What If I Want Something But Not THAT Bad But Because I Don't Deeply Desire It I Have Hard Time Persisting....i

everything is you. when you react to the 3d, you are actually reacting to imagination/consciousness.

This is my very successful success story (lol)

disclaimer: please learn from me and do not do as i do

Basically about a week ago, i downloaded tinder and decided to catfish everyone and put pictures of gracie mckenna (PLEASE DO NO DDO THS)

I ended up finding the loml(not really tho 😭) but it was not me. So basically I started persisting a lot because he wanted to take me out ice skating this friday.

I ended up getting banned from tinder 💀 and well i didnt have his snap or insta because i was impersonating. anyways, I ended up manifesting my entire dream life and acted as if i just deleted tinder and that I always had him on snap and insta and we had been chatting on there. like i had picture of him and i saved on snapchat, my username on insta and snapchat changed to my desired name, i have a very aesthetic instagram page with posts of me with my desired appearance dating back all the way to 2022 even though I had never even posted before.

I'll admit, when I got banned I was VERY upset because he was VERY hot but then i persisted because circumstances do not matter.

SO yeah. Im going on a date with him lol

the end. this is very messy so if you want a more in depth post lmk. Ive just been very busy lately and wanted to get this out

AT YOUR COMMAND

"When a man is hungry, without thinking, he automatically desires food. When imprisoned, he automatically desires freedom and so forth. Your desires contain within themselves the plan of self-expression. So leave all judgments out of the picture and rise in consciousness to the level of your desire and make yourself one with it by claiming it to be so now. For, “My grace is sufficient for thee. My strength is made perfect in weakness.”

Have faith in this unseen claim until the conviction is born within you that it is so. Your confidence in this claim will pay great rewards. Just a little while and he, the thing desired, will come. But without faith it is impossible to realize anything. Through faith the worlds were framed because “faith is the substance of the thing hoped for, the evidence of the thing not yet seen.”

Don’t be anxious or concerned as to results. They will follow just as surely as day follows night. Look upon your desires — all of them — as the spoken words of God, and every word or desire a promise. The reason most of us fail to realize our desires is because we are constantly conditioning them. Do not condition your desire. Just accept it as it comes to you. Give thanks for it to the point that you are grateful for having already received it; then go about your way in peace.

Such acceptance of your desire is like dropping seed — fertile seed — into prepared soil. For when you can drop the thing desired in consciousness, confident that it shall appear, you have done all that is expected to you. But to be worried or concerned about the HOW of your desire maturing is to hold these fertile seeds in a mental grasp, and therefore, never to have dropped them in the soil of confidence.

The reason men condition their desires is because they constantly judge after the appearance of being and see the ‘things’ as real, forgetting that the only reality is the consciousness backing them. To see ‘things’ as real is to deny that all things are possible to God. The man who is imprisoned and sees his four walls as real is automatically denying the urge or promise of God within him of freedom."

Hello, how can i deal with the 3d when i am a college student manifesting a new dream life where i am not college student.. like i am manifesting a completely new life for myself and it is weird when i have to deal with shitty courses that i absolutely loathe. Everyday i have to wake up and think about uni, homework, exams.. which i hate so much and led me many times to be extremely desperate and miserable trying to manifest my dream life.

another thing, i understand that i have my desires right now in my imagination and that time does not matter; yet i find myself hating the idea that i do not know when my desires will be reflected into the 3d. I remember reading a neville’s quote that goes like this:

"If you reach the point of relief, your bread has been cast upon the water to return, perhaps in the matter of an hour. I have had the phone ring – minutes after I have imagined it – to hear confirmation that it has happened. Sometimes it has taken days, weeks, or months; but I do not repeat the action once I have done it and felt the feeling of relief, for I know there is nothing more I need to do." - Neville

and i was like.. jesus fucking christ, months? I cant wait for months for it be reflected. Like i just cannot. Did you ever have this fear whenever you read neville talking about time?

i do not know if i articulated my ask well, but i hope i get a satisfying response. Thank you so much aphrodite

do what you have to do in the 3d. don't be reckless(like me). but FULFILL your desire in imagination and IDENTIFY yourself with the inner you. when you persist in this, your feeling(not emotion!) will completely change and you having to go to school and do homework won't bother you. the only reason who hate your current circumstances is that you're in that state. once you change your state, your reaction to your 3d will change, and the way you view your current 3d will change. because your states dictate everything.

it doesn't take long to see results in the 3d. the shortest one that took me that i manifested that i consider quite big was overnight. like it really doesn't take long and almost scary how fast the 3d can change when you can really really focus on changing your inner self. neville didn't mean it'll take months. what he meant is he truly doesn't care if it takes a day or a week or a month. all that mattered to him was changing his state. plus, i believe he was referring to desires he considered less "significant"? like neville would always imagine for other people and he did that for multiple people so it was always something like someone would come to neville for help with their problems and neville would imagine them doing well in their life and then just kind of forget about them cause neville has his own life and then a few months later he would hear from them that they're doing great in their life or something like that. that's what he meant by it may take months. i promise it doesn't take months😭don't worry about it, you have my word. just focus on being in your desired state. focus within. your goal isn't to see a change on the outside but to see a change within.

for neville's own desires, it never took him long. like it took him overnight to get out of Barbados, took 9 days to get out of the army, took 2-3 days to get money back from his old friend, and took 1 week to get a divorce.

How does one fall in love with their imagination?

by giving yourself the freedom to imagine and feel what you love. by understanding that imagination is your own personal reality and if you want to fall in love with your imagination, no one and nothing has the power to stop you, only you do.

ask yourself "what do i want to be?" "what would I love to be?" "what would I love to imagine and feel?" but ask yourself as the inner self, not as the outer self. and answer shamelessly and honestly and do it in imagination.

in imagination, do what you want to do not what you think you have to do in order to manifest.

gently yield to it and fall in love with it. never force anything! abandon yourself to something you'd really love to be. it's complete abandonment to a point where the 3d doesn't bother you because you're so in love with the feeling.

"my god my god what have you forsaken me?" -matthew 24:46

Hello aphrodite!! i really love your blog and every word you utter, quite literally!! Like everything you say is so meaningful and makes so much sense, at least to me 💗💗

I have a question for you, so for me i don't worry about the 3d at all like i know as soon as i change the feeling of i, the 3d will reflect without doubt but what i do have problem with is that i am scared that i might not be able to change the feeling of i before my exam results and honestly i don't know how to change the feeling of i, what do you think i should do??

"i am scared that i might not be able to change the feeling of i before my exam results" who is creating this fear? who's the creator of this fear? if there is a creator of this fear and this fear is a creation, then that must mean the creator is infinitely greater than this fear since the creation can't even exist without the creator.

in your own imagination, you're the creator. i don't think you understand how powerful you are in your own mind. you can literally tell yourself(claim) in your own mind you know how to change the feeling of i and you'll successfully do it before your exam results. just like how now you're telling yourself you're afraid and don't know how to do it.

you're so powerful in your own imagination, only you can imprison yourself and only you can free yourself.

don't pressure yourself into thinking that you have to get something done before your exam results come out. it'll only make you more desperate. you have all the time you want. you can still revise after your results come out.

changing the feeling of "i"

who's the "i" here? not the physical body but the inner "i".

go into silence and ask yourself what you want, what you want to feel, what you want to be. but ask yourself as the inner self because if you ask yourself as the outer self, you'll start conditioning your desires. don't worry about the feeling part. focus on accepting and fulfilling. when you accept your desired self concept, feeling happens on its own. you don't necessarily have to generate new feelings.

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i want to combine scripting with your approach and perspective of the law. how would you recommend doing that? (love love love your blog 💓)

i script all the time! whether that's on a piece of paper or in my head. so, what i usually do is i just assume i am it and then just kind of go with the flow. assume the state first! your thoughts and inner dialogues naturally flow from your state, so if you assume the state you want to be in, your script will flow effortlessly.

for example, if i wanted to script about being rich, it would be like

i'm the richest one in my friend group or any social group. every place i step in, I'm the richest. no exception. i spoil all of my friends with my wealth and because of that, I'm the kylie jenner of my friend group. I'm the richest person anyone ever knows or meets. when people think of money or wealth, they immediately think of ME. and because of that, being wealthy has become my personality trait. when my relatives talk about me at family gatherings, they refer to me as "that rich girl". they know my parents are wealthy too cause they are, but I'm even richer than my parents. I'm constantly surrounded my wealth and luxury and the top quality of everything and that's exactly what i deserve. at this point, my middle name is luxury and my last name is wealth. i never knew what it's like to struggle financially and i never will. money is never my area of concern, ever. it feels really good to never look at price tags because no matter what it is, i know i can afford it easily. honestly, idk what i did to be this rich and have this much money but yeah.......this is just the way i am. just purchased a $70 14karat gold plated balmain tail comb just to use it to section my wet hair after i wash my hair, what's new. I'm so used to big chunks of money just falling into my lap out of nowhere, I'm not even surprised anymore, it's just my mundane daily occurrences. i don't have to work a minute of my life to get money. can't believe people have to work for money....seriously... all i have around me is wealth and money. i guess it's just my birthright and i was born to be rich, not my fault tho🤷‍♀️just woke up this morning and....yeah $100k got deposited into my account. my ridiculously rich parents treat me like a princess and send me $10k every week and at this point idek what to do with all this money. life is hard when you don't know what to do with all this money, people don't understand.

when i script, that's all i'm conscious/aware of. i fill my consciousness/imagination with what I'm scripting and drench myself in that feeling. you know when you get so lost in having conversations with someone in your head you even forget about what you're doing in the 3d? this is what I'm like when i script. i do it for as long as i want, usually until i feel like it's done and the feeling of desire is gone. and i just move on with my day. here is an amazing post on vaunting. vaunting to me is just scripting except scripting is writing on a piece of paper and vaunting is just doing it in my imagination. so when you script, you're doing it as if that's you. you're scripting AS a version of you who has the desire and therefore your thoughts naturally flow from being the person you want to be.

there are infinite versions of you and you have the freedom to choose which one to identify yourself as. you choose a version of you(state aka self concept) and script from that reality. so, you're not desiring or lacking or waiting or hoping or wishing, NO! you actually ARE that version and because you're that person, you script FROM that version of yourself. that's why you assume a state first, and then script as if that's you because it is. you step into that version and be indifferent to anything that goes against that version. have fun and lmk if you have any more questions💓