I Need To Save Up So I Can Finally Buy A New Ipad And Pen So I Can Make Fanart For A Fic And Draw My

I haven’t finished everlasting night yet and I’m justing oozing with another fanfic idea… y’all, gun me down 😕 I love Billford sm I’ll actually blow up

hey so that last chapter was FANTASTIC i loved it 😻🫶 (be prepared for fanart)

HHHH TYYY I WORKED MY BUTT OFF FOR THAT CHAPTER (did you say fanart? 🥹)

“I need someone to remember me.”

HUMAN CONDITION POSTER FANART DROPPP RAAHHH 🔥🔥🔥

I WAS GOING THROUGH SM BUT HERE THEY ARE !!! Took so long hope you all like them though !!!

“I need something bigger then the sky.”

The Remenants of Bill

“Hold it in my arms know it’s mine.”

The Thriving Seed of Bill

“Just how many stars do I need to hang around me?”

This took me a while !!! And I can talk about the Bill vs Billy whole thing now 💀

Basically, how I read a Human Condition, it’s practically this whole dichotomy of Bill vs Billy and no one is aware of it. Believing Bill can change is an act of believing Billy is there, believing Bill can’t change means Billy is dead.

Billy is the root of Bill’s empathy and change, or what Bill would call, the root of his weakness. Bill considers Billy weak and deadweight, something worth forgetting. In the first lines, we ever read from Billy in A Human Condition is, “Just fit in”.

In the beginning of the Billy storyline, he himself in a major contradiction to Bill’s own beliefs and self-worth. Billy is what everyone hopes to achieve in the end, but Billy died the day Bill destroyed their dimension… right? Yes and no 🐺

The remnants live on and begin to crack through ways that Bill has taken notice of, especially when he’s with Mabel. It’s moments where he spends time with Mabel, I picture the hostile face shifting to a more softer and rounder face. Mabel brings out the best in him. Unknowingly the reason Billy returns. It isn’t just Mabel that brings the Billy side out. It could be objects of interest or of fear and even guilt. Objects of interest could be the silly straw or the spaghetti scene from the recent chapter. The fear and guilt of Billy is brought out by Ford when he chokes him out or when Bill wanders into the mind space Ford had locked up.

I have more to say about Billy, but man I gotta talk about Bill because I got so much to say about him.

Bill is a cheat, liar, and other say, a monster through and through. But Bill is simply a manifestation of survival and going against all of that he knew. The line in chapter 27, “Yes. I’m completely cured. My irregularity will not affect my ability to fit in, your excellence.” This is a lie that Bill said, this was an act of wanting to survive and protecting himself. This is also the point in the Billy storyline that Billy starts to identify himself with Bill and this is the same chapter where his mother and father starts to call him, Bill, as well.

This is the plantings seeds of Bill, that continue to thrive even after failing the very thing he was manifested for. He allowed not just himself but Billy to die. It’s only now they have another chance, but Bill believes he’s the sole reason why they had survived for so long before. Billy is weak and can only bring in danger. This pathetic, weak, piece of him is holding him back, and yet it is something worth protecting just to survive.

We see Bill truest form through lines like, “But Bill wasn’t weak. He was strong and he was smarter than all of them. They didn’t see it yet, but he could prove it! He only needed time. He wouldn’t be a burden, he would be a credit to all triangles, like his parents had said. He was different than other irregulars. He was better.”

But the next line is, “Because Bill was weak in the eyes of Euclydia. He was a freak, an irregular. He was made wrong. And yet. Bill wanted to live.”

Bill is a manifestation of wanting to survive and not letting anyone in. Even in this weak human form, that motivation drives home. He is protecting not himself but Billy as well.

I imagine if you were to enter Bill’s mind, it would be this split down the middle where Bill and Billy are seprated, but both of them have a piece of each other. Bill with a younger and triangle Billy, while good old human Billy is trapped with a more familiar triangle Bill.

Here’s pictures without the word 😼

“To finally get somewhere I can be all done.”

“Somewhere like Heaven.”

That’s how read Bill and Billy’s storyline and interpreted it. The drawings showcase them and in their own spaces. I like to think Bill is in the darkest part and only he and Billy illuminate the space. I gave him crazy long hair that would be everywhere since he is everywhere and because having long hair is great, but such a pain to try and maintain and take care of.

Billy looks the most like Bill’s human form, since he practically accepted this and the only artical of clothing he’s wearing is the sweater Mabel has gifted them. He’s in the brighter and hopeful side since he holds all the good parts. He’s just trapped with a piece of Bill, still trying to guard him.

Can’t wait to see what A Human Condition has in store and I’ll probably continus on with this theory/headcanon 😭 I actually have some headcanons about Bill and Billy, but idk if anyone wants to hear allat 💀

@sapphosscribe AGAIN, you’re such a talented writer! Got me thinking and all 😭 can’t wait to see what you have been cooking up 😼

I’m gonna have to rewrite an ending, I really didn’t like how it was coming out and it felt more fitting for the other ending !!!

Billford and their kids drives me nuts in a good way LOL 💀 I’m very open to answering questions or taking drawing request regarding the twins and what Billford are up to rn as we wait for at least one ending to come out 😼

I still have pretty awful artblock rn, I think I’m going to spend my time drawing my Bill in different clothes until I heal 💀

Pretty sure they were considering Bill to be more like Discord, just a nuisance and not the big bad villian. Honestly, what i would givs to see that 😭

After sock opera he just shows up more and more, and he just keeps messing with Dipper and Mabel going, “yeah, i know who the author is, am i going to tell you? Nope!” which brings to us to the next

The whole portal and Ford 🗿 Bill had Ford build the portal for their dimension to cross and we know that in canon, Ford and Bill were fighting and he was about to kill him until the portal opened—so what would it have been like in this AU?

I think it be more or less the same, but in the sense that Bill had Ford build the portal for shits and giggles. In this AU, you could say Bill dimension isn’t in danger at all, or maybe they are he just isn’t that worried since doomsday for them is not coming anytime soon lol. Regardless, Ford and Fiddleford made the portal, and Fiddleford went through and saw what he say (Bill having his little feast 💀) So on and so forth

Ford here is thinking Bill is an absolutely dangerous being, getting ready to kill him, meanwhile Bill is genuinely wondering wtf he’s gonna do when that portal opens. Ultimately, Ford and Bill would go through together somehow (likely by accident) and it’s actual chaos

“Pinetree! Shooting Star! Good to see you two again! How was breakfast this morning—” this man is then jumped by Ford 😭

Bill in their dimension now and he has no idea what the flip to do, other than be a nuisance and mess with everybody 💀 but, he would get homesick perchance and start begging Ford to open the portal so he can return to his home, but the answer would be a big no since Ford is worried about the consequences that will occur.

Coining this au as the Misplaced AU, because Bill is misplaced in their home 🙏 i will be making art of this trust

twink cipher jester design bc why not :ь

I LOVE A HUMAN CONDITION EVERYONE PLEASE LET IT BE KNOWN

I went back to my roots because I love that fic so much 😭 Honestly, I was originally going to just draw Bill in his star suit fit, but after finishing rewatching Arcane, I took some creative liberty and drew him in that one Jinx scene from season one along with some blatant symbolisms (Im most proud of the chair 🥹)

THATS ALL MAYBE ILL DIGITALIZE IT WHEN I GET THE CHANCE

@sapphosscribe

Can’t wait to finish Everlasting Night so I can take a break and work on the sequel 💀 if I had to assign the future sequel a song, I’m sorry but “Like Him” is absolutely being blasted and I’m not sorry

Billford fans won today's chapter, but I won the war 🙏 (also just going to reupload this drawing i drew, bc i literally don’t have a good enough reaction image)

I didn’t realize how butch my writing was when i responding to a comment 😭 just to clarify I DO LOVE BILLFORD I DO LOVE BILLFORD ITS MY PERSONALITY RN GUYS I JUST LIKE WRITING SADNESS WHEN GIVEN THE CHANCE