Hannibal S4 And Beyond Wishes

Spiderman/Deadpool Story Boarding

Can I just say, I really love the story boarding of Spiderman/Deadpool?? 

 It’s been good throughout the whole comic, but there are two instances that make me fanboy all over this, because it represents how I feel about their relationship. Spoilers Ahead!!

This is the first instance.  

I love the layout of this spread so very much.  The panels and speech bubble flow mirror each other.   The top panel on both pages is the outside of a place they belong to with opening words from prominent women in their lives (Ana Maria and Shiklah).  The next panel is of the boys, Pete upside down, Wade right side up, and both are cross legged, back to back.  One mostly naked with a mask and one covered without a mask.  Ana Maria and Shiklah are both in the background observing and poking at both the boys’ shortcomings.   Followed is two panels with each character having their own individual panel, which leads into a final panel with Ana Maria and Shiklah holding Peter and Wade’s faces and trying to convince them to stay away from one another, to which they both resist in their own ways.   Ugh, this page is beautiful.  It’s like a comic page yin/yang style (Even the colors!  One predominantly blue and red and the other yellow and red).  This page really represents how I kind of view these two characters together and I love it, can’t get enough of it.  The next story boarding sequence that I love is this one.

Mephisto has just told Peter that no matter what he does, he will always feel empty, incomplete, alone, etc.  This is all timed in Peter’s bedroom which is starkly empty, without any sense of personality, and very lonely much like Mephisto said.  The panel that gets me is the 3rd one with the word “emptiness.”  Here we have Peter feeling the emptiness Mephisto said as he sits in his impersonal barren room in the dark.  Alone.   And yet as you look down the panel out of the darkness of the ceiling there is one things that sticks out, the only other thing in the room besides Peter. Something that stands out against the emptiness.  

It’s a little Deadpool plushie.  Now, while Peter is not very happy about what he reads in the apology card or to see the plushie, to me, this story boarding technique foreshadows what I want their relationship to be like... or at least half of it. I want them to be able to fill in the gaps in each other, much like this panel is indicating.   Where Peter is alone and empty because of the deal with Mephisto involving his relationship with MJ, maybe he doesn’t have to be completely alone.  Maybe he and Wade can be lonely together.   This just fills my head with so many wonderful scenes of them sitting on rooftops together and being buds.     Okay, I’m done, I just really really love these two scenes and I needed to gush about them.  :)

Now that Cas has officially told the Winchesters that he loves them, I want him to just randomly tell them all that individually more often.  Like, Sam and Mary would be like “Aw, I love you too Cas” nbd and then Dean just gets flustered and doesn’t know how to respond and Sam and Mary are just like “Dean, don’t you love Cas?” because they knoooooow

Dean and Cas Interactions S10

I personally think that the lack of Dean and Cas interactions or mentions in the second part of season 10 have more to do with the Mark of Cain rather than the actors and/or writers. They gave us a bunch of stuff in the beginning with Cas pining for Dean and the shout outs in the musical episode.  We have Dean even asking Cas to end him if he gets out of control and Cas just generally being worried about him.  And of course the Cas/Collette parallels.   Dean’s been a little off this season because of the Mark of Cain and having been a demon at the beginning of the season.  He’s struggling with it.  The worse he gets, the more he plays it off and tries to subtly distance himself from the people he cares about.   That’s why I feel there’s no “chemistry” or “eye-sex” going on between them.  Dean’s not doing well.  At all.  He has WAY more important things going on with him than whether or not he is in love with Cas or Cas is in love with him.   When he was feeling decent, we got some of that fluff.  But now that he is just going downhill, he can’t be bothered.  Personally I feel that if Dean wasn’t behaving this way towards everyone (not just Cas), I would be a little confused when shit hits the fan with him especially if he was showing that lovely chemistry and having a lot of moments with Cas up until that point.  That chemistry shows that Dean is feeling normal and okay.  The chemistry is muted when he’s not.  If Dean was acting normal, the characters and viewers would have no reason to suspect that he is handling this poorly and should the MoC flare up, it would seem forced.   Now, they’ve always got problems in their life, so why didn’t that prevent Dean from making goo-goo eyes at Cas during the Apocalypse?  Or when Sam was soulless?  Or when the leviathans were wreaking havoc?  Or when the angels fell?  Or when Sam was possessed by an angel?   The reason is because during all that time, Dean was sure of his personality.  He knew what he was and wasn’t.  He had control of himself.  Yeah, he might have had nightmares or be guilt tripping about his time in hell or sad about all the death that follows the Winchesters.  But he was still Dean.  And he was human. Now Dean is dealing with something out of his control, that is forcing him to be a certain way, it’s changing him.  He was a DEMON and he tried to KILL SAM.  The MoC is trying to make that happen again.  He doesn’t trust himself not to cause damage.  That’s why he asked Cas to kill him if it got to that point.  He’s trying to fight it, but he’s losing.  He is not doing well.   It’s because of that compromised state of mind that he’s in he isn’t being normal Dean and hence not creating a normal chemistry with Cas. That doesn’t mean that he doesn’t still care about Cas and Sam and Charlie.  It just means that right now, that’s not even a concern in his head.  He just doesn’t want to hurt anybody even if that means his death or him leaving forever.   That’s why I feel that there hasn’t been as much interaction between Cas and Dean in the second half of this season. After becoming human again, Dean felt reasonably well and we got some normal Dean that made everybody happy.  Then he’s just kind of faded away because he is basically relapsing.   This is just how I see it and why I personally am not discouraged.  Would it be nice to see all that Cas and Dean fluff?  Absolutely.  But when I see it, I want it to be believable and not stand out.  I want it to flow naturally and not be placed in there just for the sake of it.  Even if it means that there is a point in the story line where they don’t get to interact as much, like right now. The nice thing that the writers’ are doing for us right now is continuing to show that Cas cares about Dean.  That Dean is still always on his mind even if Dean can’t right now.  That’s the other reason I believe that they aren’t deviating from the Cas and Dean relationship.  (It’s also the reason I believe that Cas being canonically in love with Dean will be the first thing to come in their saga, but that’s a theory for another time) For now though, everything in the fandom is just speculation (including my own feelings and theories).   Season 10 finale is almost here so lets’ see what they give us!    :)

no one touch me, I got the motivation for my AU back and its hitting me like bus

Season 9: Dean and Cas "What Ifs"

I'm new to tumblr (this is my very first post), so please be gentle on my musings!! :)  But I can't help but wonder...

Dean has always been obviously upset whenever Cas dies or disappears.  But Cas has never exactly stuck around for long periods of time, flying off to do whatever it is that Cas does when he's not with Dean.  He's constantly gone, going, leaving, even when Dean asks him to just "stay here and get better."  It's just what he does and he has had the ability to do it without anyone being able to really stop him and Dean has understood (for the most part) that this is who Cas is. 

So Dean has become accustomed to Cas going off on his own (even if he doesn't like it) and the idea that Cas might not come back one day (when you live the life of a hunter, it's kind of hard not to).  He's definitely upset when it happens, but I mean, every time Cas dies Dean isn't exactly expecting him to come back.  

But things have changed now at the end of Season 8, Cas is basically human.  He's not going to be able to flit about and leave whenever he wants.  Which in turn means that Dean is going to have Cas around A LOT more (hopefully).  

What does this mean exactly?

Well more time together can create more time for developing that delicious profound bond of theirs, but it also means that Dean is going to get USED to Cas being around.  It means that it's going to be harder for him to let go.  

Me and my awful mind then proceeded to go down thoughts like:

What if Cas gets his grace back and continues with his plan and now that Dean is so used to Cas being around, Dean can't let him go?  Would he voice it?  What would Cas' reaction be after spending so much time with the Winchesters?  Would he continue with the plan to lock himself in Heaven with all his siblings or would he ditch out after hearing that?

What if they create a plan to get Cas' grace back and they finally get the chance and Dean realizes that if Cas gets his grace back then he can leave and Dean throws them off the trail or screws it up so he can have Cas with him even if it's just for a little bit longer?  What would happen if Cas found out?  Would it be another epic show down?  Or would it turn into the biggest goopiest admittion of man feelings?  (As much as I love the man feelings ending I don't really like the idea of them doing things that would hurt each other any more :(  that would make me sad)

Gaaah!!  So many things could happen this upcoming season and I can't wait to see what he writers have in store! :)  

Well, it's not wrong lol they have such an eclectic family

The Spider-Man/Deadpool series is just about Wade and Peter falling in love while simultaneously adopting as many dangerous and destructive children as they possibly can

Reblog if you’re bisexual, support bisexual people or are actually a bunch of tiny velociraptors in a human suit

The Spoilers for Destiel Shippers

Here is what I think...  Supernatural has had 8 amazing seasons and 3 of them didn't even have Castiel in them!  

I think that no matter what, if the spoilers are true or not, we're still going to have a good season.  They haven't disappointed us yet imo and I don't think they will.  

There is no point in worrying about what MAY happen in the season about destiel as we don't have anything confirmed about them.  If something happens that is displeasing, then we can have our fandom freak out, but until then I think we should just keep enjoying the anticipation for a wonderful new season of Supernatural!

.... Even if they're true, just imagine all the long distance pining Dean and Cas will have :)  We are shippers and we'll make the best of it!  

Just stay positive!

Again, just my opinion on the spoilers.

some more stuff I haven’t posted yet 

here’s another fun fact: asexual does not mean nonsexual.

asexuals’ relationship with sex and sexual attraction tends to be….complicated. there’s a bit of an idea of like, oh of course, you’re either sex-favorable, sex-neutral, or sex-repulsed, but honestly i see a LOT of discussion about how wildly different those can each look for each individual. some people are comfortable with some acts in very specific contexts, and deeply upset by them in all others. some people find certain forms of nonsexual intimacy (like kissing) to still be off-limits, while something most people might consider more charged (like nudity) is totally fine. a lot of us just kind of have a long laundry list like “this is fine, this isn’t, that one’s okay, that one’s always off-limits….” because the big secret is that “sex” isn’t really any cohesive act as much as a lot of little things that people just threw together and called one thing.

as for attraction: some aces are actually attracted to other people once in a blue moon, and simply don’t want to clarify that every time. some aren’t entirely sure, but don’t want to spend their whole lives guessing. some ARE completely sure they never have and never will feel an attraction.

at the end of the day, much like any label, this single word really doesn’t tell you much of anything about what a person is actually like unless you bother to ask them what it means to them.