motion even in the dark. He sinks down leaving you to rest your face on the wall, using the opportune moment to compose yourself and fill your lungs. Sniffling away the tears now making their way past your chin, ending their journey down to your breasts. 

“Remember what I said.” Sunghoon’s palms land heavy on your ass, a string of curses following under his breath. Long fingers knead and squeeze, pulling your cheeks apart to fully expose both of your holes. “Don’t wanna get caught..”

He dips in keeping you held open, the tip of his nose grazing between the crevice of your ass, lips dragging across your rim. “Or do you?”

The cry you let out disappears into the wall, lifting a hand to bite down on as your other supports you from melting down to your knees. Sunghoon’s ears clog up with muddled heat, his sole focus turning to your holes winking at him enticingly, each one barely opening even as his tongue swipes between both nastily. He murmurs below you, shaking the meat of your ass against his face to further drown in your aroused scent. The warmth radiating from between your thighs dizzying him to a brainless empty-headed mess. 

“Hoon..” 

He swipes up and down repeatedly, wetness covering him forehead to chin the more he teases and flicks at your holes. Muffling your own moans, you twist to watch his face of pure ecstasy, half lost between your ass as he pushes in to curl his tongue through the tight ring of your rim. Everything about it sets your back rigged, from his long black eyelashes laid out on his high cheekbones, to the pleasured wrinkle that’s formed between his perfect eyebrows. Raspy groans accompany the slide of his tongue, endlessly digging his strong hands into your asscheeks, firm enough for it to sting.

Sunghoon blinks up meeting your gaze, unhinging his jaw more to swoop past the skin separating your core and rim. Tongue tickling at your slick hole without breaking his focus on your heated face. He finally laps at your entrance akin to a dehydrated animal, slurping the slop of wetness out of your hole with his lips latched around you.

“Oh fuck.” You croon, biting down harder on the inside of your fingers. Cheeks streaked with overwhelmed tears by now, shoving your butt back against his nose to ride each clean sweep of his tongue collecting your wet desire.

Sunghoon shoves in, the thick wet of his tongue combining with the slick coating your walls adding an extra slip for him to push all the way in; out of breath the more you rock down burying his nose into your rim. All of it downright disgusting. The thought of being too loud and getting caught has you rolling down faster, fucking his tongue in and out of your hole in chase of relief. 

Seeming to catch on, he slaps your hips, gripping mounds of meat roughly to jiggle and urge you to set your weight down on his face. Skin gone near completely red, Sunghoon gazes up at you with blazed out eyes, a vein rippling down the center of his forehead the more he struggles to breathe. All of it sends you over the edge right as his biceps wrap around your thighs and he pulls away to spit at your hole. The sick trickle of it has you jerking, eyes rolling up and slapping the wall as a flash of blank minded heat washes down from your skull to your toes.

Sunghoon gasps under the drench of arousal spouting from your cunt, pinching nerves throbbing at the sides of his forehead quickly relieved to receive oxygen again. The thought of dying between your thighs with a happy smile on his face amusing him. 

Moving back up to stand, he loops your waist with one arm, using the other to free his engorged girth from the confines of his boxers, shoving them down past his balls with the waistband of his sweats.  

Sunghoon’s fast to stroke himself, pinching at the head of his length to calm his need to cum already; the tight suction of your cunt around his tongue had him ready to soil himself, cock jumping between his thighs with each trickle of your wetness gliding down his throat. He squeezes at the base for a minute or two, smacking the meat of his length down on just below the dip where your lower back meets your ass. “Want it?”

The sound of his cock slapping heavily on you has your already quivering thighs crashing together, ready to lose your balance on your weak ankles if not for his muscular grip around your torso.

“H-hoon please,” you try to whine louder than you should, gagging as his hand returns to circle your throat again. Sunghoon uses more power to drag your neck back, forcing your ass to jut out more leaving your thighs parted and easy to access. 

“Too fucking loud.” He grits, kissing the sweat off your forehead, cock grazing between your thighs. “Where do you need it?”

“I-inside…inside me, please, Hoon please..”

A growl rumbles off his sturdy chest, licking down your cheek to bite at your jawline, Sunghoon releases your throat only to cover your mouth again. The scream that rips from your chest goes mute under his grasp, thrusting forward with one meticulous thrust until the entirety of his girth manages to stretch past your convulsing heat. “Fuck.” He growls, the bite he holds on your jaw chattering, having to shake away his own need to shout. “Fuckfuckfuck.”

Shutting his eyes, he sighs, hand staying clamped to your lips tightly as he savors your walls gripped around him. The heat of your cunt wrapping him in a dripping wet cocoon of raging heat, each contraction around him drawing the veins lining his size to throb painfully. “So..”

Sunghoon grunts, nipping at your chin, hips pulling back a few inches just to fuck back into you. “Fucking..”

He pants, repeating the movement, pistoning into your backside with a sudden urgency. “Good..”

Already feeling too close to release he’s merciless from the start, fucking into you fast, bouncing your weight against him hard enough to have you jumping up on your toes similarly to a rag doll being tossed around. Sunghoon groans, tucking his bottom lip in a fierce bite to control the volume of his grunts. Cock slamming in rapidly, each virgous snap of his hips more rough than the last.

“You fucking like that?” He rasps, fully pressing your front to the wall to keep you held up. Grinding against the perky top of your ass folding over onto your lower back. The lewd visual of your body altering due to the aggressive nature he fucks you in only seizes his balls up, heavy as they meet your clit with each clap of his pelvic bone digging into your backside. 

Sunghoon doesn’t wait for your answer, knows the pathetic screams lost beneath his hand are enough. The thick creamy gloss coating his length with every draw back more than enough to know how much you love it. The deep arch you stay in, the way your pussy sucks him in more and more with each thrust.

“Fuck, good.” He mutters, hissing between his teeth, his free hand grappling your arms behind your back to handcuff your wrists together. The new position allowing him more control to fuck you like nothing but a whore, just a dirty cockslut desperate to take dick and catch a fat nut.

“Cum for me one more time.” He says between gritted teeth, sloppily nipping your earlobe between rapid skin-clapping thrusts. “Fucking cum.” 

Sunghoon’s throat cracks to not scream, his vocal cords raw from trying to suppress his own need to cry out, face dropping to your shoulder to bite into any exposed flesh as you writhe against him, pussy sucked around his length to an almost painful point. The wetness fucked out of you with each jerky last thrust he gives drenching his balls, smearing between his thighs in such a disgusting vile way.

He can’t help but to fully bite the juncture between your neck and shoulder. A bitter metallic taste mixes  with his saliva as he pumps you full of release, his hand only going lax on your mouth the more he empties inside of you and falls weak. Orgasm fully absorbing his strength for a moment as he licks at the accidentally inflicted wound struggling to regain his barings. 

The whiny whimper you let out has his eyes fluttering open, nodding against your nape before taking a deep breath and slowly freeing himself from your warmth.

“Shh,” Sunghoon’s lips drag against the side of your face panting to catch his breath. Squatting down he picks up your bottoms and tugs them back up over your hips. Turning you around to face him, he cleans up the tear tracks left behind on your cheeks, leaving two soft kisses on each. “You good?”

He smiles, keeping you held up straight with a hold around your waist. “I’m good..”

Sunghoon laughs under his breath, leading you down the hall toward the living room. “You’re kind of..” he pauses, peeking into the room at his sister still sound asleep, the movie credits now rolling.

“Kind of what?”

“A freak...” He grins, patting your butt, eyebrows directing you back to the couch. “Like me.”

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You tugged at the hem of your skirt nervously before entering the café. You could see the owner, Sunoo, setting things up in the back whilst Sunghoon served some customers who had taken a seat in the window. Jay was behind the counter, leaning against one of the cupboards and fiddling with the sleeves on his jumper. It was a cute cream knitted jumper today.

His ears twitched softly at the sound of the door opening and he turned to see who was there, an automatic smile that he wore for all customers spread across his face until he realised who it was. His eyes widened in panic, remembering that you probably thought he was avoiding you yesterday, and he tried to make his cheeks cool off before you reached the counter.

The two of you looked equally as nervous, looking anywhere but at each other. You went up to the counter after deciding on your order, smiling at him genuinely. Jay instantly relaxed, smiling back at you.

“Hey Y/N!” He said brightly, tapping at the screen in front of him to get ready to take your order, “how are you today?” He looked back up at you expectantly.

“Better now that you’re not hiding from me,” you teased, pouting out your bottom lip mockingly. Jay flushed red in embarrassment, starting to stutter out an excuse before you cut him off, “I’m just teasing you, I’m not mad. As long as you don’t hate me.”

“I don’t hate you!” He rushed out a bit too quickly, “I don’t hate you, I was just really shy I guess. I’m sorry for that.”

“Don’t be sorry, I was also a bit shy to talk to you if that makes you feel any better,” you replied, a reassuring smile on your lips. Jay nodded, his cheeks still a little red.

“What can I get for you today?” He asked, typing on his screen.

“I’ll have an iced tea, and could you do an iced black coffee for Jake. I promised I’d get him something on the way to work,” you said, taking out your wallet to pay.

As you were getting your card out you felt a hand enclose over yours to stop you, glancing up to see Sunoo standing next to you. He had a mop in one hand and the other holding yours.

“These are on the house, to make up for yesterday,” Sunoo said, you tried to protest but he shut you down immediately. “Don’t try to argue, I’m the boss so I make the decisions here.”

You nodded softly, “thanks Sunoo, that’s really kind of you.”

Jay had gone to make your drinks, busying himself whilst you chatted to Sunoo. He didn’t know why but a flash of jealousy went through him the moment Sunoo touched your hand. He blamed it on his looming heat, he always felt more possessive and stressed around the week before his heat started. But why was he so possessive over you? He hadn’t felt that way about anyone in a long time, and the heat suppressants that May had him on would supress those emotions as well. So why had this started now?

He shook away his thoughts, ears flicking in annoyance until Sunoo let you go, returning to the cleaning he was doing. Jay took your drinks over, your name scribbled on one and Jake’s name on the other, you smiled at the little cat drawing he’d done on your cup.

“Thanks Jay,” you said, grabbing the plastic cups from him and taking a sip of your drink. You glanced at your phone and, as much as you wished to stay and chat, you noticed some texts from May. Deciding to wait until you were outside to answer, you tucked your phone away and hooked your bag over your shoulder whilst juggling the two drinks.

“Do you need help with those?” He asked, watching you balance the two cups in one hand. Jay had the urge to reach out and help you, but he resisted it. You were hardly acquaintances, let alone friends. He didn’t want to overstep any boundaries.

“I’m ok, thanks Jay. I’ll see you next time, yeah?” You smiled, turning away from him before he could reply and walking towards the exit.

“Come back soon!” Jay called out as the door was closing, catching sight of your bright smile as you did so.

Jay busied himself with cleaning up whilst he willed his heart to slow down, Sunghoon coming up to him behind the counter and slinging an arm over his shoulder. Jay groaned, shrugging him off once in a futile attempt since he knew the younger would immediately return his arm to his shoulder.

“Your cheeks are still red Jongseongie,” Sunghoon teased, tugging at one of his ears. “And these lil things keep twitching, if I didn’t know any better I’d say you had a little crush?”

“Shut up Sunghoon,” he mumbled, pressing the back of his hands to his cheeks. “It’s just really warm in here is all.”

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࿏ 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭!𝐀𝐔 (𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫), 𝐧𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐛𝐨𝐫𝐬/𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬!𝐀𝐔, 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐠𝐞!𝐀𝐔; 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭, 𝐟𝐥𝐮𝐟𝐟, (𝐟𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞) 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭

࿏ 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 𝟒𝐤

࿏ 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐬: 𝐀𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫, 𝐉𝐚𝐞𝐲𝐮𝐧 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐨𝐫...

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You politely thank the airport employee next to you before you finally reach for the handle of your suitcase and make your way to the gate, knowing two very special boys are waiting for you on the other side.

After a whole week away from the brothers, you can't help but get emotional at the thought of finally seeing them again. You definitely enjoyed your time back home a lot more than you expected, mostly thanks to your sibling who always made sure to save you from the potential escalation of situations, yet you've started looking forward to finally be back in your own four walks rather early into the trip.

With quick steps you rush through the crowd of travelers, your eyes busy roaming your surroundings to see if you can spot the cute duo and before you can even look in their direction, you hear your name being called.

"Noona, over here!" Yunie chuckles, holding a cute little sign in his hands which welcomes you back home, as he sits on his older brother's shoulders who's trying his best to keep the little one steady.

You instantly break into the biggest smile, tears of excitement block your sight and you simply can't get yourself to care about all the stares from the people around you.

"Yunie!" You yell and stop midway, get on your knees to catch the young boy with widened arms and a loud chuckle. He's quick to jump right into your hug, soft giggles falling past his lips as he wraps his tiny arms around your neck and buries his face in your hair.

"I missed you so much, big boy", you mumble and give him a soft kiss on his temple before he pulls away and takes your face into his small hands, a huge smile plastered on his own as he pulls down your mask and gently pushes his finger against the tip of your nose.

"Did you like my sign, Noona? Hyung helped me make it", the younger one chuckles and starts playing with your hair, suddenly a lot shier than just a few moments ago.

"I love it, handsome. You did such a great job, and your Hyung too."

And as those words leave your lips, you look up to meet the gaze of said older brother, plump bottom lip firmly pulled between his teeth as he holds back his bright smile and runs a hand through his thick hair. You don't dare taking your eyes off of him; hungrily taking in just how good he looks and letting your body enjoy the feelings you've missed oh so much.

"Hey, pretty girl", Jaeyun says calmly and waits for you to stand up, yet not hesitating to reach for your hand and pull you into a tight hug as soon as you do.

You don't reply anything. There's so much you want to say, but for now you decide to just enjoy the feeling of finally being in the safest embrace you've ever had the pleasure to be surrounded by.

Jake tries to press you even closer against his body, one of his hands resting on the back of your head while his other arm finds home around your waist. He hasn't missed anyone this much in quite some time, so the urge to hold you in his arms has been absolutely unbearable for the past few days and he's determined to make the best of it.

"How was-", but Jaeyun doesn't get to finish his question about your flight as you press your lips against his and silence him in a way he's come to love ever since the two of you first kissed. Despite his love for PDA, Jake is a little hesitant because he knows his body might betray him if he pushes his luck and gets a proper taste, which he simply can't risk in this particular situation.

He's going to have you all to himself in a few hours and until then, the young parent tries to keep his kisses soft and gentle, not realising you're the one to lead in this one as you push your hands into his hair and dig your teeth into his plump bottom lip, something you've actually been dreaming about for the past few days and as soon as he grunts into your mouth, you feel your head getting lighter.

Considering your eagerness, Jake isn't surprised to see the little pout on your lips when he manages to pull away and places a soft kiss on your forehead, but he knows you probably got too excited and he wouldn't want you to feel embarrassed once you realise.

"Let's save this for later, hm?"

You nod wordlessly and quickly shift your attention back to the little guy next to you, offering him your hand and chuckling when he takes it. Neither you nor Jake make a big fuss about the way you intertwine your fingers with the young parent's before the three of you slowly leave the airport and make your way to his car.

For the first ten minutes of your drive all you do is listen to the two brothers telling you some of their exciting stories from the few daytrips they'd been on during your absence, the smile on your lips never once falling as you join in on their laughter and excitement. You've missed hearing their voices and cute laughs, their big, absolutely identical smiles and the sight of their puppy eyes widening every time one of them is building up to a certain point in their story. Jaeyun never once interrupts his little brother, just reminds him to keep it to one language to make things easier for the little guy and seems to enjoy listening to the four year old just as much as you do.

You can feel Jake's urge to look at you and the way he barely manages to keep his eyes off of you whenever you stop at a red light gives away just how much he's missed you, but for some reason you're too shy to look at him longer than a few seconds; your mind quickly wandering to all those thoughts you've been having, especially the ones which kept you up at night and ended up being the reason for a very special phone call between the two of you.

"I actually wanted to call the girls over after our little dinner since it's a school night and you're working tomorrow, but they said they're busy and I hate how upset I got", you explain to Jake once Yunie's attention has shifted back to the little car in his hands.

The young parent can barely contain his cheeky smile once your words reach him and he's more than just grateful that you're only a few minutes away from the restaurant since keeping this secret from you any longer is actually going to make his hair fall out.

"I understand, Baby", he says and finally reaches the street the restaurant is located at, his heart basically hammering against his rib cage and for a short moment Jake feels like passing out from how nervous he's been. Everything went according to plan and nothing had to be improvised, so he's actually a little confused about his body's current state, but as he thinks about it, he realises it's probably because of what's yet to come.

"But I'm pretty sure the girls are going to make up for it and for tonight you can stay over at our place, yeah?" He quickly says to distract himself from his anxiety trying to take away the excitement as itkeeos replaying all the worst case scenario in his head.

All you can do is meet his gaze and sigh softly, nodding in response to his words. He's right and you know it. The girls knew you'd be home tonight, and knowing them they would have never declined your offer if it wasn't for anything important, which is why you try your best to shrug it off and enjoy the evening. If it really bothers you too much, you'll make sure to let them know about it in the groupchat, but until then you're not going to let your anxiety get the best of you. Not when you're about to finally spend some quality time with two of your favorite people.

You wait for Jake to reach the entrance of the restaurant before you reach for his hand and then head inside with Seyun on your other side, quickly welcomed by the delicious smell of all the homemade food you've been craving ever since you had left. Of course your hometown had similar places, yet none of them taste as good as this one and you definitely fell a little harder for Jaeyun when he suggested to have dinner here on the day of your return.

You don't realise how much you've been rambling to Jaeyun about what you're going to eat, the young parent just listening and nodding with a soft smile before he gives the waitresses a quick nod of appreciation and then guides you through the whole restaurant to the very back where all your friends have been waiting for you.

"I'm definitely going to have dessert, too, their chocolate canes are just–", Jake doesn't get the chance to prepare you for the loud cheers as soon as you wakk through the door, the suddenness of it all startling you just a little, whereas both Sim brothers seem absolutely overwhelmed.

"Welcome back!"

You can't help but stop right in front of everyone, hiding your face as you try to hold back the tears but simply can't because these people are your family and every time yoj come together like this, you feel your heart growing with gratitude and appreciation to have people as good as them in your life.

The girls are the first one to throw their arms around your body, embracing you in a tight hug, during which Chaewon has quickly joined in on your cries and Jennifer is chuckling and giggling like a middle schooler.

They both litter your face in kisses, bright smiles plastering your faces and never once letting go of each other's hand as you promise to catch up as soon as possible, planning a girl's night right then and there with all the other boys watching.

Jake can't seem to stop himself from looking at you. Probably because he's missed you so much but also because the last time you talked on the phone you sounded exhausted and tired, so seeing you this happy has him absolutely lightheaded.

He calmly watches the way you hug the boys one by one, spending a good minute with Sunoo who keeps whispering something in your ears and knowing the younger one Jake's sure it's something regarding his plans for later but you just shake your head and greet the others yourself.

And once you and Jake sit down next to each other, the dinner finally begins; the room being filled with loud laughter and yelling, new insiders being made, actual bickering and way too many accidental profanities considering Seyun is firmly seated in between Jay and Heeseung.

Throughout the whole dinner, never once is Jake not touching you; it's either his hand on your thigh, an arm around your waist or over your shoulders and just as usual you definitely don't mind. Your body feels at ease with his touch lingeeinc on your skin, yet also manages to drive you absolutely crazy the more time passes.

You actually have no idea how much time passes. If it wasn't for Sunghoon poiting at a sleepy little Seyun, you would have never realised how late it's gotten already and after taking a few more pictures with everyone, Heeseung takes little guy into his arms and says his goodbyes to everyone.

For a moment you don't even understand why he's leaving, yet Jake remains next to you and once your brain has managed to process it, your hesd ahoots back to look ag the young parent with confused eyes. Jaeyun just smiles at your reaction and takes advantage of the others discussing something energetically, to push your hair back and place a soft kiss on your neck, knowing you're going to melt underneath his touch from just that.

"Hyung's going to take care of Yunie for the night and the others promised to do the clean up so we can have some time to ourselves, how does that sound?"

Jake's voice is a deep whisper, raspy and hoarse to the point where every word sends another row of chills down your body and if it wasn't for everyone still being around, you would have definitely whimpered.

"Great", you whisper and nudge his nose with your own, quickly kissing him on the lips and sighing softly when he refuses to pull away.

"No, please don't", Sunghoon suddenly whines and throws a scrunched up tissue your way, hitting you right in the face and basically having the whole tanle erupt in absolute chaos.

Once you manage to calm down Jennifer and stop Chaewon from actually punching Hoon right in the face, Jake shoots Jay a quick look and nods before he gently tells you to say your goodbyes as well because despite having the best time, the young parent has still been on edge because the actual reason behind this whole plan hasn't happened yet.

Since Jake couldn't just break into your apartment to get everything ready, him and Sunoo have decided to keep it outside and hesd over to yours to sleep, which is why he's had two of his coworkers who still owed him a favor, set up a cute little picnic up at the park where the two of you had spent your dinner date together. Jay had told his best friend about a spring festival happening close to said park, and as if destiny had decided to be on his side for once, your arrival collided with their yearly firework show.

Everything is going to go well and even if it doesn't go as planned, Jake has promised himself to not be as strict on himself as he tends to be because he knows you'd appreciate the tiniest of gestures.

The drive to the park is rather quiet. Shy glances and sweet giggles filling the space of Jake's car as you hold his hand and try your best to not get too emotional thinking about this being the very first time someone has ever done something like this for you. And as Jaeyun remembers this, he can't help but bite his lip as he imagines the way you'll react once you see the second part of his little surprise.

As you walk to the spot his coworkers had prepared just a few minutes prior, Jaeyun listens attentively to your little rambles and enjoys the sound of your voice. He's glad you're not suspecting anything because the girls definitely let a few hints slip as they said their goodbyes. Fortunately, you were too caught up in the excitement and adrenaline of your surprise dinner to actually realise what they had said.

It doesn't take you a whole five minutes to finally arrive at the spot and as Jake slowly stops walking until he comes to stand right next to the "abandoned" picnic blanket with little cakes and chocolate fruits, candles and a neatly wrapped present the size of a little jewelry box, you just look at him with confised eyes.

"I wanted this date to be a little more special than the others", he says and smiles, patiently waiting for your reaction only for you to burst into laughter.

"No way", you say and accidentally mimick the accent of your romantic interest, making him chuckle and roll his eyes before he just nods and guides you to the blanket.

"No fucking way", you whisper and take your shoes off without missing another second, plopping down on one of the empty spots and look up at him with big, glossy eyes, "you prepared this for me?"

"Yes, Baby", Jake replies and gets rid of his own shoes to get comfortable next to you, his big puppy eyes attentively observing every single one of your reactions.

However, as soon as his gaze falls to your face, his smile drops as panic fills his body from the sight of actual tears streaming down your cheeks.

"Baby, what's-", but you don't let him finish again as you basically jump into his lap and throw yourself into his embrace, burying your face into his neck and chanting words of gratitude which easily turn incoherent from your sobbing.

Jake just chuckles and holds you tight, his hand caressing your back sweetly and waiting for you to calm down again.

You have no idea how long you stay like this but agter your brain has finally managed to process everything, you pull away and quickly hide your messed up face, only for Jake to push your hands away and pulling you into a gentle yet passionate kiss.

"Thank you so much, Jae", you whisper against his lips and sigh softly.

"No need to thank me for this, pretty girl. You deserve this and so much more", he mumbles calmly and feel his arm leaving your body as he reaches for the little gift behind you.

"Here you go, open it", the young parents says with a big smile on his pretty lips and waits for you to take the little box from his ring clad hands.

You physically can't manage to produce any words, your head is completely empty and it's like the whole world has come to a stop ever since you sat down.

But you also can't hide your curiosity and open the little gift with shaky hands, your brows shooting up and eyes widening as you read the expensive jewelry brand on the front over and over again.

"Don't worry, I'm not going to propose", Jake says as soon you open the box and are met with the sight of a cute little ring, his words probably a response to your audible gasp as you take in the fact he got you a ring of all things.

The design isn't anything crazy, something to eear on the daily to the point where taking it off wouldn't be necessary and the longer you look at it, the faster your heart starts hammering against your rib cage.

"Jake, I – wow", you whisper and look up at him with teary eyes again, gulping harshly when he takes the ring out of the box and gently pushes it down your ring finger.

"I knew I wanted to be with you the day I saw you for the first time and actually tripped over my younger brother because I couldn't believe I was actually looking at you", Jake begins and places the softest kiss on your now ringed finger before he continues.

"Nobody has ever made me feel as safe and comfortable as you, Y/N", the sound of your name falling past his lips has become so unusual, yet you still love it like you did the first time you heard him call for you, "and that's why I wanted to give you this promise ring. A promise to always be there for you, hold and understand you when you need it and trying my best to be everything you deserve. A promise to remind you of your worth and importance every day. A promise to be the boyfriend you've always dreamed of, if you accept to...be my girlfriend."

Jake's words are – as always – carefully chosen, thoughtful and deep. Something you thought you had gotten used after several months of knowing him, yet your brain struggles to actively process what he had just said since nobody, not a single soul on this earth has ever gone to these lengths just to be this sweet with you.

You've always daydreamed about a guy as dreamy and romantic as Sim Jaeyun and now this exact guy is actually asking you to be his girlfriend. With a promise ring right from the start.

The gesture, the meaning behind everything he said, his promises and the actual symbol of just how genuine and serious he is about you in your hands definitely don't fail to overwhelm you in the best way possible.

You don't even realise that you started crying again; the gentle burning on your cheeks the only thing to indicate your physical reaction to his words.

"Yes", you whisper and look up at him again, your first instinct being your hands finding home in his hair yet again before you wrap your arms around his neck and keep repeating your single worded answer.

And in exactly that moment the heaviness he's been carrying on his chest for the past few days finally vanishes as he inhales your scent and returns your hug just as tightly.

Yet another round of minutes pass by in which you do nothing but hold each other, tears finding their way down your cheeks even if you try your very best to keep it together.

"Thank you so much", you mumble yet again, placing the softest kiss on his neck and slowly letting of your tight embrace to look at the man who has managed to fulfill almost every single one of your high expectations in ways you only dared to dream of all these years.

"Thank you, pretty girl", Jake replies and gulps harshly, pushing the strands of hair out of your face to kiss your forehead and nudge his nose against yours, "thank you for making me feel like I deserve someone as good as you. Thank you for being everything I prayed for all my life. Thank you for caring so deeply about me and my brother."

You don't really know what to say in response to his words of gratitude, so all you do is smile against his lips before you finally kiss him the way you've been craving it all this time.

And this time Jake doesn't hold back.

His lips eagerly chase yours, yet remain steady and rhythmic with each of his kisses before he slowly pushes his to gue inside of your mouth and grazes your hot muscle with his own, eliciting a row of light moans from the both of you.

You quickly lose yourself in the perfect feeling of his lips on yours, his taste spreading in your mouth just the way you've come to love it and if it wasn't for the part of your brain which reminded you of your surroundings, you definitely would have gotten even further lost in him.

"F-Fuck", Jake suddenly whispers and lets out a chuckle, "we gotta stop this or I'll have to drag you to my car."

"I honestly wouldn't mind", you say quickly and dig your teeth into his bottom lip, his heavy breathing fanning your sensitive kiss and easily making your head spin.

"I know you wouldn't, pretty girl, but you're too special for the backseat of a car. I'll take care of you once we're back at your place, yeah? Can you wait a little longer?"

You nod with a soft pout on your lips, knowing Jake wants to enjoy the date and soend some more time at the place he probably spent hours to prepare, but the light disappointment is basically impossible to hide.

"Now now, angel", Jake chuckles and helps you get off his lap to face the other side of the park, a quick look on his phone letting him know it's just about time for the fireworks, "just a few more minutes, I promise."

You don't get to question his words as the sudden noise of the loud spectacle erupts out of nowhere and you're finally met with the last part of your special surprise.

Neither one of you dares to say anything because no words could do this perfect moment justice as your nee boyfriend wraps his around your body from behind and holds you close to his own, knowing things are bound to finally bound to fall in place because he finally found the calmness to his never ending storm.

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fate - park sunghoon

part thirty - I'm yours.

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hiiiii sorry for the wait! this is 4k words of pure fluff and smut ^^ i hope u enjoy! i'm rlly happy w this chapter! pls let me know ur thoughts n also reblog! it helps a tonne!

cw: sickly in love people, oral, cum play (?), unprotected sex, don't be like them pls use a condom

Standing outside Sunghoon’s apartment door felt odd. You’d never been there before and it felt like you were finally crossing that boundary into seeing him fully, it was like as soon as you stepped inside that was it. It was a metaphorical acceptance of your relationship, whatever that was going to be.

You took a deep breath, knocking on his door softly and waiting in the dimly lit corridor. It was starting to get darker outside by the time you arrived, having spent too much time at home getting ready to come over. After not seeing him properly for a while, and with the last time being when you both were in tears, you wanted to look good.

“YN,” he breathed out once he opened the door, looking you up and down quickly. His eyes were wide and a little nervous, so typically Sunghoon that it made you want to cry again for ever thinking he wasn’t the one for you. “You ok sweetheart?”

“Yeah,” you fell forward, wrapping your arms around his waist tightly as you buried your head into his sweatshirt. “I am now.”

He relaxed against you, wrapping his own arms around your shoulders and holding you close to him. One hand ran up to your head, stroking down your hair gently as you finally melted into him. The two of you were stood in his doorway still but you didn’t feel like moving yet, only wanting to be in his arms.

“Let’s get you inside, yeah?” He mumbled into your hair, nudging you gently, “it’s cold out here and I don’t want you to get sick.”

Your heart swelled even more, if possible, and you pulled back enough to look at him. He smiled softly at you, his eyes held so much emotion that it scared you a little, but you didn’t want to push him away anymore. So when he tugged you into his apartment and towards his couch, you let him with no regrets and no hesitations.

“Do you want a drink or anything?” He asked, tugging on the hem of his jumper as he sat next to you, “wait, I don’t have blood though. Sorry. I mean, unless you want like grape juice or something because that looks a little like blood but it’s not the same and it probably wouldn’t help much for you-”

“Hoon,” you placed a hand on his knee, laughing softly at his rambling. “It’s ok, I don’t need anything. Just you.”

He placed his hand over yours, lacing your fingers together and holding your hand in his lap tightly. He didn’t want to let you go now, he felt like he’d lost you for a moment and it scared him a lot.

“Hey,” you mumbled, squeezing his hand and prompting him to look over at you. “We’re ok, you don’t need to be worried anymore. I can promise that.”

Sunghoon seemed to almost slump against the sofa in relief, smiling over at you, “you don’t know how good it is to hear you say that.”

“I know, I’m sorry I made you wait. I know you gave me space because it’s what I needed, but it was the worst few days of my entire life without you,” you replied. “I hate having ‘space’ when all I want is to be with you all the time. I don’t think I’ve ever felt like this about anyone in my life, ever. It was a little scary to begin with, but I’m so sure of my feelings now.”

Sunghoon bit his bottom lip a little, the nerves bubbling up, “and how do you feel?”

You twisted yourself to sit sideways on the couch, knees knocking against his thigh as you scooted closer to him, taking both of his hands in yours now, “I feel so many things for you.” You began, letting go of one hand so that you could brush a little of his hair away from his eyes, his eyelashes fluttering at the touch, “but the most important one, is that I love you.”

He gasped quietly, hearing you say those words to him felt surreal, “you do?” His eyes were wide, hopeful, as he waited for you to reply.

You cupped his cheek, feeling him lean into your touch, “of course I do, I love you so much Sunghoon. You’re one of the most selfless and kind hearted people I know, I could list the reasons as to why I love you forever because every day you give me more to appreciate.”

“Oh my god,” he mumbled, his eyes welled up a little before he blinked away the tears. “It feels so good to hear you say that.”

“It feels so good to say it,” you replied, brushing along his cheek gently with your thumb. “I’ll tell you every day from now on, make sure you never forget it.”

“I love you so much,” he said, letting go of your hand completely to place his on your hips and tug your closer to him. You took the hint, hooking one leg over his lap so that you were sitting on him as he wrapped his arms around your waist tighter. “Can I kiss you?”

You wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him closer as you settled in his lap, “you don’t even need to ask baby, of course you can.”

A dark flush spread across his cheeks at your current position, he was fighting himself not to get hard as he noticed how close your chest was to him and how your crotch was directly over his. So instead of saying anything, he just leant forward and finally connected your lips together. It felt like years when it had only been a few weeks, but kissing Sunghoon again felt so good.

You ran a hand up to his hair, tangling your fingers in the strands to pull him even closer to you as you felt him push his tongue into your mouth. Even after he’d admitted it to you, you found it hard to believe that you were only the second person he’d ever kissed. He knew exactly what to do, licking your bottom lip to prompt your mouth open so that he could kiss you properly.

And one thing about Sunghoon was, he liked it messy. He just couldn’t help himself when he was kissing you, licking into your mouth and sucking on your tongue like this was the last time he was ever going to be allowed to kiss you. You didn’t mind much, not when he looked so pretty with flushed cheeks and swollen lips, slick with your own spit as you kissed him back with the same amount of enthusiasm.

You tugged his hair gently, prompting him to moan into your mouth suddenly. He pulled back, eyes wide with embarrassment, “I’m sorry.” He mumbled, looking down a little, “sorry, that was probably weird.”

“Don’t be sorry,” you tugged his hair again to bring his gaze back up, a low groan falling from his lips at the tension. “It’s hot baby, you sound so good.”

“Really?” He said, shaky breaths leaving his lips as you dropped your lips to kiss over the skin on his neck. You didn’t know what it was, maybe it was because you were a vampire or maybe it was because you were in love, but Sunghoon smelt so good to you and you wanted to kiss over every inch of his skin and cover him in your marks. It was a dangerous game for you, a gentle bite could go wrong so quickly so you held yourself back, just running your tongue over the areas you had kissed.

“Mhm,” you hummed against his skin. “Everything you do is so attractive to me.”

You kissed up his neck back to his lips, placing a few kisses there before pulling back. Sunghoon ran his hands up your waist, dipping under the fabric of your own jumper to rest on your bare skin. His warm hands a contrast against your always cold skin, you could feel your insides warming up along with it.

“YN,” he said quietly, tracing circles on your skin. “You know I’ve never done anything like this before, right? I’ve got no idea what I’m doing.”

“It’s ok Hoon,” you loosened your grip in his hair to run your hand back around to cup his cheek. “We can do whatever you want to do, take it as slow as you want to take it. If you just want to kiss then that’s fine with me, just being here with you is always going to be enough for me.”

“I want to go further than that,” he replied quickly, turning his head to kiss your palm. “I’m not scared, if it’s with you then I know I’ll be fine. I’m just worried it won’t be good for you, I don’t want to disappoint you.”

Your un-beating heart broke a little, “oh Hoon, you could never disappoint me. Never in a million years.” And you really meant that, you knew whatever he did would be good because it was him, nothing else mattered to you.

“You’ll teach me right?” He asked, tugging you closer to him even though your chests were pressed together.

“Of course,” the way he was looking up at you through his eyelashes had you weak at the knees. “Whatever you want baby, I’m all yours.”

He kissed you again, lips smothering yours roughly, “say it again.” He said against your lips, tugging on your bottom lip with his teeth.

“All yours baby,” you said. “I’m all yours.”

“Fuck sweetheart,” he groaned louder, rutting his hips up against yours subconsciously. “Needed to hear that so bad after everything, had me so worried all vacation.”

You rolled your hips down against his, placing your hands on his shoulders to steady yourself. Something about this side of Sunghoon, the slightly possessive side of him, had you more turned on, your panties growing wet with each touch from him.

“You’re mine, yeah?” He said through gritted teeth, throwing his head back when you pushed down harder on his lap, rubbing your crotch against his hardened cock.

“All yours,” you repeated. “Only yours, promise you that forever.”

You moved back a little, dropping to your knees between his legs on the floor as his hands slipped out from under your jumper. Your hands rested on his knees, looking up at him from where you were sat sinfully.

“What are you doing?” He asked breathlessly, voice soft and genuinely curious.

“Going to suck you off baby,” you mumbled unapologetically, running your hands up his thighs a little towards where his cock was straining against the fabric. “You’ll let me right? Want me to make you feel good?”

“Oh my god,” he moaned out, nodding quickly. “Please, want it so badly.”

A little moment of pride shot through you, he was so pretty when he was like this all fucked out just from a few words and some kisses. You unzipped his jeans for him, helping to tug them down his thighs a little until you could pull his underwear down too, his cock springing out immediately, tip red and stained with precum already.

You wrapped a hand around his gently, ripping your gaze away from his cock to look at his face and see if he was ok, “is this ok baby?”

He nodded, not trusting his voice, the way your hand barely fit around him had his mind spinning. The only thing he could think about was choking you down on his cock, he knew you could take it and he’d fantasised about this so many times before. Sunghoon didn’t want to think about how many times over the last few months he’d fucked his own fist to the thought of you and your pretty mouth. He wondered how it would feel around him, around his fingers and his cock. Now he didn’t have to imagine anymore as he felt you kiss the tip of his cock softly.

“You look so fucking pretty like this angel,” he mumbled, taking one hand and stroking it over your hair gently. “Going to use that pretty mouth on me?”

“Fuck,” you whispered, enjoying the aura of dominance that Sunghoon was starting to show. As he got more comfortable he got more vocal with what he wanted, tangling his fingers into your hair and nudging you closer to his cock.

You obliged, sticking your tongue out before swallowing him down as far as you could go, willing your gag reflex not to kick in as you hollowed your cheeks.

“Oh fuck,” his grip on your hair tightened as he helped you move over his cock. “Your mouth feels so good sweetheart, dreamt about fucking this cute little throat for months.”

You gripped his thighs tight, removing your hand from his cock to swallow him deeper down your throat as quiet moans sounded from the both of you. Sunghoon let out little swears as he felt your gag around him, your spit dripping down the sides of his cock and tears spilling down your cheeks.

“Making me feel so good angel,” he praised, releasing his grip to stroke your hair down. “Love you so much.”

He wiped the tears off your cheek softly, contrasting the way his hips bucked up into your mouth to choke you on his cock. The comparison between his harsh actions and soft words had your mind spinning. God you were so in love with him.

You pulled back, gasping softly as you tried to catch your breath. Your hand rubbed over his length slowly, your eyes still misty with tears from where you’d been gagging over him. Sunghoon cupped your cheek, looking down at you as if you were the most beautiful person in the world. To him, you were.

“Baby,” you said, still working your hand over his cock as you blinked up at him. “Want you to fuck me, is that ok?”

You knew he wouldn’t say no, the lust he held in his eyes was enough of an answer at that point. But you still wanted him to be in control, it was all about him.

“C’mere,” he mumbled, helping you up onto the couch next to him before pushing to down onto the cushions. Neither of you had the patience to walk to his bedroom, the couch would make do for now. “Thought about stuffing you full of my cock so many times, want that sweetheart?”

“Please,” you whined, tugging at his jumper. It was funny to you how your roles seemed to switch so quickly, but you weren’t complaining. You helped him pull his jumper off, tossing it on the floor as you took your own off. It didn’t take either of you long to take the rest of your clothes off, too eager to touch each other since your hands were all over each other the moment you were naked.

“You’re so beautiful,” Sunghoon said, kissing you as his hands roamed your chest and waist. “Can’t believe how pretty you are, blows me away every time.”

Your own hands were running down his chest at the same time, feeling the dips of each muscle, “I love you, so much.”

“I love you too angel,” he replied, kissing you over and over as he explored your body with his hands. They fell to your waist, dipping between your legs briefly to test the waters. You gasped into his mouth, feeling one of his hands brush against your cunt softly, “is this ok?”

“Definitely,” you kissed him again. “Do what you want baby, I’m yours.”

He smiled, breathing out a little laugh as he ducked his head down to look at where his fingers had started to circle your clit. Of course Sunghoon knew where the clit was, he’d listened in sex ed class and even taken notes just in case he needed that information later on.

He dipped his fingers down further, pressing one in slowly and watching the way it disappeared into you. His breathing was laboured as he fucked one finger into you, feeling how tightly you were clenching around him and imagining how that was going to feel on his cock.

“Fuck YN,” he whined, kissing along your chest. “You’re so fucking wet angel, is this all for me? Got this wet just from sucking me off?”

He pushed a second finger into you, feeling no resistance from how turned on you already were, “fuck Hoon, yeah ‘s all for you. Want you so bad baby, please.”

You tugged on his hand, removing his fingers from you and pulling him against your chest. His eyes were wide as you brought his hand up to your mouth, pushing the two fingers past your lips and sucking on them. Your eyes never left his as you did so, tongue licking against his fingers lewdly until you could no longer taste yourself on his skin.

“Fucking hell,” he groaned, his eyes rolling back a little. “You’re going to kill me here.”

He pulled his hand from your mouth, running it down your body until he could reach between his own legs, slicking his cock up with the spit on his fingers. He tapped the head of his cock against your cunt a few times before looking up at you.

“Please baby,” you rolled your hips up towards him, trying to push his cock into you with each movement of your hips. “Need you so badly, please fuck me.” You babbled as you waited for him to do something, the close proximity was sending you crazy.

“Ok angel, shh,” he said softly, pushing his cock into you slowly. “I’ve got you, relax for me.”

Considering this was far from your first time, you were nervous as Sunghoon fucked his cock into you inch by inch, pulling back briefly every now and then before pushing even further into you. He was big, the stretch making you lose any coherent thought except ones that involved Sunghoon.

And considering he was a virgin, he was doing a pretty good job and blowing all your expectations away. He mumbled praises as he fucked his cock into you, kissing you every now and then before taking in a shaky breath.

“You feel so good YN,” he groaned. “This pussy was made for me, taking my cock so well.”

He sped up his hips, pushing you further into the couch as his arms wrapped around you to hold you tight against his chest. His cock hit all the perfect places, pushing your orgasm close to you already without any help.

“Hoon,” you whined out, biting and sucking on his bottom lip as you pulled away from the kiss, a string of spit connecting you. “’M so close baby, fucking me so well.”

“Oh my god,” his hips stuttered inside you. “Me too sweetheart, going to need to pull out soon, yeah?”

You shook your head desperately, clinging onto his shoulders when he fucked you particularly harshly. Your hips kept rutting up to meet his, clenching down on him until he swore loudly, frows furrowed.

“Cum inside,” you replied, kissing him again and again. “Need it Hoon, I want it.”

“Oh fuck,” his hips stuttered again as he neared his high. “I love you, fuck I love you so much.”

He held you against his chest tightly, grinding his hips down into your cunt over and over. His orgasm was right there but he wanted you to be there with him, holding it off as best as he could even with your pussy clenching down on him so tightly.

“I love you too,” you clawed at his back. “Fuck, ‘m coming baby. Cum with me, yeah?”

He didn’t trust his voice, just nodding as he pressed his lips harshly to yours to hide his whines. You clenched down on him once more, your orgasm washing over you as your hips bucked up against him. You felt him cum too, his hips pressing down into you as he flooded your insides until you were stuffed full of him.

He kissed you slowly, tongues intertwining together as you both came down from your highs. His hands ran up and down your body, still buried deep inside you as his cock softened slowly. Pulling away from your lips, he smoothed back your hair, staring down at you.

“Love you so much,” he mumbled, feeling sentimental. “Was it ok for you?”

You wanted to laugh, he was really asking you that after the best orgasm of your life?

“It was amazing baby,” you ran your hands up his back, tracing shapes on his skin. “I like this side of you by the way. It’s really hot.”

His cheeks flushed red, “I don’t know what came over me.”

“Hey, don’t be shy on me now,” you giggled softly. “I loved it, and I love you.”

“I’ll really never get tired of hearing that,” he admitted once more, slowly pulling himself away from you so that the two of you could get cleaned up. His cum leaking from your cunt had him frowning as he stared down at your fucked out body. Usually you’d feel insecure to be this exposed, but not with Sunghoon, never with Sunghoon. He made you feel perfect.

He ran two fingers up your cunt, gathering his cum before pushing them inside of you, fucking his cum back into you.

“What are you doing?” You asked gently, a little sensitive from your previous orgasm but you let him continue, he looked too cute with his concentrated face to tell him to stop.

“Want to keep you full,” he mumbled, softly smearing his cum over your cunt until he was satisfied with himself. “Don’t want it to leak out, you’re mine.”

You threw your head back with a groan, “Hoon please, unless you want to go for round two then you’re going to need to stop because I’m going to get turned on again.”

“Sorry,” he said cheeks pink with embarrassment. He removed his fingers from you, instead opting to gather you up into his arms and pull you onto his lap. “Just can’t get enough of you.”

“We have all the time in the world for whatever you want to do baby,” you leant up in his arms and kissed him on the cheek.

“First, let’s get cleaned up, yeah?” He said, picking you up and walking to his room, “you can wear some of my clothes too? If you want to stay or something, it’s up to you angel.”

You wrapped your arms around his neck, holding on tight as he took you to his room, finally showing you the inside. You glanced around the room quickly as he walked through to the bathroom, giggling at the various supernatural posters and books scattered everywhere. A huge bat plushie sat on the centre of his bed, you wondered if he fell asleep cuddling that and smiled at the image in your head. He was too cute for his own good.

“Sounds good to me,” you replied. He set you down on the bathroom counter before turning on the water for a shower, letting it warm up. Once he’d done so, he turned back to you, standing between your legs and leaning into you.

You wrapped your arms around him, holding him close and kissing the side of his head. Sunghoon sighed, relaxing against you more with each second.

“I’m really happy,” he whispered into your neck. “I just thought you should know that.”

Your undead heart swelled, you didn’t know how it was possible for you to hold this much love for someone but you did. You didn’t know what the future was going to hold for either of you too, but you also didn’t care in that moment. Because, for now, you had him and you were happy with that. You were happy with being loved by Sunghoon, you could figure everything else out together.

“I’m really happy too baby,” you tightened your arms around him. “I’m yours, ok? For as long as you’ll have me.”

And when the two of you were lying in his bed, twilight playing on his little tv as he ran his fingers through your hair sleepily, Sunghoon finally knew you were being serious about that. It wasn’t just a phrase, you genuinely meant it.

“I want you forever,” he said, kissing the top of your head. “I’ll love you forever, you know that right?”

You sat up a little, looking over at him since this was the first time he’d talked in a while, “and I’ll love you forever too. I can promise you that.”

Forever was a long time for you, it was eternal, but you already knew Sunghoon would be in your heart for all that time. And if he wanted that too, you would give that to him the moment he asked.

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