im so disconnected from human beauty standards and physical attraction that ive genuenly lost the ability to understand it anymore. i used to pretend i did, but since i found out i was asexual (and then aromantic) at 16 i stopped trying to understand it all and now im VERY out of practice; i dont remember how to pretend anymore.
and its not only about being aroace (altho that definitely doesnt help), but my nonhumanity has made me so disconnected from human bodies that my brain doesnt "get" whats the big deal about it all anymore, it never has. yesterday my friends were talking about actors and i was only half listening bc i dont... really care, but i was being polite and nodding along with them and all that.
"isnt this guy hot?" i look at the photo my friend is showing me. it is,,, a human male, alright. he is. shirtless. hm. that sure are some muscles. okay i guess? i dont like his face. too square. i say this, and my friends nod like it makes sense, but in a "she has no idea what shes talking about doesnt she" way. the conversation goes on. i stay confused.
”Your experience isint real”
I know what I am
I see it in my masks, my art, my mind
Its there in my movements, my emotions, how I process the world
I choose to show it with my gear, my content, and much more
It all adds up to make me what I am physically, even if I look human-shaped
I know its different than what is seen in your eyes, but that doesn't make it not there in mine
You can not tell me that's not real
Heya guys so last week I was visiting my grandparents and cousins then I got home yesterday
I lost my Funshine keychain :[
And no I didn't lose it at a mall or somewhere, pretty sure it was probably in one of my cousins house upstairs
I hope they found it and cherish it 😞
I have a joke about math but im 2² to say it
Happy hyena day!!! Such sweetie pies.
It’s not looking good for me chat.
Gender apathetic culture is imagining yourself as the opposite gender to check if you still wouldn't feel anything about gender if you weren't your agab
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Made myself a whimsical userbox!!
The character inside the blue square is Kusakabe Misao from Lucky Star :3
Christian therian culture is seeing both your animality and your humanity as a gift from God ✝️❤️
Hey there creatures, specifically revolving around space and alien folks!! I wanted to promote someone's spacekin community!!
I noticed that it feels kind of... empty, so I wanted to share this community so more space-revolving folks could find a place to communicate with eachother 🌌
The only rules are respect eachother and have fun! ^_^ 🌠🪐
Anyways I decided to create a little divider so my blog looks more neat `~
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Hey there creatures!! I finally reached 50 followers!!1!1! :D I am so happy and thankful 4 all of you ^_^
any / all pronouns!! •therian, otherkin, otherlink, fictionhearted || sc3n3m0 kiddo (^_^) yips and yaps about my stuff!!
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