So Like... What Is Happening In Next Weeks Finale?? I Almost Wouldn't Be Surprised If They Made A 2 Hour

Alt Zadr day 3: angst  wherin Zim causes himself irreparable PAK damage and leaves Dib all alone  @alt-zadr-b1tch3z

no one touch me, I got the motivation for my AU back and its hitting me like bus

here’s another fun fact: asexual does not mean nonsexual.

asexuals’ relationship with sex and sexual attraction tends to be….complicated. there’s a bit of an idea of like, oh of course, you’re either sex-favorable, sex-neutral, or sex-repulsed, but honestly i see a LOT of discussion about how wildly different those can each look for each individual. some people are comfortable with some acts in very specific contexts, and deeply upset by them in all others. some people find certain forms of nonsexual intimacy (like kissing) to still be off-limits, while something most people might consider more charged (like nudity) is totally fine. a lot of us just kind of have a long laundry list like “this is fine, this isn’t, that one’s okay, that one’s always off-limits….” because the big secret is that “sex” isn’t really any cohesive act as much as a lot of little things that people just threw together and called one thing.

as for attraction: some aces are actually attracted to other people once in a blue moon, and simply don’t want to clarify that every time. some aren’t entirely sure, but don’t want to spend their whole lives guessing. some ARE completely sure they never have and never will feel an attraction.

at the end of the day, much like any label, this single word really doesn’t tell you much of anything about what a person is actually like unless you bother to ask them what it means to them.

Why Did They Take Out the Naked Deans From Cas' Fake Heaven?

This is my wishful thinking/speculation that the reason they took the Dean pictures out of Cas' personal fake heaven was because it would basically confirm outright with no ability to see around it that Cas is IN LOVE with Dean and maybe they want to save that confirmation for tonights' finale to be even more dramatic and because if they're going to do this they want to do it big (no pun intended) and right? :3  Please Please Please Please PLEASE!!!  ::wishful thinking::

Tak x Gaz

some more stuff I haven’t posted yet 

*Spoilers for Spiderman/Deadpool #42*

Headcanon: The real reason Pete's face and name are blocked out for Wade is because Wade mentally can't handle knowing that he killed his idol multiple times and unintentionally corrupted him to a point where Peter almost went darkside.

Head-canon: Can't help it. I'm convinced that Saitama became so obsessed with becoming a hero that he turned into a hero-monster and that is the source of his power up and his monster transformation was hair loss. Lol

The Road So Far S9 & Cas In Love With Dean

Cas being in love with Dean is definitely canon.  :)   I mean, we've all known it, but last night confirmed it with Metatrons' little speech about Cas doing everything not for humanity, not for the Winchesters, but for Dean Winchester alone. But that wasn't just our only little clue that it was intentional, that we were supposed to come to that conclusion.  The other thing that confirms this was "The Road So Far."  In these season recaps, they always highlight the important points of the season.  Yeah there's shots of them just generally being badass and killing stuff, but anything that they deem important enough to be voiced over in the "The Road So Far" is stuff that they want you to remember for the season finale, important things that happened during the season.  And you know what line was voiced over in last nights?    :) "You just gave up an entire army for one man." Now why would they put that line in the recap?  Because they wanted us to really draw the conclusion that Cas is in love with Dean and that "no, this isn't a mistake and you're not reading it wrong, think about this line while watching the episode and if you listen to the characters, what do you get?" Everything for one man.  Always for Dean Winchester. Again, why?  Just to throw us a bone?  Nope.   Because it's important.  Cas' feelings for Dean, their whole relationship is something that is important.  It's a plot point that I think is going to only intensify and really shine in S10 and we had to be reminded of it in the finale, but without overshadowing everything else that's going on.  It had to be obvious, but not in your face (which is hard to do, because their love is so epic).     At least that's what I took from it.  :P  If you don't agree, that's totally cool, but this is just what I'm seeing from the episode.  

Spiderman/Deadpool Story Boarding

Can I just say, I really love the story boarding of Spiderman/Deadpool?? 

 It’s been good throughout the whole comic, but there are two instances that make me fanboy all over this, because it represents how I feel about their relationship. Spoilers Ahead!!

This is the first instance.  

I love the layout of this spread so very much.  The panels and speech bubble flow mirror each other.   The top panel on both pages is the outside of a place they belong to with opening words from prominent women in their lives (Ana Maria and Shiklah).  The next panel is of the boys, Pete upside down, Wade right side up, and both are cross legged, back to back.  One mostly naked with a mask and one covered without a mask.  Ana Maria and Shiklah are both in the background observing and poking at both the boys’ shortcomings.   Followed is two panels with each character having their own individual panel, which leads into a final panel with Ana Maria and Shiklah holding Peter and Wade’s faces and trying to convince them to stay away from one another, to which they both resist in their own ways.   Ugh, this page is beautiful.  It’s like a comic page yin/yang style (Even the colors!  One predominantly blue and red and the other yellow and red).  This page really represents how I kind of view these two characters together and I love it, can’t get enough of it.  The next story boarding sequence that I love is this one.

Mephisto has just told Peter that no matter what he does, he will always feel empty, incomplete, alone, etc.  This is all timed in Peter’s bedroom which is starkly empty, without any sense of personality, and very lonely much like Mephisto said.  The panel that gets me is the 3rd one with the word “emptiness.”  Here we have Peter feeling the emptiness Mephisto said as he sits in his impersonal barren room in the dark.  Alone.   And yet as you look down the panel out of the darkness of the ceiling there is one things that sticks out, the only other thing in the room besides Peter. Something that stands out against the emptiness.  

It’s a little Deadpool plushie.  Now, while Peter is not very happy about what he reads in the apology card or to see the plushie, to me, this story boarding technique foreshadows what I want their relationship to be like... or at least half of it. I want them to be able to fill in the gaps in each other, much like this panel is indicating.   Where Peter is alone and empty because of the deal with Mephisto involving his relationship with MJ, maybe he doesn’t have to be completely alone.  Maybe he and Wade can be lonely together.   This just fills my head with so many wonderful scenes of them sitting on rooftops together and being buds.     Okay, I’m done, I just really really love these two scenes and I needed to gush about them.  :)