Enigmatic Smiles Are Often The Coldest.

i'm gonna be delusional and say he thought of me like this. (only sees me as a friend 😔)

MY HUSBAND

Lord of the Mysteries - The Seer Pathway

when the side story is so tragic, you're bawling—but you can't look away because the art is so breathtaking. (⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠෴⁠ ⁠༎ຶ⁠)

"Even now, I still love you. I've loved you for so long, and emotions built over such a long time... Don't go out in an instant like a candle."

'At least pretend to be sorry. That way, I'll resent you a bit less.'

'How long must i have to suffer and yearn for you in the name of love?'

— Secret lady, side story.

POWDER // JINX

this hadith is mainly about kindness, the aspect of forgiveness is one that i struggle to do.

it's always hard for me to forgive those who wronged me. in my case, i always thought it is much better to return the pain they inflicted upon me, if not, a thousand times worse.

those were my thoughts back then.

while still incredibly hard to do, small improvements is better to none.

how do i do it? simple. remind myself to forgive others, as many times just as how i want Allah to forgive me. that i am just like them, a sinner, who has fallen short—worthy of receiving Their forgiveness.

i could give more hadiths about it, to showcase the words that inspired me. but i never write this long for a reblog, so that's that. limit reached lol (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

Why do you forgive easily?

Prophet Muhammad said:

"Whoever is easy-going, easy to deal with, and kind-hearted, Allah will forbid the Fire for him."

[Sahih al-Jamih no. 6484]

"اللهم سندًا صالحًا تقيًّا نقيًّا لا يملُّ ولا يَميل"🤍

“O Allah, grant me a righteous, pious, and pure support—one who neither tires nor wavers.”

Resident Evil Remake (Capcom, 2002) Spencer Mansion

literally me in a nutshell

I fuckin get it girl