14th October 2024
Last minute studies.
I live in the past.
My first resolution for this year is this.
Make it a habit in 2025 to stop going back and forth with people you know don’t posses a similar intellectually depth to you over complex subjects. The only thing you’ll get out of that is being completely drained out of your energy, frustrated, and on never-ending circular arguments. Just ignore them if you can, and elevate your circle with people who are intellectually your peers that can make you feel heard and whom you can learn from as well.
— Sylvia Plath, quoting an acquaintance in ‘The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath’
Moon, night, stars, chilly breeze, incoming dark clouds. Introspection, solitude, nostalgia, melancholy. Unsent love letters, writing in journals, dead roses. Cold coffee, cold hands, chess games. Latin phrases, French compliments, obscure books. Fyodor Dostoevsky, Donna Tartt, Sylvia Plath, William Shakespeare, Oscar Wilde. Chase Atlantic, The Weeknd, Lana Del Rey, The Neighbourhood, PLAZA. Formula 1, Ferrari team, Carlos Sainz, Max Verstappen. Sapiosexuality, pretentious lovers, dark-haired boys, hazel eyes.
Mes amours... 🥀
“it'll all be worth it in the end,"
Quis sum ego?
Who am I?
Latin
Just a tired old cliche…
I’m 23 years old and just waking up to the fact that I will never achieve what I thought I would. The person I am now is so vastly different from that smart and talented 16 year old with so much potential.
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01/08/24
Played 2 chess games online.
Studied Latin for 1 hour
Talked with a few friends properly after a long time.
I'm terribly sorry I can't "match your freak."
Would you like to match my gnawing urge to be perfectly logical yet utterly mad at the same time, instead?
Love, C.Ven.
sometimes after I take a shower, I feel like the Phoenix reviving from its ashes
Rather melodramatic, aren't you? Cubitum Eamus? fifteen●intp●studyblr
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