We fall astray when we deny nature. 74. Living on a small island in the Philippines.
284 posts
Uncomfortably human
ballpoint pen and alcohol
Calbayog City 2024
Self-concious raw desire is uncomfortably human - Anon
Sean, my 8yo son, told me this is the worst drawing I have ever done.
He might be right, but what does that meaǹˆ?
Estas Tonne - Message from the stars
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Zero 7 - Home
I did the pen drawing last night before dinner and the pencil drawing this morning in bed.
Next comes pancakes.
Saturday night
ballpoint pen
Calbayog City 2024
Sunday morning
pencil drawing
Calbayog City 2024
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ballpoint pen and alcohol
Calbayog City 2024
"If, we become naked* Yoko Ono
ballpoint pen and pencil
Calbayog City 2024
Hope Sandoval and the Warm Intentions
Lose Me On the Way
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Zero 7 - Morning song
ballpoint pen and alcohol
Calbayog City 2024
"Endings, to be useful, must be inconclusive" - Samual R. Delany
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Life - Frozen Silence
ballpoint pen and watercolor
Calbayog City 2024
"You are an aperture through which the universe is looking at and exploring itself." - Alan Watts
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black sharpie on bond paper
San Francisco 2003
I spent Christmas 2003 with some friends in San Francisco. They lived in this big two-hundred-year-old house that sat on the prison grounds of San Quentin penitentiary. It's a long story actually but what I remember most was the bed. The guest room of the house had this large old four posted wooden bed frame with the softest thickest most wonderful mattress I have ever slept on in my entire life. I will never forget the moment when I laid down and sank into the loving folds of that luxurious mattress. I felt embraced by softness, and I fell asleep as if floating on a cloud.
When I awoke the next morning I was amazed at the time. I had slept through the entire night without waking up once. I felt wonderfully refreshed.
After breakfast I sat down with my sharpie and drew both of these drawings in a single sitting.
black sharpie on bond paper
San Francisco 2003
Zero 7 - Give it away
ballpoint pen and watercolor
Calbayog City 2024
"An intelligent man is sometimes forced to be drunk to deal with his fools." Ernest Hemingway
But what about the sober man?
The sober man
ballpoint pen and watercolor
Calbayog City 2024
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Bonfires of joy
ballpoint pen
Corvallis OR 1971
The university was about an hour drive from the Oregon coast. On weekends ends we would pile into our friend's van and drive through the mountain forest to the beach. When sunset came we would light huge bonfires of driftwood logs and eat bread and drink red wine and dance with joy.
Hippy days, long gone, but still here.
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Finals week
Bic ballpoint pen
Corvallis OR 1971
Some very old drawings. My freshman year in college. I didn't learn much calculus tbh.
Study?
Bic ballpoint pen
Corvallis OR 1971
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Kitten invasion
watercolor and ballpoint pen
Calbayog City 2024
The kitten invasion continues. My wife set out a box of kitty litter and our new kittens have taken up residence. There's three of them. All greys with blue eyes. Our home is jumping with kitten energy.
Momma cat, a quiet calico I've known for a while, comes by periodically to check up on them.
Momma Cat
Last night I found out that they're all crazy for cooked shrimp. We have tnat in common.
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Newly arrived kittens
watercolor and ballpointpen
Calbayog City 2024
Our neighbor's cat recently had a litter of kittens, and being as our neighbor can't afford to buy cat food, our house has now been invaded by five hungry kittens. The kitten energy is infectious.
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if you look
black sharpie
Miami 2010
If you look closely at the edge of a black hole it becomes obvious that the entire universe is made of little tiny things.
black sharpie on manila paper
Miami 2010
Steve's mother
Ballpoint pen and red pencil
Calbayog City 2024
This drawing... I don't know.
But first off, I'm not Steve.
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Lost in time
black sharpie on paper
Los Angeles 2013
I think this was the last Sierpinski drawings I did. I really enjoyed making these drawings. The sierpinski triangle is a drawing technique that one, or at least that I, can become utterly lost in. Hours can go by with no other thought than "draw."
So lovely.
Like a good drug.
I should do another one.
Chet Baker - Almost blue
This song kills me.
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Tinariwen - Tinwaywen
pencil drawing on paper
Calbayog City 2024
I have a big soft spot in my heart for North African music. The energy and the simplicity are cogent reminders to all artist.
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e duobus unum
ballpoint pen and pencil
Calbayog City 2024
Sometimes I'm like, fuck it, let's draw.
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The curious snail
ball point pen on paper
Los Angeles 2014
I like this drawing. If I was the snail I would like this drawing too.
Unwanted memories
watercolor and watercolorpencil
Calbayog City 2024
This painting is pretty brutal I know. It's coming from someplace.
The thing about watercolor is that when you apply the paint, magic happens.
Deep in our being we are spirits.
Our spirits follow magic beyond our control.
Cigarettes after sex - John Wayne
watercolor and watercolorpencil
Calbayog City 2024
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Estas Tonne - Internal Flight
pencil and watercolor on paper
Calbayog City 2024
New piece. Today.
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Beautiful things
Black sharpie on beige paper
Rosemead 2012
"Dream pretty dreams of beautiful things,
let all the skies surround you.
Swim with the swans and believe that upon
some glorious dawn love will find you"
Townes van Zandt
This drawing just came out of nowhere. Like a mystical gift, one day it just happened.
black pen & colored pencils, los angeles, 2013
Lines go where they want to. That's life.
There is no such thing as an incorrect line until another line is drawn next to it.
Colors, on the other hand, are like flavors.
Alpha Blonde - Jerusalem
black pen & colored pencils, los angeles, 2015
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Time is static
pen and pencil
Hollywood 2019
Bring me home
colored pencil and pen on paper
Los Angeles 2018
colored pencil and ballpoint pen
Los Angeles 2018
I must have drawn fifteen variations of this drawing. I don't know why. Most of them I drew during down time at work. I liked the image. I still do. It gives me hope for the future. Again, I don't know why.
Maybe I'll draw another.
colored pencil and sharpie
Hollywood 2018
black sharpie
Hollywood 2018
Bring me home - Sade
felt tip pen on cardboard
Alhambra 1988
I drew this at a party one night in 1988. There was a pen and a piece of cardboard on a table so I sat down and drew this, with everyone partying around me. It's filled with nervous energy because I was.
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Time is fractal
black sharpie and colored pencil
Rosemead 2010
Sometime around 2009 I learned how to draw a Sierpinski triangle. And then I spent the next couple of years obsessed. I mean days on end obsessed.
Chatress Seba - Om Shanti Om
black sharpie on board
Rosemead 2011
Self portrait 1979
pencil drawing on paper
Santa Barbara, USA
Self portraits. 1979 and 2024
So it goes.
Self portrait 2024
pencil drawing on paper
Calbayog City, Philippines
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Flowers for Jasmine
black sharpie and crayon
Westwood 1988
I started out long before I began...
The thing about this particular pattern is that I never really figured out what I was doing. I just drew, and the pieces just fit.
... actually, I never really even began...
This one I added color. I had some old crayons lying around and, it turned out nicely.
... things just somehow fit together.
Amber Leigh Irish - Yellow
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Eye candy
black sharpie
Culver City 1989
When I realized that I could draw nothing and have it be something, my world changed.
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Nature & Humanity
pencil on watercolor paper
Calbayog City 2024
In the Philippines, the real law of the land is the law of nature. With no safty net.
In the Philippines, everywhere women are suckling babies. The streets are filled with children laughing and dancing in play. But there are no old people.
Smiles and machetes.
I exist here as if in a dream. As if in a bubble. Looking out but never touching.
Calbayog City 2024
Cigarettes after sex
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Lather - Jefferson Airplane
Black sharpie on paper
Hollywood 2018
I have this idea for a science fiction story.
In the story during an unborn child's nine months in the womb, the child's entire life is slowly played out for them like in a movie so that by the time they are born they know everything that is going happen to them in their life.
In the story then when the mother is about to give birth, the unborn child faces the opening cervix and looks out to their inevitable future with dread.
Being born then wipes away all memory of this.
But each person then leads their lives with the uneasy feeling that everything is a forgone conclusion.
Second thoughts
Black sharpie on paper
Hollywood 2018
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I just want to say thank you. Your art offers a different perspective. I haven't had very much energy lately, but scrolling through tumblr and seeing your latest piece. I don't know what to say. Just a small glimpse and I was obsessed. It reminded me of the fact that everything large achievement is composed of a multitude of small goals. Art can change the direction of the world, and yours shifted my course a little.
Wow, thank you anonymous, you just made my day. - Patrick
Imaginary can
Ballpointpen & alcohol in my moleskine
Los Angeles 2018