Little bit late but Wheeinie with white. I just overslept yesterday so another little late moodboard will be mamamoo where are we era/comeback one. It is just too breathtaking, beautiful and like a catharsis experience. White wind was an era that totally got me into mamamoo and me a full moomoo. I still can listen to this song on repeat for days. Anyway have fun and you may request some new au etc.
Okay Kanghyun, I see you
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Again I don't know what it is but IU and purple seemed right for me. Anyway have fun. How is your life by the way? I am open for finding new mutuals
Also I am working on my late birthday moodboard, it was on 25th September. Anyway I am gonna make it, someday
Mamamoo WAW comeback is here. Earlier I wasnât fan of ballads because they always made me wanna cry, but mamamoo slower songs always are healing and feel like a warm hug. Also I canât wait to see their documentary film, I think I will cry while watching it. Have fun!
"We would go on to play this show in the pouring rain, in the blazing heat, in the thickest humidity, in the wildest winds, and in the bitter cold. We would do it if we were sick or exhausted or injured. We would do it with a broken heart. We do this because we love having the rare opportunity to create happiness and wonder up on that stage. We do it because we know it takes time and effort and money and energy to plan out coming to a concert. We do it because every friendship bracelet traded has the potential to become a new friend, and you never know what dreams can be sparked if we succeed in painting a dreamscape in every city we visit. We do it because people need an escape from how brutal life can be, and it is the honor of a lifetime to be that for them, if only for a night. And although we are all on our own in this big scary life, somehow it doesnât feel that way when we're singing the same words as 80,000 other people wearing glittery face paint. We do it because life comes in waves, in phases, in brilliant flurries of magical moments, and all of these things come together to create... Eras." THE ERAS TOUR (MARCH 17, 2023 - DECEMBER 8, 2024)
Russian libraries now have the list of banned writers. The libraries either get rid of their books or can no longer get new books written by them. You might want to use this as your to read list - it looks really good. From George Orwell and Joanne Rowling to Dmitry Glukhovsky and Vladimir Voinivich.
How do you imagine Bellarke (upcoming HOPEFULLY) sex scene over the course of the serie ? I saw a lot of people writing their opinion and yours will be very interesting since your writing skills are amazing. Like how precisely picture it with their saying, the setting, ... like do you see it as gentle and soft or very passionate? I'm sure the scene will be SO original than any hot scene from CW's show ;) I LIVE FOR YOUR WRITING MAKE ME DREAM WITH YOUR THOUGHT !
Thank you, nonnie! i love you sm, this was so sweet! and i got extremely carried away. I see it as both gentle and passionate and i donât know if that makes any sense but just reAD.
First of all, I headcanon this as after they have a fight and if it goes down how I imagine I want Next to You by Of Rust & Bone to be playing.
And so we begin.
Clarke needs some time to give her heart a chance to take control, to let out all her pent up emotion through tears, so she escapes to her room and immediately silent tears run down her face.
Bellamy follows because heâs Bellamy and sheâs Clarke and how could he not? But heâs expecting her to be angry, not crying. So his heart collapses in on itself. He intends to reach for her, but instead his hands hover inches away from Clarke, because heâs too scared sheâll pull away from him and if she does that heâll break.
So instead Bellamy chooses a word that says âI love youâ, âI need youâ, âI hate seeing you hurtâ, âPlease be okayâ, âI canât lose youâ, âYou left meâ, âI left youâ, âDonât leave meâ and something else. Something so much deeper, so much more constant, so much more palpable and everlasting than love could ever be that he can only describe it with one word. âClarke.â
And Clarke loses every ounce of self control she thought she had and looks up at him. And this time she sees it. Sees how much he loves her. How much he wants to say. Maybe itâs because heâs the only thing there to ground her, or maybe itâs because sheâs looking for it this time the same way sheâs been looking for it since he got back to her.
But something in Clarke begins to wilt the moment she leans into him because fresh tears run down her face. Bellamy quickly envelopes her in a hug, both of them floating to the ground with Clarke holding onto him like he is her anchor in the middle of a storm.
And he lets her cry. Because he doesnât know how to fix this. How to make Clarke happy again. How to give her everything she deserves and take away the pain.
When Clarke pulls away to look at Bellamy again and she feels his callused fingers wipe away her tears so gently, three words shake loose from her heart and out into the open air. âI love you.â
Immediately, fear pushes out everything, and Clarke holds her breath waiting for a response.
For a second, Bellamy doesnât say anything, but the moment she begins to pull away, he panics. She canât go. Not before he tells her how much he loves her. How much he barely understands how much she means to him.
So he pulls her into a kiss, tender and careful, and when they finally part, Bellamy rests his forehead on hers and mumbles, âI love you, too, Clarke Griffin.â
You can see Clarkeâs demeanor change. Her face becomes lighter, her posture straightens, as if she has taken a breath for the first time in her life. Like a piece of her heart floats back to where itâs supposed to be. Like maybe she is truly complete since her father died.
And this time, she pulls in Bellamy for a kiss, this one desperately tender yet full of every fear she has ever felt about letting someone in again. But then again, sheâs never let anyone in as much as she has Bellamy the moment she told him she loves him.
But Bellamy erases every single fear that clouds Clarkeâs mind. The same way Clarke erased his the moment she said those three words that held more meaning than any words that could ever be said.
And with every kiss that Bellamy trails down her neck, Clarke becomes a little less broken and a little more fragmented. Everywhere he touches her burns with so much love that Clarke can barely stand it.
So everytime they break a kiss, to alleviate some of her want, Clarke whispers âI love youâ like a sacred prayer, and Bellamy answers by kissing her and repeating her words.
His hands move down to her waist, and Clarkeâs bury into his hair. Bellamyâs hands begin to lightly lift her shirt, but first he breaks the kiss and asks her if itâs okay. Clarke answers with a nod and we see her shirt fall to the ground, Bellamyâs own shirt soon following.
Cut to Bellamyâs hands resting on her back the same way they did in 5x04, her hand lightly resting on his cheek and an expression so beautiful on her face that itâs no wonder that Bellamy loves her so much. And Clarke desperately wants to stay awake and just look at him because heâs not just Bellamy anymore. Heâs her Bellamy. And sheâs his. But sheâs just so tired, and her eyes begin to get heavy and the scene begins to fade away. And, just as she is about to succumb to sleep, Bellamy kisses her forehead and whispers, âGoodnight, Princess.â
Clarke wakes up before Bellamy, and, so as to not wake him, her hand simply hovers, tracing his jawline. Just as she is about to pull her hand away, Bellamy wakes up and lightly grabs her hand, intertwining his fingers with hers and laying small kisses on the inside of her wrist where he can feel her pulse.
But something about this makes Clarkeâs head begin to take control again, and for some reason, she begins to realize how much harder itâs going to be to lose him, and a tear streams down her face.
And Bellamy quickly wipes it away, not wiping away his own worries. Did he do something wrong? He canât- he wonât go back to how it was before, skirting around his feelings because heâs not sure of hers.
âBell,â Clarke says, in very much the same way Bellamy said her name last night. âI canât lose you. NowâŠnow that weâre together. I wonât survive it. I wonât survive having to leave you.â
Bellamy tucks a stray piece of her hair behind her ear and kisses her, this one deep and passionate without any fear tainting it.
âSo letâs make sure you donât.â
My friend is embarrassed and thinks sheâs the only one and I said id prove her wrong.
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