when you grew up as a lonely uncool girl it will never stop haunting you by the way. you will meet a cool person at a bar or the train station or at a friend's party and you can wear your most stylish outfit and striking eye makeup and you will swear that they can see through all of the facade and see the lonely terribly insecure teenage girl you used to be who desperately wanted to connect and you will swear that they know that there is like an insurmountable gap between you. this will happen forever
nothing is awkward or cheesy if you dont give a fuck. im on this earth to have a good time not to be seen as cool
always vaguely feeling like im in trouble for something but idk what
daydreaming isn’t enough i need it to happen to me in real life
I like drawing stuff so if you want me to draw you something then ask :)
i hit rock bottom like every 5 hours
Hello I haven’t posted in a while but I’ve been posting on my Instagram so if you wanna see my photography (and my face lmao) more often then follow me on there I’d really appreciate it @ swamp_rat04
I’ll try to post here more often, but for now, the highlights of my Instagram plus some moodboards I’ve made
Some Billie Eilish ones I’ve done :)
rb to have a super gay 2023