This is so true. I'm in my early twenties and all of my friends are moving away with different jobs and they are making new friends, I'm on a different job where I'm constantly feeling I'm not being able to connect with other people or myself properly. And when I reach out to them, they are busy (I'm not blaming them and absolutely in this pandemic no one have to take the responsibility of other people's struggles) but I'm just trying to reach out to them for casual conversation to know about their life, how they are coping with changes, is everything okay or not but they are kind of ignoring me. It hurts a lot to feel like unwanted. Its feels like there's no value to that friendship anymore.
I talked to my mum the other day, and she told me that when you’re in your 20’s, you feel everyone is better than you. You feel that everyone is smarter, they are better, they are doing more, they got it all handled. And then she told me, that as you get older, you learn that it was not true, it was never true. Everyone is not better than you. Everyone isn’t doing more than you, everyone isn’t smarter and everyone do not have it all handled. Now, I hope I get that into my head some day soon. And until then, I’m gonna work on that and talk about it, cause I’m not alone in feeling this. I hope we all learn this, no matter if you are in your 20’s, or younger or older. Don’t sell yourself short.
Villain and violent, infant and innocent, Baby both arms cradle you now
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Recently finished the Poppy War Trilogy and safe to say it’s totally wrecked me :,) unfortunately I can’t find a lot of content around it so ig I’ll just have to make my own.
This is my first render of Nezha and Rin + first attempt in a long time at heavy lineart so pls forgive any wonkiness, i definitely want to draw them a whole lot both to fill the Rinzha shaped hole in my heart but also to get their designs down better
Lucemond Textposts: AO3 Tag Edition
every now and then i look back on this GIF i have of nalu during tartaros arc and cry about how this particular scene alone solidifies the beauty of their relationship (natsu holding lucy's hand gently in the face of chaos and panic did wonders to my heart)
The way that video casually showed Daemon's fixation on young Rhaenyra and the parallel with Aemond's fixation on Luke>>> love it.
Also, merry Christmas and good morning, everyone!
“Black’s gaunt face broke into the first true smile Harry had seen upon it. The difference it made was startling, as though a person ten years younger were shining through the starved mask; for a moment, he was recognizable as the man who had laughed at Harry’s parents’ wedding.”
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This is another one of my favorite parts of Prisoner of Azkaban, especially the description of Sirius’ smile. Every time I cry my eyes out!😭
man. the secret history has become so synonymous with dark academia that when u look through the tag its just knit sweaters and latte art. like please show me a text post about how fucking unhinged richard was for staying in a room with a Literal hole in the wall during the dead of winter and almost dying of hypothermia.
THINKING ABOUT HER
I hate it here so I will go to lunar valleys in my mind
t.s. + the motif of space
in my richard papen era (failing academics, falling out with friends, living for the pretentious aesthetics of it all)
Sad girl autumn era?
No, it's maroon at midnights era.
Track 2: Red ( Red Taylor's version)
Track 2: Maroon ( Midnights)