Me-core Rn

WARNING FOR SA UNDERTONES ⚠️⚠️

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this is a poem i recently wrote about how someones words can affect a way you look at someone even by not knowing them. yes this is from personal experience, and my partner is aware of it and making sure i feel safe. after some thinking i’m pretty sure it’s just the other person’s words affecting my opinion on this person. they haven’t done anything to me, and i just had a out of the blue nightmare about it which is why i wrote this. read with caution, thank you

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Met Someone by Rumor

if it was a nightmare i had late one night

why must i still feel his breathe on my neck

if it was just a worry

why do i feel eyes watching me as i walk by

if it was just a feeling

why can i still picture his smug grin in the corner of the room

i’ve barely talked to him

he asked for a pencil and smiled

i said sure, only one conversation

one other conversation, one much different

told me how he, the same one was weird and creepy

told me what he is rumored to have done

same man who did those things to me

told me about another man’s doings

why must i believe them?

believe them so deeply

that they haunt my nightmares

haunt what i otherwise would see as a successful young man

one who has a future

but instead people talk

and now even around people i love and cherish

i feel eyes watching

his eyes

his eyes that are blocked by sunglasses

will i ever know if the rumors are true?

i dont think i want to find out

however for now

ill let the man who sits in front of me

ask for a pencil and write his notes in peace

SAME

Everyone: invested on the Buddy-Chase drama/love story

Me: MORE DEACON!

side note, so glad deacon is getting the love he deserves, hes been my favorite character since the day he got a key 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 (also if he found out people thought he was cool he would probably stop working)

so so so chat, i have 12 fanfic ideas, i plan to work on the one i have the best idea for first and then go along with that, ill post the links after :3

fic 1: the harmony of murder

Fairy tale this, fairy tale that. As much as Chase and Deacon loved the easiness of doing short stories, it was starting to bore the duo. One day, they were looking through the old boxes that were in the off corner of the tower, and they found a book, but not just any book. They had found a murder mystery book that took place in the early 1920s. Deacon took notes over the story for the next few days but Chase was starting to get tired of waiting, so right before Deacon could get to the end, they took what they knew and jumped in. What could go wrong?

awww this is so cute and the art is amazing

Here you go!!

Silver in a pretty dress, that ISN'T her usual one!

Some of you may already know this, but I LOVE drawing frilly and poofy dresses! ESPECIALLY when they're moving!!!

I love the ways the folds rearrange themselves!!!

This first dress wasn't really inspired by some barbie doll dress, just a random redesign I guess??

I feel like the lineart isn't that visible though, but I'm too lazy to fix it lol

Aight, up next is a request!!

This dress was requested by @tea-132 and I thank them!!!

It's REALLY pretty and I would've missed out on it otherwise aqnd it was extremely fun to draw so thanks a lot :DD

here it is!!

And yes, before you ask, she will come in more poses I just need to figure them out and nothing seemed more fitting for this dress than the 'joyful-walk-with-a-new-skirt' pose!!

I will say that I totally put no effort into the design on the outer lace and ibis Paint was a giant help with the stars (I love you ibis, marry me <333)

I'm happy with how it turned out and be prepared to expect more dresses soon

I will draw them until y'all are drowning in them

MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

ruh roh is right 😦😦😦

…ruh roh.

his outfit in beach boys is phenomenal, however chases outfit is cute too

guys guys j found buddy !!!! ( real NOT clikbsit )

gang.. after almost 6 months i updated it lol, please check it out :D

so so so chat, i have 12 fanfic ideas, i plan to work on the one i have the best idea for first and then go along with that, ill post the links after :3

fic 1: the harmony of murder

Fairy tale this, fairy tale that. As much as Chase and Deacon loved the easiness of doing short stories, it was starting to bore the duo. One day, they were looking through the old boxes that were in the off corner of the tower, and they found a book, but not just any book. They had found a murder mystery book that took place in the early 1920s. Deacon took notes over the story for the next few days but Chase was starting to get tired of waiting, so right before Deacon could get to the end, they took what they knew and jumped in. What could go wrong?