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the inner mechanisms of his mind are an enigma

*:･ﾟ✧ ⋆｡ﾟWill you let me?

sunghoon is worried that his girlfriend is too innocent for his desires

paring: park sunghoon × fem reader

genre: smut MDNI, angst

warnings: a lot of talk less action, fingering, swearing, petnames (princess, baby, darling), mentions of handcuffs and biting, there might be grammar or spelling errors

You had been dating Sunghoon for a little while now. His scent, voice, and smile a part of your everyday life. Those vampiric teeth showing when he smirks, making you go crazy on the inside. And it was going great. You rarely argued, it felt comfortable and easy to talk and he was definitely good in bed. Regarding that last statement however, something had been stirring in your head lately.

It wasn't noticeable at first, but recently you had started to notice a shift in Sunghoons actions during sex. It felt like he was holding something back, like he wasn't letting himself relax. You just didn't really know how to ask him about it...

Sunghoon was crazy about you, he really was. Everything from your laugh to your little everyday habits made him so happy and he should be content with that. But he wasn't. Because he had desires that rumbled in him every time the two of you went to bed. But he held them back, cause you and your innocent smile wouldn't like him if he told you what he really wanted, that he was sure of. You would probably think he was crazy, or disgusting. So he held back. Your vanilla sex still made him cum after all, and in all honesty just pleasing you made sex worth it to some extent. But it was painful knowing that he wasn't really being honest. He wanted it to work out with you, for a long time. But how is that possible when you're not being honest?

"Hoon? Baby?"

You open the door to your boyfriend's apartment with the spare key he gave you a few weeks ago. You felt a little embarrassed admitting that the gesture made your stomach go crazy with butterflies.

"Yes, darling" he replies from the couch.

He had texted you earlier about his horrible day and you felt like he deserved a visit, and maybe something more.

"Are you feeling better now?" you ask softly as you take off your shoes and make your way to the couch, choosing his lap as your preferred seat.

"Better now that you are here" he tucks a strand of your hair behind your ear "But honestly today was fucking shitty"

You look at him with caring eyes and start playing with his hair. Your hand moving from the back of his neck to his cheek, softly touching his skin before placing a kiss on his his lips. Sunghoon responds immediately by pulling your body closer and keeping your lips to his. His hands rest on your thighs as you are straddled on his lap. He seemed so stressed earlier and you really want him to relax, you want to make him feel good.

"I'm gonna carry you, are you ready?" he whispers into your mouth and lifts you up, your legs wrapped around him. The way to his bed is familiar and he doesn't stop kissing you until you're laying down. His hands start wandering in under your shirt and you breathing speeds up. But then, when his hands touch the fabric of your bra, he suddenly stops, his lips no longer on your neck.

"Is something wrong" you try to see his face but he has hidden it next to you in the pillow. "Sunghoon are you okay?"

He sighs and sits up, looking at you with a troubled look. "No it's nothing I'm sorry, I'm just pretty frustrated today"

You look up at him, confused. He must have felt the lingerie you chose to wear today, for him. You thought he would be exited when he felt the lace underneath your shirt.

"But...I want to help you with that" you start slowly "Let me help you get rid of your frustration"

He looks at you with something similar to pain in his eyes.

"Ah fuck don't say that baby"

"Why?"

He stays silent, so you decide to ask.

"I feel like you're holding back Hoon, is it something you want me to do differently? In bed? You have to talk to me if something is bothering you?"

His eyes finally meet yours and he starts to move his hand slowly, caressing the side of your stomach.

"It's not you baby, it's me. I... I have a feeling you have dressed up a bit for me, but I'm afraid I'll.. I'll go a bit crazy if we continue"

You sit up too, and move in close to him, your hand once again at the back of his neck.

"How do you know I don't want you to go crazy?"

You kiss him softly on his cheek, then his jaw, moving downwards. "Talk to me, it's so much better if you talk to me?" He lets out a quiet moan when you suck at his neck. Smiling to yourself you move back up to his face, looking into his eyes. "The worst thing that can happen is that I say no, right?"

"Baby"

"Talk to me"

He finally puts his hand back on your waist, eyes filled with love and something else, lust?

"You won't think I'm crazy?"

"Why would I think your crazy for telling me what you want?"

He catches your words in a hungry kiss before he leans away again, taking a deep breath.

"Can I show you something that I bought a while ago?" he asks slowly.

"Yes"

He bends down and slides out a box from under his bed. It's light pink and around the size of a small shoe box.

"You don't have to ever use these.." he starts while putting the box in your hands "But I bought them for you"

You open the lid and wrapped in pink paper lies a pair of handcuffs. You feel your cheeks heating up.

"They..uhh, they're soft around the edges? Here, they are like fluffy so I-, I don't think they'll actually hurt.."

Oh my god he's rambling, but more importantly, your boyfriend has bought you pink handcuffs. Handcuffs that he wants to use on you.

"Hoon?"

He looks up, slightly worried, "Yes?"

"Do you get exited imagining me in these?"

His eyes are locked with yours. You can see that he is thinking, getting more and more sure about his answer.

"...Yes"

"Then please.." You wrap your hand around the back of his neck and guide him closer. "Please tell me what you'd do to me if I was wearing them right now"

Sunghoon's eyes are darker than you have ever seen them before when he too leans in closer.

"Are you sure?"

"It's just words Sunghoon, tell me everything you want to do to me"

You can almost see a little smirk form on his face when he realises that you are indeed being serious. He guides you down towards the pillow and kiss you deeply, sucking at your bottom lip.

"I'd start by talking of your clothes baby" And he actually does, the shirt at least. Tugging it over your head to finally reveal the new bra you bought today, only for him. "Then I'd cuff you to the bed, hands over your head, so I can satisfy you without any distractions." He grabs your arms and holds them together over your head with one of his hands. "Or maybe I'd tie you up, with pretty ribbons. You'd look so fucking hot like that, little silk ribbons, I'd tie one around your neck too, or your hair"

You can't deny how extremely turned on you are right now, panting from his words alone. He kisses down your neck and you can feel his teeth barely touching your skin in the valley between your breasts.

"I'd bite you if you let me, my pretty princess, you don't know what you do to me, do you?"

Oh if he only knew what he does to you. You know he thinks you're innocent because you haven't been in a lot of relationships, because you prefer a night at home instead of out on the town. But in reality this is all you could have asked for.

"Tell me more"

He groans into your collar bone and licks at your skin while his free hand travels down underneath your pants. "Fuck baby you make me crazy, I promise I'll be good to you". His hand works wonders over your panties and you let out a soft moan.

"I wanna make you moan my name all the time, I wanna make you scream. My name sounds so much better when it comes from your mouth. I'd do it to you anywhere, put my hand over your mouth if you get too loud"

His hand moves in circular motions over your heat, you know this will make you cum, you could probably do it from his words alone to be honest.

"You're so fucking beautiful I want to fuck you all the time but I hold it back baby, but if you tell me it's okay, I'll make you see stars yeah?"

And at that moment you feel your orgasm rushing through your body, Sunghoons fingers dipping into you as you moan his name. His lips traveling all over your body, kissing and sucking at your skin, helping you through your orgasm.

"So what do you say?" His hand letting go of your arms that immediately find their way around the back of his neck. "Hm? What do you say darling, will you let me?"

His mouth so close to yours, lips touching in between your heavy breathing.

"Yes"

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