So I Make Very Few Posts, And I Try To Stay Away From Things That Are Hot Topics Because I Dislike Conflict,

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How I Thought the Finale Was Going to End Was Much Worse

I must also express my relief at the season finale.  It was upsetting as it was, but I was imagining it so much worse. This show just seems to rip my heart to shreds so this finale was my "best case scenario" ending.   My "worst case scenario" involved this: Dean kills Metatron and goes into a murderous frenzy where he is incoherent and nothing is as it seems.  In this frenzy he starts trying to kill Sam and deals him a fatal blow when Cas suddenly intervenes to save Sam and Dean kills Cas accidentally.  This snaps him out of it, because he's in love with Cas and he sees what he's done as Cas crumples to the floor slowly and Dean is paralyzed as the last bit of grace explodes from Cas' body.  Dean sees Sam dying and truly believes he himself is evil and realizes he can't control the MoC and kills himself on the First Blade.  Sam watches in horror as Dean impales himself and crawls over to him and Dean is dying and crying and saying he's sorry and Sam is trying to calm down Dean even though he is also dying and reassure him that Dean isn't evil, that it wasn't his fault even though Dean knows it is his fault and Dean dies in Sam's arms and Sam lays next to Dean crying and grabs Dean's hand tight and looks to the side of him seeing Cas' dead body and grabs Cas' hand and then Sam lays back, tears slowing as sleep takes hold and he also dies.   And we are left with all of TFW dead and holding hands.   Then suddenly Gabriel and Chuck appear standing over the three.  Gabriel is smirking "Well lookie what I found."   Chuck looks burdened and walks around a little like this is an annoyance, a kink in the hose.  "They always did fight the script and look where it gets them..." Chuck looks down at the three a bit sadly, but then smiles. "But we can't have that...  There's still a story to finish here." Chuck smiles and then snaps his fingers and we we end the scene.   BECAUSE THIS IS THE KIND OF STUFF THAT THEY HAVE MADE ME EXPECT TO SEE!!!!  Everyone is always dying... so how do they make it worse???  KILL EVERYONE.  Ugggh....  It's so sad that I actually half expected that ending, that I am that traumatized lol  

This show kills me....

I have the most awful image of Dean after Castiel dying in my head.   I keep reading all these wonderful metas pointing out how Dean sleeps on one side of his bed and has it set up for two.  Now I keep picturing Dean taking a pic of Cas and putting it on the pillow where Cas should be and he just lies next to it on his side of the bed and stares at it while he falls asleep.   Can someone draw this for me please????  (Or if it's already out there can someone show it to me?! :) Thanks! )

Why Did They Take Out the Naked Deans From Cas' Fake Heaven?

This is my wishful thinking/speculation that the reason they took the Dean pictures out of Cas' personal fake heaven was because it would basically confirm outright with no ability to see around it that Cas is IN LOVE with Dean and maybe they want to save that confirmation for tonights' finale to be even more dramatic and because if they're going to do this they want to do it big (no pun intended) and right? :3  Please Please Please Please PLEASE!!!  ::wishful thinking::

Concept: Zim finds out that Dib is allergic to cats so he turns himself into a cat(?) to hopefully kill him. but Zim get picked up by animal control almost immediately so naturally his plan can’t be completed

Course his plan wouldn’t have even worked because he’s hairless

The gangs all here

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"It Doesn't Matter. We'll Work It Out"

OMG  That line!  

It's like straight out of a scene in a movie where something bad is going to happen to someone and the person they love that they've been fighting with is begging them to forget about their fight, they'll work it out, just come back to them before something bad happens/ I just need you here right now.  

I wonder if that music will reoccur whenever they finally meet up again and then Sam interrupts again and there's that record squealing to a halt noise XD  I think I would die laughing.

Something I made while dealing with my own stuff and hoping drawing this would pick me up somehow. Maybe it worked.

FT my cat. His name is Mischief

Spiderman/Deadpool Story Boarding

Can I just say, I really love the story boarding of Spiderman/Deadpool?? 

 It’s been good throughout the whole comic, but there are two instances that make me fanboy all over this, because it represents how I feel about their relationship. Spoilers Ahead!!

This is the first instance.  

I love the layout of this spread so very much.  The panels and speech bubble flow mirror each other.   The top panel on both pages is the outside of a place they belong to with opening words from prominent women in their lives (Ana Maria and Shiklah).  The next panel is of the boys, Pete upside down, Wade right side up, and both are cross legged, back to back.  One mostly naked with a mask and one covered without a mask.  Ana Maria and Shiklah are both in the background observing and poking at both the boys’ shortcomings.   Followed is two panels with each character having their own individual panel, which leads into a final panel with Ana Maria and Shiklah holding Peter and Wade’s faces and trying to convince them to stay away from one another, to which they both resist in their own ways.   Ugh, this page is beautiful.  It’s like a comic page yin/yang style (Even the colors!  One predominantly blue and red and the other yellow and red).  This page really represents how I kind of view these two characters together and I love it, can’t get enough of it.  The next story boarding sequence that I love is this one.

Mephisto has just told Peter that no matter what he does, he will always feel empty, incomplete, alone, etc.  This is all timed in Peter’s bedroom which is starkly empty, without any sense of personality, and very lonely much like Mephisto said.  The panel that gets me is the 3rd one with the word “emptiness.”  Here we have Peter feeling the emptiness Mephisto said as he sits in his impersonal barren room in the dark.  Alone.   And yet as you look down the panel out of the darkness of the ceiling there is one things that sticks out, the only other thing in the room besides Peter. Something that stands out against the emptiness.  

It’s a little Deadpool plushie.  Now, while Peter is not very happy about what he reads in the apology card or to see the plushie, to me, this story boarding technique foreshadows what I want their relationship to be like... or at least half of it. I want them to be able to fill in the gaps in each other, much like this panel is indicating.   Where Peter is alone and empty because of the deal with Mephisto involving his relationship with MJ, maybe he doesn’t have to be completely alone.  Maybe he and Wade can be lonely together.   This just fills my head with so many wonderful scenes of them sitting on rooftops together and being buds.     Okay, I’m done, I just really really love these two scenes and I needed to gush about them.  :)