New Jujutsu Kaisen Hidden Inventory/Premature Death Cafe 2024. It will be held in Tokyo, Nagoya, and Osaka starting on June 20th, 2024
I second that
I need him
PAIRING! exboyfriend!riki nishimura x gn!reader
IN WHICH riki messed up the relationship he had with you because of a dumb mistake. you saw how he tried to talk to you everyday but you turned down each attempted. until one afternoon he managed to convince you to keep talking to him and you agreed by leaving voicemails for him. but only in one condition, he doesn’t get to respond.
GENRE! angst, high school au, fluff kinda
DISCLAIMERS! profanities, angsty asf
PROLOGUE: SERIOUSLY?!
DAY 1 — FIRST VOICEMAIL, KINDA NERVOUS.
DAY 2 — PRETTY FACED LIAR.
DAY 3 — ALMOST KILLED ME, BRO.
DAY 4 — FAILING MATH?
DAY 5 — SNORES.
DAY 6 — THE STORY.
DAY 7 — TTYL? MAYBE?
EPILOGUE: STUPID RIKI
*:・゚✧ ⋆。゚Will you let me?
sunghoon is worried that his girlfriend is too innocent for his desires
paring: park sunghoon × fem reader
genre: smut MDNI, angst
warnings: a lot of talk less action, fingering, swearing, petnames (princess, baby, darling), mentions of handcuffs and biting, there might be grammar or spelling errors
You had been dating Sunghoon for a little while now. His scent, voice, and smile a part of your everyday life. Those vampiric teeth showing when he smirks, making you go crazy on the inside. And it was going great. You rarely argued, it felt comfortable and easy to talk and he was definitely good in bed. Regarding that last statement however, something had been stirring in your head lately.
It wasn't noticeable at first, but recently you had started to notice a shift in Sunghoons actions during sex. It felt like he was holding something back, like he wasn't letting himself relax. You just didn't really know how to ask him about it...
Sunghoon was crazy about you, he really was. Everything from your laugh to your little everyday habits made him so happy and he should be content with that. But he wasn't. Because he had desires that rumbled in him every time the two of you went to bed. But he held them back, cause you and your innocent smile wouldn't like him if he told you what he really wanted, that he was sure of. You would probably think he was crazy, or disgusting. So he held back. Your vanilla sex still made him cum after all, and in all honesty just pleasing you made sex worth it to some extent. But it was painful knowing that he wasn't really being honest. He wanted it to work out with you, for a long time. But how is that possible when you're not being honest?
"Hoon? Baby?"
You open the door to your boyfriend's apartment with the spare key he gave you a few weeks ago. You felt a little embarrassed admitting that the gesture made your stomach go crazy with butterflies.
"Yes, darling" he replies from the couch.
He had texted you earlier about his horrible day and you felt like he deserved a visit, and maybe something more.
"Are you feeling better now?" you ask softly as you take off your shoes and make your way to the couch, choosing his lap as your preferred seat.
"Better now that you are here" he tucks a strand of your hair behind your ear "But honestly today was fucking shitty"
You look at him with caring eyes and start playing with his hair. Your hand moving from the back of his neck to his cheek, softly touching his skin before placing a kiss on his his lips. Sunghoon responds immediately by pulling your body closer and keeping your lips to his. His hands rest on your thighs as you are straddled on his lap. He seemed so stressed earlier and you really want him to relax, you want to make him feel good.
"I'm gonna carry you, are you ready?" he whispers into your mouth and lifts you up, your legs wrapped around him. The way to his bed is familiar and he doesn't stop kissing you until you're laying down. His hands start wandering in under your shirt and you breathing speeds up. But then, when his hands touch the fabric of your bra, he suddenly stops, his lips no longer on your neck.
"Is something wrong" you try to see his face but he has hidden it next to you in the pillow. "Sunghoon are you okay?"
He sighs and sits up, looking at you with a troubled look. "No it's nothing I'm sorry, I'm just pretty frustrated today"
You look up at him, confused. He must have felt the lingerie you chose to wear today, for him. You thought he would be exited when he felt the lace underneath your shirt.
"But...I want to help you with that" you start slowly "Let me help you get rid of your frustration"
He looks at you with something similar to pain in his eyes.
"Ah fuck don't say that baby"
"Why?"
He stays silent, so you decide to ask.
"I feel like you're holding back Hoon, is it something you want me to do differently? In bed? You have to talk to me if something is bothering you?"
His eyes finally meet yours and he starts to move his hand slowly, caressing the side of your stomach.
"It's not you baby, it's me. I... I have a feeling you have dressed up a bit for me, but I'm afraid I'll.. I'll go a bit crazy if we continue"
You sit up too, and move in close to him, your hand once again at the back of his neck.
"How do you know I don't want you to go crazy?"
You kiss him softly on his cheek, then his jaw, moving downwards. "Talk to me, it's so much better if you talk to me?" He lets out a quiet moan when you suck at his neck. Smiling to yourself you move back up to his face, looking into his eyes. "The worst thing that can happen is that I say no, right?"
"Baby"
"Talk to me"
He finally puts his hand back on your waist, eyes filled with love and something else, lust?
"You won't think I'm crazy?"
"Why would I think your crazy for telling me what you want?"
He catches your words in a hungry kiss before he leans away again, taking a deep breath.
"Can I show you something that I bought a while ago?" he asks slowly.
"Yes"
He bends down and slides out a box from under his bed. It's light pink and around the size of a small shoe box.
"You don't have to ever use these.." he starts while putting the box in your hands "But I bought them for you"
You open the lid and wrapped in pink paper lies a pair of handcuffs. You feel your cheeks heating up.
"They..uhh, they're soft around the edges? Here, they are like fluffy so I-, I don't think they'll actually hurt.."
Oh my god he's rambling, but more importantly, your boyfriend has bought you pink handcuffs. Handcuffs that he wants to use on you.
"Hoon?"
He looks up, slightly worried, "Yes?"
"Do you get exited imagining me in these?"
His eyes are locked with yours. You can see that he is thinking, getting more and more sure about his answer.
"...Yes"
"Then please.." You wrap your hand around the back of his neck and guide him closer. "Please tell me what you'd do to me if I was wearing them right now"
Sunghoon's eyes are darker than you have ever seen them before when he too leans in closer.
"Are you sure?"
"It's just words Sunghoon, tell me everything you want to do to me"
You can almost see a little smirk form on his face when he realises that you are indeed being serious. He guides you down towards the pillow and kiss you deeply, sucking at your bottom lip.
"I'd start by talking of your clothes baby" And he actually does, the shirt at least. Tugging it over your head to finally reveal the new bra you bought today, only for him. "Then I'd cuff you to the bed, hands over your head, so I can satisfy you without any distractions." He grabs your arms and holds them together over your head with one of his hands. "Or maybe I'd tie you up, with pretty ribbons. You'd look so fucking hot like that, little silk ribbons, I'd tie one around your neck too, or your hair"
You can't deny how extremely turned on you are right now, panting from his words alone. He kisses down your neck and you can feel his teeth barely touching your skin in the valley between your breasts.
"I'd bite you if you let me, my pretty princess, you don't know what you do to me, do you?"
Oh if he only knew what he does to you. You know he thinks you're innocent because you haven't been in a lot of relationships, because you prefer a night at home instead of out on the town. But in reality this is all you could have asked for.
"Tell me more"
He groans into your collar bone and licks at your skin while his free hand travels down underneath your pants. "Fuck baby you make me crazy, I promise I'll be good to you". His hand works wonders over your panties and you let out a soft moan.
"I wanna make you moan my name all the time, I wanna make you scream. My name sounds so much better when it comes from your mouth. I'd do it to you anywhere, put my hand over your mouth if you get too loud"
His hand moves in circular motions over your heat, you know this will make you cum, you could probably do it from his words alone to be honest.
"You're so fucking beautiful I want to fuck you all the time but I hold it back baby, but if you tell me it's okay, I'll make you see stars yeah?"
And at that moment you feel your orgasm rushing through your body, Sunghoons fingers dipping into you as you moan his name. His lips traveling all over your body, kissing and sucking at your skin, helping you through your orgasm.
"So what do you say?" His hand letting go of your arms that immediately find their way around the back of his neck. "Hm? What do you say darling, will you let me?"
His mouth so close to yours, lips touching in between your heavy breathing.
"Yes"
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Jay couldn’t deny that he was excited to see you, he’d made sure that he had come in extra early to get everything set up so that he could spend the maximum amount of time talking to you if you came in. He really hoped you would.
He was sad your hours had been changed, Heeseung had mentioned the previous day that May was your boss and she had recently pushed your hours forward. He couldn’t help but feel uneasy about it, it was almost too much of a coincidence that the moment Jay felt like he was getting closer to someone, May tried to rip that away from him. She knew Y/N knew him, May had told him to stay away from her, and because he hadn’t listened she had taken matters into her own hands.
It had happened before, there was a point in his life when May refused to let him work the same hours as Sunghoon, not wanting him to get close to another hybrid. Jay had accepted it at the time, but when Sunoo told him that he needed Jay in the café for longer hours because they had gotten more popular, he fought back. And that was when things really went downhill between them. Things had never been the same since, Jay constantly felt like a guest in his own home, he didn’t know how much longer he could pretend that he was happy. Sunoo and Sunghoon could already tell, it was only a matter of time before others noticed too.
But then you came along, and within the few times he had met you he had already felt something. Whether that was friendship or more he didn’t know, but you felt warm and there was something about you that made him want to see you more and more. So he lied to May, he told her that he was going to work early this morning because he needed to do some cleaning before opening hours. He didn’t mention that the only reason he was early was because he was holding on to the tiny chance that you might come in.
And before he could start feeling guilty about it, his ears picked up the sound of someone opening the front door before it actually occurred. His gaze immediately falling on you and the pretty little outfit you wore. He blamed his looming heat on the fact that he kept staring down at your bare legs, willing himself to stop being so fucking horny.
“Y/N,” he smiled, leaning against the counter as you approached him. “Hi! I didn’t know if you’d come or not.”
“How could I not?” You giggled softly, palms resting on the counter as you scanned his face, cheeks flushed, “how are you? I missed not seeing you yesterday.”
You were laying it on thick, flirting with him was fun since he couldn’t hide how flustered he got. You saw his ears flick a few times as he ducked his head to hide his burning cheeks.
“I’m good, feeling a little rough today but I’m a lot better now!” He was going to say he felt better because you were here, but maybe that was too forward of him, “what can I make you today?”
“Hmm, it’s quite cold today so maybe just a latte. Tell me, why are you feeling rough? Did you get sick?”
Jay busied himself with making your drink at the machine next to him, still able to look over at you has he did so. He took in your outfit properly, the cute little blouse and skirt that sent his mind into a panic, he tried not to think about the fact that he could see your black bra through the material of the blouse, he really tried not to think about that.
You had done your makeup a little more than usual today, adding lip gloss. Jay could smell the sweet strawberry scent, he wondered if it tasted like strawberry too. Just the mere thought of your lips was distracting him, he didn’t realise the milk he was frothing was about to overflow and burn him if it wasn’t for your voice calling to him.
“Careful Jay!” You said, tugging his arm across the counter so that he pulled the jug away from the steamer, “are you ok? Did you get burnt?”
Jay shook his head, eyes wide at the feeling of your hand around his wrist. He glanced down at your hand, then up at you, then back down at your hand until you released him, a small apologetic smile on your lips.
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to grab you,” you said.
“It’s ok! Sorry, my mind is all over the place today,” he replied, cleaning up the little spill that occurred and finishing your drink for you. “Here, one latte on the house.”
“No you have to let me pay this time! My last drink was free too!” You protested, grabbing your purse to take out the money.
Jay shook his head, refusing to take it from you as you pleaded with him. You huffed out, it was a sweet gesture but you didn’t want him to get in trouble.
“Fine,” you popped the money in the tip jar instead, putting in double what the drink was worth. Jay was about to complain but you cut him off before he could take the money back, “so why are you feeling rough today? You never answered earlier.”
You placed a hand over his gently, bringing his attention to you. If Jay thought it was hard to concentrate before, it was nearly impossible now that he could feel your skin on his. Jay fiddled with the material of your sleeve as you rubbed a thumb over his knuckles soothingly. He sighed, looking up to meet your eyes and seeing you look at him so attentively. It had been a long time since someone was actually interested in him outside of Sunoo and Sunghoon.
“Well, I just stopped taking heat suppressants, and I think the withdrawals are starting to hit me now,” he pouted out his bottom lip. “I hate how they made me feel, but they weren’t working anymore so I had to come off them, plus I think my heat is coming soon so it’s going to be tough now that I’m off them. I still had heats when I was on the pills, but they weren’t that bad so I’m scared for how it will be now.”
“Jay,” you sighed, squeezing his hand. “You did the right thing though, those pills are not good for you in the long run. I think I’ve spent half of my working life researching them and not once have I found one that works, so it was definitely the best option to stop taking them. And as for your heat, it’s going to be hard this first time without them, do you have someone to help you through it?”
Jay found himself hanging on to every word you said, but it was confusing for him. You worked for May, you worked in May’s department which meant you must’ve researched the pills that May had given him. So why had she said that they were fine? Had May lied to him about the pills?
“I, uh, don’t. But it’s ok, I’ll be fine!” Jay said, brushing the subject under the rug. He didn’t want to think about how hard his heat would be without a mate, and May certainly wouldn’t help him. She hadn’t kissed him in months, let alone had sex with him. “Can I ask you, did you ever research the suppressants from the HybridCare company?”
“Yeah, we looked into those a long time ago! They had a lot of complaints with those ones, they’re strong but a lot of hybrids reported bad side effects so they stopped taking them. Luckily, as far as we can see, there’s no long term effects of them yet. Why? Are those the ones you took?” You asked, hand still soothingly rubbing his.
Jay nodded, eyes shiny as he glanced over at you. You sighed, the only thing you wanted to do at that moment was hug him, but the clock behind the counter was screaming at you to go to work or you would be late again.
“Oh Jay,” you mumbled. Fuck it. You rushed over to the other side of the counter, engulfing him in a hug so tight that it knocked the wind out of his lungs. You thought it might be weird, but Jay reciprocated immediately, wrapping his arms around you and gripping the back of your shirt.
“I’m sorry, I don’t know why I’m like this,” he sniffed, blinking back the tears. He was taller than you but he still bent down to tuck his head into your neck, subtly sniffing at your scent as to not alert you of what he was doing. But your scent calmed him, and that was scary enough. Jay would unpack that later, but at this very moment in time he needed you to calm him down.
“It’s ok Jay,” you ran a hand up and down his back soothingly before pulling back, letting him compose himself. “Your emotions will be going crazy right now, it’ll go back to normal after a few weeks.”
You hesitated a second, not wanting to cross any boundaries but you thought you were beyond that point now, and leant up a little to brush one of his ears gently. Jay closed his eyes at the action, a small smile occurring when you did so. But as quickly as he felt your touch, it was gone again and he already missed it.
You glanced back up at the clock, 7:55am, you were going to be late again but you didn’t have it in you to care. Jay noticed your gaze, looking at the clock too before gasping.
“Oh, you need to go! You don’t want to be late, May might get angry!” Jay said hurriedly, collecting your bag and drink and handing it to you.
“Wait, how do you know May?” You asked, you knew he knew of her since Heeseung had told you, but you didn’t know how.
“That’s a story for another day,” he sighed before plastering a smile on his lips. “Thank you for coming again, I really enjoyed seeing you. I’m sorry for all the mess!”
“Don’t apologise Jay,” you grabbed a loyalty card from the holder on the counter, taking a stray pen that was swimming around in your bag before scribbling down your number. “Here, just in case you want to talk about anything whilst you experiencing these withdrawals. My friend went through a similar thing, I know how tough it can be. Or just text me if you want to talk about anything.”
Jay took the card, smiling a little at the tiny heart you’d drawn next to your name. He nodded, holding the card to his chest, “I definitely will! Have a good day at work, I hope you don’t get in trouble for being late.”
“Don’t worry, I can take May’s wrath. I’ll be waiting for your text!”
And as you let the door close behind you, the strong wind blowing your scent back into the café, Jay let out the longest sigh he’d ever made. He didn’t know what it was about you, but he had never felt this way about anyone in his life, his body had never reacted like this to anyone. He might be a little bit fucked.
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