HE’S SO ADORABLE RAAAHH BBG CODED GYU 🥹

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♩　HEAL THE SOUL 　( 최범규 )

genre sickfic , fluff , angst , beomgyu x fem!reader   cw implied abusive parents for both beomgyu and reader , cold symptoms (cough/headache) , beomgyu and reader are homeless and ran away from home lol inspired by 0x1=lovesong and loser=lover , not proofread   wc 1089   request yes   note i swear this txt emo era needs to go away (or not and that just means more txt fics)   net @kstrucknet @moadiarynet

You were sick. Nothing too serious, but something unpleasant enough to remind you to not take being healthy for granted. It was even worse now that you didn’t have a bed to sleep in, or warm food, or a shower. Beomgyu would have to drive another hour or two to the nearest public gym, and you really didn’t want to bother him enough for that just so you could ease your body with hot water. 

Your head ached, though. And your throat felt a bit dry. You had coughing fits every hour or so, and not much appetite. But Beomgyu was paying close attention to you whenever he could, feeling your forehead for abnormal temperatures, and making sure you had enough layers to stay warm. It definitely wasn’t the most ideal time for you to fall ill, but there wasn’t much you could do to prevent it either. 

Running away from your old town, your old life, with Beomgyu months ago had easily been the best decision of your life. Away from the constant headaches, the pain, the discomfort. Two broken souls in a beat up car driving until they found somewhere new to call home. That’s the life you two had now. But it wasn’t so bad. As long as you had each other, you got through alright. 

Beomgyu had left five minutes ago to buy whatever the cheapest hot meal was at the gas station. You were parked in the empty parking lot by the old laundromat, bundled up in one of Beomgyu’s old hoodies. You couldn’t run the heating in the car while you were parked, much as you would like to. Already tight on money as it was, you both knew how important it was to save gas. 

Your mind wandered as you looked out the window, headache pounding at your head as you shivered. You wondered what your mother would think of you if she saw you right now. How she would mock you for surviving off a twenty-year-old car and your old savings. You had worked hard to leave. Saved up as much money as possible from old part time jobs and bake sales. Although you had to give up luxuries like a warm bed, a functional kitchen, and the stability of a proper home, your current “homelessness” felt much more homely than your childhood house ever had. 

Beomgyu joked about it with you all the time. How your similar childhood experiences of abuse had led you here into each other’s arms. How it wasn’t quite so bad if it meant you could spend the rest of forever with each other. Perhaps the scars were just pathways to a better future.

A cough bubbled in your chest and you scrunched your eyes shut in frustration. You were tired of this stupid cold. You rasped out a few painful coughs before your throat cleared, burning and sore as always. You tucked your legs up to your chest, staring up at the pink sky. It was pretty as always, but the earlier the sunset, the more you anticipated how cold the night in the car would be. You could hardly enjoy the pretty clouds or colours thinking of how much you would have to rely on Beomgyu’s body warmth again that night.

“Ramen and painkillers for only fifteen thousand won,” Beomgyu grinned as he slid back into the drivers’ seat of the car, two steaming bowls of ramen in each hand. One spicy and one mild chicken flavour. A small packet of Advil was stuffed into his pocket as well. 

“Fifteen? How much of that was for the pills?” you asked a little on edge. What was not in your plan was to have your sickness burden down your expenses. It was already tight as it was.

“Ten thousand— But I won’t let you argue with me about this. I want you to feel better as quickly as possible,” Beomgyu said simply, placing the ramen on the dash of the car. 

“Beomgyu.”

“I said I’m not gonna argue. I already paid for them, so you’d better take them,” he reiterated a little more sternly, giving you a stubborn look which you had rarely seen directed at you. You sighed, recognizing a losing battle before it even started. Grabbing that packet out of his hands you pushed one small pill out of its casing and gulped it down with a little water. Beomgyu’s smile came back on his face as soon as you swallowed. 

“Now eat.” He grabbed a pair of chopsticks and scooped up a few noodles between them. Blowing on them softly, he held them out to you, carefully feeding you the warm broth-coated noodles. You hummed in thanks, grabbing the bowl from his hands and sipping more of the warm soup part.

It had been a while since you’d had a hot meal. Even if it was just instant ramen, it soothed your throat better than anything else had. Your headache was starting to subside thanks to the painkillers, and you were once again grateful for how attentively Beomgyu took care of you. He knew exactly what you needed without you even having to ask. 

The feeling was foreign. Of course, it had been years since you had first fallen in love with him. But having someone who truly cared still took adjusting to. You’d always had to beg your parents for basic things like clothes without holes in them and medicine for flu season. Years of being ignored and neglected made the switch hard to properly process. 

You hoped you could at least repay him with the same amount of love and attention that he showed you. Out of anyone you had ever met, Beomgyu certainly deserved it. 

After you both ate and cleaned up, driving around the deserted roads until you found a safe spot to park for the night, Beomgyu took out his grandpa’s old guitar and gave it a few strums. Adjusting the tuning of the old strings only took him a minute to do thanks to years of practice. He played almost every night. And on nights when he didn’t, he would still sing you to sleep while you were wrapped safely in his arms. 

The life you had chosen to live with Beomgyu certainly wasn’t easy, but every hour you spent in his company you felt your hope grow a little more. Some little voice inside your heart told you everything would work out. Because if you had Beomgyu by your side, what else did you need?

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(and when I say this it means I’m gonna do it so I shall return when I make another email again and the new account jc)

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hi there! :> could i possibly request cole brookstone dating headcannons or just hesdcannons in general? i love him so much 😕🫶

DATING HEADCANNONS — cole brookstone

genre(s). fluff pairing. cole brookstone x reader trigger warnings. none

a/n. first request, ty to this anon! hope you enjoy <3

navigation. masterlist request guidelines ninjago masterlist

baking and/or cooking with COLE would be such a chaotic yet hilarious mess, especially if you’re not good either (zane would have to supervise if that’s the case)

definitely overprotective of you, he will never EVER stand for anyone hurting you :(( he knows you can take care of yourself but he just wants to make sure you’re safe

literally gives THE BEST hugs, he’s like a teddy bear that you will refuse to let go of

he’s the type to eat your leftover pizza crusts (if you’re one to leave them)

he is SOSOSO the type to make spotify playlists about you <33

(more under the cut !)

literally piggy back rides you anywhere and everywhere; you weigh like a pile of feathers to him

his love language is definitely physical touch and quality time.

he’s always looking for ways to touch you, super clingy but keeps his distance if you need it <3

will hold your hand or keep an arm around your waist everywhere you go

leads you through a crowd with an hand on your back SGRHDJSJSJ

playing with his hair + cuddling will literally melt him :( he loves the feeling you touching his hair sm

loves to just be around you, your presence alone gives him comfort

nicknames for you are probably “cake” bc he loves cake and he loves you. perfect (at least for him). “sweetcheeks”, “darling”, and if you’re shorter than him “shortie”

will tease you time to time, he doesn’t mean it in a mean way, but it’s just a way to show his affection. of course, he would never do it if you weren’t comfortable.

karaoke dates omg >>>>>>>

will definitely chase the ninja out if they walk in, but cough nervously and wait if it’s Master Wu or Nya

his snoring doesn’t bother you much but sometimes it may get annoying

especially if you sweat easily (me), it’ll be SO hot when you’re under the blanket + he’s cuddling you while sleeping

you will have to very literally pry his arms off you in the morning or somehow convince him to let you go or else you’ll be stuck in bed the whole day

definitely helps you reach higher things like on shelves

overall, he’s such a gentleman and definitely THE best boyfriend

laughs in my school caught on fire today ✨

song is “In Bloom” in English I’LL TAKE JUNGWON THANK YOU 😋

tags: @aeriartt @stantxtforabetterlife @quimichi @iz-vera @valleyxdoodles @ji-mintcookie @jellyluv4eva + anyone<33

you’re starring in a movie with the last person saved in your camera roll and the last song you listened to is the title…who/what is it?

thank you so much for the tag @starry-eyed-wild-child @vi0l3tluvsu @strawb3rrystar love y’all !!

no pressure tags: @lisboncy @chaimilkshake @loveofcherry @lostreverb @taintandviolent @gingerteafairy @ticifics @merrydoe @r0rysreid + anyone who wants to join !!

May or may not start working on reqs again cuz I have a few in my inbox rn-

GRATEFUL FOR THE RECOGNITION BUT MY MOTIVATION CANNOT WITH ME

I’LL START ON THEM AS SOON AS I CAN THO 🫡🫡

WE GOT A JUNGWON COVER!!!! I AM NEVER LETTING YOU ENGENES MOVE ON FROM THIS REVOLUTIONARY DAY!!

YANG JUNGWONNN

If Friede is dead, I will jump the writers.

MARK MY FCKING WORDS.

this year truly was an insane year for ninjago fans. like wdym lloyd canonically has anxiety, cole and geo held hands onscreen, DRs2p2 in it's entirety got leaked, pixal is confirmed to be returning, both morro got confirmed to be returning and a live action movie got confirmed to be in the works on the same day DURING halloween & so on is actually crazy