I Just Realized That I Am In Fact Stupid..

just a peek of what's to come...

if you couldn't tell.. i have only smoked once in my life (and greened out immediately) but i am trying my best!! it'll probably be out in the next day or too!! <33

I wouldd love to read about art x Patrick’s twin sister headcanons. Like them pining over each other or like getting caught by Patrick🙏🙏

omg yes you can i love this idea <33

-i definitely think art feels guilty for pining after you at first, because he feels like it might ruin his friendship with patrick, but he also feels guilty because you remind him so much of patrick, and maybe it's a way for him to live out his childish fantasies of being more than friends with him...

-whatever the reason.. hes been around you forever, always coming to family dinners and sports events and vacations, he felt bad when patrick would tease you and pull your hair, he would always tell patrick to stop, trying to distract him with a game or something else to take the heat off of you..

-the first time he kissed you was (in his mind) perfect, he was on vacation with your family as usual, enjoying his time with patrick and you at your families beach house.. it was the last night of vacation and the whole time art was hyping himself up to finally confess how he felt for you. eventually patrick left the two of you alone so he could sneak some cigarettes from arts parents. you and art were sitting on a couple of beach chairs, watching the embers of the campfire die down.. art swears his heart is in his throat as he inches his fingers close to yours, hoping you don't completely reject him like he worries about in all his morbid fantasies.. at the first touch of his pinky to yours your head snaps towards him, and he thanks all the gods above that you make the first move, leaning towards him and pressing your lips on his and he swears he sees fireworks when he closes his eyes, it's everything he wanted and more..

-from then on it's all holding hands under the dinner table (patrick wonders why art wants to sit next to you but doesn't say anything), stealing glances at you on long car rides and showing off at his tennis matches, looking at you in the crowd..

-art is truly the best thing that ever happened to you, of course you both decided it was best for patrick not to know about it yet, but art finds a way around that, every time you look at your phone there's a new message from him, asking you how your day went, complimenting your outfit and such, as for when you're gonna tell patrick about art... well you'll cross that bridge when you get to it <3

OMGGGG y'all santa came early this year... this is so exciting im getting all jittery just thinking about it!!!!

up next…

Could u write some Patrick angst where you guys are in a solid relationship but Patrick tries to breakup w reader bc he’s never been in a genuine relationship so his own insecurities take over? Happy ending tho if possible🥹

yes i can <333 sorry this is long and it kind of takes a while to get to the point i hope you like it anyway 😭

- as long as you've known patrick he's been known as a "playboy", previous room mates attesting to the fact that a new girl was leaving his room every night. patrick didn't know what he was looking for, there were no common links between his flings and he didn't care, he would buy them a drink and nod at their stories before he invited them back to his room, sending them on their way once he got what he wanted.

- you met patrick through a mutual friend in college, you didn't see too much of him because he was always late to class or never even showed up. of course, his grades started to slip and his parents noticed, immediately looking for a tutor for him and settling on you, since you were "friends". as it turns out it's pretty hard to contact someone who doesn't even have contact names for people, just " brunette from bar" and "chick from biology". you finally got a hold of him and told him the arrangement, he didn't like it (to be expected) but his parents threatened to not support his dreams of becoming a tennis star if he didn't get good grades, so he settled.

- outside of his frequent escapades, patrick was a nice person, he actually did listen and ask questions the whole time you were explaining problems to him. once he actually get to know you a little bit (simple things like how you always complain about being thirsty but never bring a drink, or only use pens and never pencils, not caring if it's more trouble when you make a mistake), he respects you and your time more and doesn't skip lessons as much and actually does his homework.

- once you become friends on a bit of a deeper level, not just tutor and student, he talks to you about tennis, eventually inviting you to come watch him play. usually he's playing doubles with art, but you personally prefer the days when he's playing solo, you really get to focus on his talent and passion for the game that way. and patrick comes to look forward to seeing you in the stands at his games, art makes fun of him and pushes his shoulder whenever patrick gets distracted. he notices a weird feeling in his stomach when he does find a moment to look at you, smiling at how you're biting your nails and leaning forward on your seat.

- that night, patrick invites you to come to his victory party, he reasons that you helped him archive this victory by bringing peace to his academic life so of course you should come. you spend the night sipping on a drink in the corner of the room, given you only knew patrick and art, who were surrounded by admiring friends and family. just when you were picking up your coat and keys to leave, patrick was able to escape his fans and come over to you, his brows furrowing as he sees you're about to leave. "what do you think you're doing?" he asks, "you haven't even said hi tonight", if you were looking closer it would almost seem like he's pouting. you explains that you're tired, you don't really know anyone and honestly you'd rather just be in bed. "well lemme walk you to your car then yeah?", he helps you to put your coat on, ushering you out the door into the quiet street, ignoring your argument that it's really not necessary, fighting back with "a pretty girl like you shouldn't be walking alone late at night" and that shuts you up as you walk next to patrick, neither of you saying anything. it's a comfortable silence though, and you think back on your time with patrick and realize you've never really felt uncomfortable with him.

- once you get to your car safely you lean against your car to continue talking to him, thanking him thoroughly for walking you to your car, even though he had to leave his own party. maybe it was the glasses of champagne you had at the party or the way his skin glowed in the moonlight but you leaned in and kissed his cheek as an act of thanks. as you opened your car door to leave patrick did something he's never done to a girl, he made the first move, cupping your face in his hands and kissing you. he didn't know what it meant for your relationship but he didn't care in the moment, all he knew was how soft your lips felt against his. when he pulled away it was clear you were both quite awkward, so he gets you into your car and told you he'd text you the next day. and another first, he actually did text you the next day.

- from then on your relationship blossomed, for how experienced patrick was, he wasn't experienced in the more romantic aspects of a relationship, but just like you taught him chemical symbols and equations, you taught him how to have an actual healthy relationship. but still, patrick feels like he should know all these things already, you shouldn't have to ask for flowers or ask to go on a romantic date, you should be with someone who knows how to treat you right. about 4 months into your relationship he couldn't stop himself from thinking this way, knocking on your door right after practice and praying you'd answer. when you do, he makes you sit down on your bed and explains the whole ordeal, ending it with "you deserve someone better than me, that can treat you better.. we have to break up". you're immediately confused, the reason that he wants to break up is so stupid you feel like you need to slap him. you don't, of course but you certainly give him a firm talking to, reminding him of all the things you love about him and he feels like crying, his head falling into your lap as he holds your hand. he'd never imagined being in a relationship like this, and he promises to make you feel as lucky as you make him feel everyday <33

people who bought the challengers vinyl.. i am so jealous of you 😭😭 please do an unboxing or something cuz i wanna live vicariously through you 💔

Inexperienced art is definitely popping a boner at the bar bc of how your lips wrap around a beer bottle

you sucked his cock one time and now he’s in heat for you. can’t focus on anything when you’re with him because he’s staring at your lips and your hands and your body. going out with some of his friends and he doesn’t pay attention to a word they’re saying to the point where they have to snap to get his attention because you’re taking a swig from a beer and your lips are taut around the opening, your tongue poking inside for just a second. a tiny whimper escapes him and he gets so fucking hard that he has to excuse himself to go to the bathroom. as soon as he’s out of earshot one of his friends turns to you.

“jesus he’s so fucking in love with you.”

day 27: bondage <3

authors note: these next couple days will just be headcanons sadly.. maybe tmi but im currently prepping for a colonoscopy so.. not feeling great and haven't eaten in about 12+ hours 😭

i actually really think that art likes to be tied up, but he has to learn to like it. at first, it made him feel a little panicky because he couldn't move or touch you like he wants to, and it's harder to soothe himself. you have to do it a couple times when you're not having sex in order to get him used to the feeling and learn how to still communicate with you while being tied up <3

once art gets more comfortable, he finds that getting tied up makes his thoughts almost disappear, a stark difference between his usual thoughts that run wild 24/7 <3

art also really enjoys watching you tie him up, the way your fingers skillfully knot the rope and maneuver it into patterns that keep his hands behind his back or his legs spread. he could watch you work on the knots for hours, the way your eyebrows furrow and you bite your lip in concentration only makes his dick harder <3

art gets so much more sensitive when he's tied up as well, even a slight brush of your fingers on his skin will make him shiver, and precum to drool out of him <3

i headcanon that art has really sensitive skin, so you have to buy silk or velvet ropes to make sure he doesn't get rashes :( one of the things art loves most about being tied up is the aftercare he gets, he loves the way you massage and rub lotion over the red marks left by the rope <3

god why is writing continuously so hard... like im literally manipulating myself to write right now 😭😭 but i gotta do what i gotta do.. cowboy! art x virgin! fem! reader shall be out tomorrow <33

need to have relationship with patrick and art thats centered around ART instead of centered around me (the reader) like ik we're all little horny freaks who want patrick and art to fight over us but.. what about fighting with patrick over art..? just food for thot :)

hey y'all!!! sadly i have to announce that the "loverboy" fic with art is gonna have to be postponed, im currently studying for a healthcare competition and preparing music for a solo/ensemble competition and i just don't have any time to work on it this week 💔 i do have some more simple asks in my inbox so ill definitely get to those, but sadly no long fic until my life calms down a bit <3 thank y'all for understanding