may or may not be thinking of making a separate tumblr acc for my oc things because I NEED TO REVEAL THEM TO THE WORLD 🛐
(and when I say this it means I’m gonna do it so I shall return when I make another email again and the new account jc)
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omg this is so cute except I think this is like not rlly accurate buuuut also capybara >_<
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Fun little quiz
last song: wiege by vivinos/alien stage (HYULUKA RAYAHSJSJSDGHD) last book: dear martin by nic stone (I think) favorite color: uh.. green as long as it’s not those overwhelmingly bright or neon shades (mainly like sage green or minty green), but rn I’m leaning towards like cherry red or lavender last movie: oh uhhhh I genuinely don’t remember but I’ll just say that jjk movie about yuta last tv show: NINJAGO (dr)!!! (arjdhsjhd idc what people say I love my silly legos) sweet, savory, or spicy: honestly all of them, but I’d say spicy (although I have a deathly low tolerance for it :’) ) relationship status: the only people im dating are fictional beings and k-idols /j last google search: periodic table (i have a chem quiz tmrw…) looking forward to: APRIL CUS SPRING BREAK + NINJAGO DR S3 RELEASE 🙏🙏
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Last song: Cold Cold Man - Saint Motel
Last book: The Fixer - Lee Winter (lesbian rom-com situation, pretty good!)
Favorite color: purple & gray 💜🩶
Last movie: Roman Holiday (for the first time, loved it!)
Last tv show: Mysteries at the Museum (currently watching on my dads couch)
Sweet, savory, or spicy: sweet, always
Relationship status: hopelessly crushing 🥲
Last google search: what is a swimmers treadmill (someone won it on a game show I was watching with my dad lol)
Looking forward to: lots of little things (getting to work with my favorite coworker on Tuesday, my dad’s birthday this week, getting to see my stepsisters baby hopefully soon, nice weather, etc.)
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this is the funniest thing I’ve ever made you’re welcome jaymers
Chat,
think about it
i went skiing through a hailstorm. twice.
oh and my school went through hell and back (got flooded like multiple times but one was really severe and had to do an extra year of online classes because it took like over a year to fix it, gym caught on fire and it was literally a minor one but we had to walk all the way to our rec center and there was a helicopter and everything)
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it's so weird to me that everyone on this website is a human person outside of their weird internet niche so rb this with a random bit of your lore
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Leo probably: You're the best, Himbo.
something something parallels
♩ HEAL THE SOUL ( 최범규 )
genre sickfic , fluff , angst , beomgyu x fem!reader cw implied abusive parents for both beomgyu and reader , cold symptoms (cough/headache) , beomgyu and reader are homeless and ran away from home lol inspired by 0x1=lovesong and loser=lover , not proofread wc 1089 request yes note i swear this txt emo era needs to go away (or not and that just means more txt fics) net @kstrucknet @moadiarynet
You were sick. Nothing too serious, but something unpleasant enough to remind you to not take being healthy for granted. It was even worse now that you didn’t have a bed to sleep in, or warm food, or a shower. Beomgyu would have to drive another hour or two to the nearest public gym, and you really didn’t want to bother him enough for that just so you could ease your body with hot water.
Your head ached, though. And your throat felt a bit dry. You had coughing fits every hour or so, and not much appetite. But Beomgyu was paying close attention to you whenever he could, feeling your forehead for abnormal temperatures, and making sure you had enough layers to stay warm. It definitely wasn’t the most ideal time for you to fall ill, but there wasn’t much you could do to prevent it either.
Running away from your old town, your old life, with Beomgyu months ago had easily been the best decision of your life. Away from the constant headaches, the pain, the discomfort. Two broken souls in a beat up car driving until they found somewhere new to call home. That’s the life you two had now. But it wasn’t so bad. As long as you had each other, you got through alright.
Beomgyu had left five minutes ago to buy whatever the cheapest hot meal was at the gas station. You were parked in the empty parking lot by the old laundromat, bundled up in one of Beomgyu’s old hoodies. You couldn’t run the heating in the car while you were parked, much as you would like to. Already tight on money as it was, you both knew how important it was to save gas.
Your mind wandered as you looked out the window, headache pounding at your head as you shivered. You wondered what your mother would think of you if she saw you right now. How she would mock you for surviving off a twenty-year-old car and your old savings. You had worked hard to leave. Saved up as much money as possible from old part time jobs and bake sales. Although you had to give up luxuries like a warm bed, a functional kitchen, and the stability of a proper home, your current “homelessness” felt much more homely than your childhood house ever had.
Beomgyu joked about it with you all the time. How your similar childhood experiences of abuse had led you here into each other’s arms. How it wasn’t quite so bad if it meant you could spend the rest of forever with each other. Perhaps the scars were just pathways to a better future.
A cough bubbled in your chest and you scrunched your eyes shut in frustration. You were tired of this stupid cold. You rasped out a few painful coughs before your throat cleared, burning and sore as always. You tucked your legs up to your chest, staring up at the pink sky. It was pretty as always, but the earlier the sunset, the more you anticipated how cold the night in the car would be. You could hardly enjoy the pretty clouds or colours thinking of how much you would have to rely on Beomgyu’s body warmth again that night.
“Ramen and painkillers for only fifteen thousand won,” Beomgyu grinned as he slid back into the drivers’ seat of the car, two steaming bowls of ramen in each hand. One spicy and one mild chicken flavour. A small packet of Advil was stuffed into his pocket as well.
“Fifteen? How much of that was for the pills?” you asked a little on edge. What was not in your plan was to have your sickness burden down your expenses. It was already tight as it was.
“Ten thousand— But I won’t let you argue with me about this. I want you to feel better as quickly as possible,” Beomgyu said simply, placing the ramen on the dash of the car.
“Beomgyu.”
“I said I’m not gonna argue. I already paid for them, so you’d better take them,” he reiterated a little more sternly, giving you a stubborn look which you had rarely seen directed at you. You sighed, recognizing a losing battle before it even started. Grabbing that packet out of his hands you pushed one small pill out of its casing and gulped it down with a little water. Beomgyu’s smile came back on his face as soon as you swallowed.
“Now eat.” He grabbed a pair of chopsticks and scooped up a few noodles between them. Blowing on them softly, he held them out to you, carefully feeding you the warm broth-coated noodles. You hummed in thanks, grabbing the bowl from his hands and sipping more of the warm soup part.
It had been a while since you’d had a hot meal. Even if it was just instant ramen, it soothed your throat better than anything else had. Your headache was starting to subside thanks to the painkillers, and you were once again grateful for how attentively Beomgyu took care of you. He knew exactly what you needed without you even having to ask.
The feeling was foreign. Of course, it had been years since you had first fallen in love with him. But having someone who truly cared still took adjusting to. You’d always had to beg your parents for basic things like clothes without holes in them and medicine for flu season. Years of being ignored and neglected made the switch hard to properly process.
You hoped you could at least repay him with the same amount of love and attention that he showed you. Out of anyone you had ever met, Beomgyu certainly deserved it.
After you both ate and cleaned up, driving around the deserted roads until you found a safe spot to park for the night, Beomgyu took out his grandpa’s old guitar and gave it a few strums. Adjusting the tuning of the old strings only took him a minute to do thanks to years of practice. He played almost every night. And on nights when he didn’t, he would still sing you to sleep while you were wrapped safely in his arms.
The life you had chosen to live with Beomgyu certainly wasn’t easy, but every hour you spent in his company you felt your hope grow a little more. Some little voice inside your heart told you everything would work out. Because if you had Beomgyu by your side, what else did you need?
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WE GOT A JUNGWON COVER!!!! I AM NEVER LETTING YOU ENGENES MOVE ON FROM THIS REVOLUTIONARY DAY!!
YANG JUNGWONNN
Rb if you were/are a gifted kid I wanna see how many of us ended up here
REAL AAAJSJDJSJSKEKD
just watched riki’s guilty performance. how am i supposed to move on from this. #NEEDTHAT
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Hi! Can I request zane dating headcannons?
genre(s). fluff, comfort pairing. zane julien x reader trigger warnings. mentions of panicking
a/n. thanks for the req, anon! i didn’t have many ideas sadly, but i still hope you enjoy! <33
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this man is so gentle and sweet, it’ll melt your heart :’((
ZANE cherishes you sm and is willing to go out of his way for you
he will absolutely treat you like royalty
he’s so patient and understanding, and would never push you into telling him personal things unless you were comfortable
always would calm you down whenever you get mad or panic and will try to talk to you in the sweetest and calmest tone
“it’ll be alright, snowflake, breathe for me. you can figure it out, i know you can.”
worried about you constantly, especially if you’re clumsy or get hurt easily
(more under the cut !)
would always write you notes or send you texts in the morning and at night, he’s so thoughtful and always reminds you to take good care of yourself (fr sobbing rn)
you taught him emoticons like “:]”, “:)” “^^”, and etc, and he always uses “<3” at the end of every text he sends you to remind you how much he loves you
he can get a bit cold (and i mean literally) being a nindroid and master of ice so you’d always have a blanket over you two while cuddling (unless you prefer the cold)
he’s the one who confessed, but we all know the ninja have terrible advice, so let’s just say he was pretty embarrassed and had a meltdown
ends up saying his own feelings in the sweetest way possible GRHRJSJSJ
always kisses the back of your hand or your knuckles
stores a whole memory bank of just the two of you <3
he’d always help you out; love language would be quality time, acts of service, and/or compliments and praises
is always there to take care of you while you’re sick, makes soup and everything
you two absolutely adore playing in the snow together and he’d always try to make sure you’re bundled up so you’re not cold
he will literally do anything for you so you should too <33
hi there! :> could i possibly request cole brookstone dating headcannons or just hesdcannons in general? i love him so much 😕🫶
genre(s). fluff pairing. cole brookstone x reader trigger warnings. none
a/n. first request, ty to this anon! hope you enjoy <3
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baking and/or cooking with COLE would be such a chaotic yet hilarious mess, especially if you’re not good either (zane would have to supervise if that’s the case)
definitely overprotective of you, he will never EVER stand for anyone hurting you :(( he knows you can take care of yourself but he just wants to make sure you’re safe
literally gives THE BEST hugs, he’s like a teddy bear that you will refuse to let go of
he’s the type to eat your leftover pizza crusts (if you’re one to leave them)
he is SOSOSO the type to make spotify playlists about you <33
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literally piggy back rides you anywhere and everywhere; you weigh like a pile of feathers to him
his love language is definitely physical touch and quality time.
he’s always looking for ways to touch you, super clingy but keeps his distance if you need it <3
will hold your hand or keep an arm around your waist everywhere you go
leads you through a crowd with an hand on your back SGRHDJSJSJ
playing with his hair + cuddling will literally melt him :( he loves the feeling you touching his hair sm
loves to just be around you, your presence alone gives him comfort
nicknames for you are probably “cake” bc he loves cake and he loves you. perfect (at least for him). “sweetcheeks”, “darling”, and if you’re shorter than him “shortie”
will tease you time to time, he doesn’t mean it in a mean way, but it’s just a way to show his affection. of course, he would never do it if you weren’t comfortable.
karaoke dates omg >>>>>>>
will definitely chase the ninja out if they walk in, but cough nervously and wait if it’s Master Wu or Nya
his snoring doesn’t bother you much but sometimes it may get annoying
especially if you sweat easily (me), it’ll be SO hot when you’re under the blanket + he’s cuddling you while sleeping
you will have to very literally pry his arms off you in the morning or somehow convince him to let you go or else you’ll be stuck in bed the whole day
definitely helps you reach higher things like on shelves
overall, he’s such a gentleman and definitely THE best boyfriend
hey!! ( if your still taking requests) could we please have some Lloyd Ninjago dating headcannons? Ty!!
genre(s). fluff, angst(?), comfort pairing. lloyd garmadon x gn!reader trigger warnings. mentions of insomnia & anxiety
a/n. YESYESYES OFC I’M MAKING THIS ANON, I HAVE BEEN WAITINGGGG FOR SOMEONE TO REQ THIS (I usually have no motivation if ppl don’t ask for them) 🥹 I LOVE LLOYD SM ☹️ @rubies4dayz YOU ARE SO REAL FOR THAT, I READ EVERY LLOYD FIC I COULD FIND I SWEAR 😭 anyways, here you go! hope the two of you and anyone else reading enjoys!<33
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omg he’s the absolute cutest :((( (you can probably tell he’s basically my fav by now but i love them all, ANYWAYS)
i feel like LLOYD would be really shy and nervous at the beginning
would try really hard to make the relationship work out bc it’s his first time and he had no idea what he’s supposed to be doing
especially after harumi.. ahem.. happened, just give him some time to heal and figure out how a (hopefully) healthy relationship would go
would probably go to kai and/or jay about advice—even nya sometimes (please don’t trust kai with these things, lloyd sksjdjsjs)
would’ve had no idea he was in love with you until the ninjas pointed it out directly
(more under the cut !)
once he starts to get more comfortable with the relationship, he starts let out his more childish side
would absolutely prank you (as a joke obv) just for sillies :p it’s his love language in a way
COMIC STORE AND CANDY STORE DATESJSKJDKW >>>>>>>
would not be a pda or physical affection person in general, but my god he is definitely touch starved, PLEASE HUG HIM :’(( (not before i do/j)
he would be so nervous to initiate hugs or cuddles or anything, just let him know that he can if he wants to and that he doesn’t have to be so nervous ushauhajaijaoa
omg please take care of this poor baby :(( you will have to force him to get sleep (insomniac lloyd is so canon) or take a break
on the more serious side, i think he would rant/vent to you sometimes about stress and his anxiety :((((
back to fluff, he would 100% stare at you. not in a creepy way or anything but he’s just admiring you<33 would sososo have heart eyes for you
unconsciously cuddles you while sleeping, he’s such a cutie :((
first to wake up bc of training and yk
honestly think he would be a nose or cheek kisser (just based on a feeling)
oh yeah, and going back to his love language, he would be a more words of affirmation and/or acts of service type<333
guys i love him sm like i cannot, TREAT HIM WELL BECAUSE HE WILL ABSOLUTELY DO THE SAME!!
hello!
do you think you can do enemies to lovers head cannons for jake? i love him sm 😭😭 ty!
in which. you and sim jaeyun’s mutual hate turns out to be.. mutual pining
genre(s). fluff, enemies to lovers, angst (if you squint) pairing. sim jaeyun x reader trigger warnings. profanity, pet names
a/n. anon, are you stalking me?? i was actually going to make smth like this before you requested it- HOW’D YOU KNOW?? ahem, anyways, hope you enjoy! p.s. JAKEY IS SAUR CUTEESJAJA p.p.s. for the quotes, bold is jake and regular is you + ‘—‘ in italics are thoughts
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i feel like you guys would tease each other a lot— i think JAKE would definitely be a flirty ass tease
“stop calling me that.” “what, love?” “that.”
he is such a(n adorable) menace
he secretly enjoys seeing you get all worked up from his flirt- i mean teasing (which is kind of the main reason why he does it)
“you want to kiss me sooo baaad” “i’d rather kiss the floor”
the members are so tired and done just waiting for you two to kiss
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one time you and the members all went on a hiking trip, but they really just set you up and left you with jake
“if you don’t care, why are you holding my hand??” “so i can drag you down with me if we fall from this cliff.”
always gives you that adorable grin with his puppy eyes whenever he has the last word, leaving you to glare because you hate that you love it (as in the grin)
and then that incident happened. you kissed him (on accident apparently).
you and jake were having your daily bickering and teasing, until you started getting annoyed and kissed him to shut him up
jake literally started malfunctioning for a few seconds and both of you were processing what you just did
“.. why did you do that?” “.. why did you kiss back?” “i didn’t.” “..you did.”
then it was just this really awkward silence so you decided to run off out of embarrassment and confusion
‘why did i like that??’
you’d start ignoring and avoiding him at all costs and was scared that he now hates you more once you realized you liked him
jake would get really upset by you until he one day just drags you away to somewhere with no people
and then he would kiss you
after you two start dating, your interactions would probably be the same but less harsh and more out of love<33
he would be so clingy and WILL NOT let you go once you’re in his arms
he is still a literal menace (would ruffle and mess up your hair, etc.)
all in all, he would just be super teasing and annoying but you still love him
allur :] can i request some ninjago jay x gn reader dating headcanons! ur writing is beautiful btw 💕
genre(s). fluff, comfort pairing. jay walker x gn!reader trigger warnings. none
a/n. if my writing is beautiful, yours are MASTERPIECES 🥹<33 so sorry for the request delay btw !! :((
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honestly.. dating JAY would be a hot mess
we all know he’s just a lil crackhead; so, of course, he would make jokes and try to get you to laugh/smile if he notices you’re feeling down or are sick
loves it when you laugh or smile, it’s the main reason for his extra silliness in front of you
may get annoying sometimes, but he loves you a lot<33
on the serious note, he’d tone down the joking if you’re seriously not feeling it
before dating, he was a nervous wreck and tried to act cool whenever you walked into the room (it failed miserably btw)
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would 100% try to impress you with literally anything!!
tackles you every time you see him again after a long time
yaps. like.. a lot. you’d probably listen to him yap hours on end about the latest starfarer comic 😭
love language would probably be words of affirmation(?) and physical affection
cuz he would honestly be pretty good at comforting or raising your self-esteem (*cough* that jaya scene during seabound while they’re in the big ahh submarine and he’s eating sushi or sum *cough*)
“what are you talking about?? you’re doing great, y/n, you always have.” AAAAAHH ☹️
i feel like he would drag you everywhere honestly LMAO; the store, while doing chores, watching him train, etc.
would def be the type to swing your arm while holding hands
clings onto you everywhere; you have to DRAG him if you need to go eat or have him train in the middle of a cuddle session
i feel like you’d have to pry his hands off of you if you need to go to the bathroom or sum… he’ll become pouty and sulky (if you’re even able to use the bathroom, he’ll def be standing outside patiently until you’re done)
“y/nnnn, are you done yet? :((”
he may seem clingy and annoying, but makes sure you’re having fun around him<333
I’ve been so busy recently like it’s not even a joke… I’m gonna try to clear out my requests whenever I can !!<33 😓😓
+ might make a new, more solid theme for this blog
my poor baby 🙁☹️ soobin, get better for us 🥺
literally 😭
the writers won't let garmadon and lloyd have a good relationship because if they do then all the villains are gonna have to deal with this 8'4 overprotective undead oni demigod coming to kill them because they looked at lloyd funny /hj
the way I completely ignore my requests and just use the small amount of motivation I have to write whatever I wanted instead of the requests 😞
GUYS I SWEAR I’M NOT DOING THEM
in all seriousness though, I’m pretty busy these days CRI