My Thoughts Are Flooded With This Man Tonight GOD 🎀🎀💘💘

i am with my acrylic nails and bed made where is my man?

The thought of a bed,his back and acrylic nails is what keeps me mentally stable at work

Half of Nik's crew are women.

This says some important things about his character, I think. These are strong, able, intelligent women. They wouldn't put up with bullshit; they have chosen to work for Nik for a reason. He's dangerous, brilliant, truly fuckin' terrifying, but he's genuine and respectful.

Sure, he knows how to remove a man's heart through his arsehole while they're still alive, but he also stocks sanitary products in his Heli, ensures dignity and respect at all times but without it being overbearing and chivalrous "because they're women". He treats and pays them as equals. He's a boss with high expectations of them and himself.

I dunno. It's just... when a man like Nikolai, moving in the circles he does, chooses these soldiers and earns their respect (because they could work for anyone)? It's important.

18+ mdni

that reality check hitting after reading smut

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Fyodor Dostoyevsky // Alanis Morissette

My mind is stuck on Nikolai's chain necklace.

The way it drives him absolutely feral when you grab it. When you're talking to him and get uncomfortable with eye contact, the way your fingers gently move it around, making sure the clasp is in the back. When you're curled up against him and absentmindedly tug on it to focus. And even when it's his fault that you're gripping it to stay grounded, his hips rough against yours as your eyes threaten to roll back.

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She is me, I am her