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A Realistic Outlook on dating Hawks

Distorted Reflections - Hawks

This ended up kind of only focusing on the bad parts lmao-

Now lets get this straight- dating Hawks? Miracle. My next question is why?

He's... he's not an easy person to love. He's sarcastic and a sassy little shit most of the time when you actually get to know him properly, but flips on a dime to be the well-known and well-loved, kind-hearted, gentle hero everyone assumes he is.

The hero he lets everyone see.

He is not easy to love. Yes, he'll cherish and adore you, just shy of worshipping you, but he's also not very often around. He's a hero, and in his universe, that means he's spending weeks upon weeks out of town in the fucking trenches. He's shedding blood, hunting people down, planning. And if he's not doing any of that, he's patrolling.

"Hawks." You murmur gently, relief filling you as he settles quietly against the balcony. You stare at him- his golden eyes reflecting yours, catching the dimming sun and sending the warm light dancing. The smile on his face looks just a little less forced, just a little more real. "... hey, chickadee." He whispers, voice soft and affectionate. You slump into him, he catches you in a firm embrace. ... so many words are always left unsaid between you. It's better that way. You don't want to spend the time you have together fighting.

Hawks doesn't like being called Keigo, full stop. In fact, it triggers his flight or fight response and he gets very violent.

He would never, ever, ever raise a hand to you intentionally- but this man has undiagnosed C-PTSD with violent outbursts if he's ever triggered. He doesn't want to hurt you- god he doesn't want to hurt you- but he needs you to be patient with him.

Please, be patient with him. He's trying. He's never had a meaningful relationship in his life where both people's lives weren't on the line. He's never truly loved anyone.

So please be patient with him. He's trying his hardest but he's far from being perfect.

Oh- and don't think you went into this relationship unaware of any of this. He warns you that loving him, caring for him, being by his side is not going to be easy.

... which, I guess, brings us to the next part-

This man does not sleep. He has hallucinations, near constant ones that flicker at the corners of his visions and sometimes right in front of him because he won't let himself sleep. He can't. He's been conditioned to keep going until he passes out- and he does. And you can't force him to sleep, as much as you want to, because you can see the way he gets silently panicky whenever he even oversleeps for even a few seconds.

He never tells you about what he's been through, but it's not hard to see the signs that whatever it was, left him severely fucked up.

We don't even talk about how damn well he can mask. How he can cover up his emotions as if he can perfectly control every part of his body. Every inch. Every muscle. So sometimes you can't even tell. Not even his wings give him away.

You tell him you want more time with him.

"When the world is quieter." He offers you a lopsided smile- one that you're sure holds exhaustion and guilt behind it, "when I'm sure the world will finally leave you alone."

Because it's always for you. He always does everything for you. It's for you, or for others. You don't think he's ever done anything in his life.

The life of loving the number one pro is hard, but he's trying.

God, he's trying.

He just hopes that you can handle dealing with him and wherever the relationship ends up.

carrier pigeon more like carry a pigeon haHA

GUYS THREE OF THE UPPER CLASSMEN I LIKE SAID HI TO ME AND MY YEAR IS MADE OMFG

This is beautiful

The guy taking my order at a pasta restaurant was highly skilled in black magic. We figured this out and he basically said, "Fuck it, you're ordering with blood sacrifices now, hope you know exactly what you want."

And he looked HOT doing it.

if you were to ask me abt the goddess of witchcraft Circe, i would attribute all my knowledge to Madeline Miller, author of Circe

it's an amazing book and introduced me to her

i will elaborate abt this later bc i NEED to yap

I drew the viral Miku from Confessions of a Rotten Girl, and she has some truths to tell to ya fellow yaoi fans...

40 degrees and sunny

you know what time it is!!!! our fan(art) favorite girl is here!!

MIO FARROW!!!

elaborations and cool new stuff under the cut!!

OH MY GOSH SHE WAS SO FUN TO DRAW I'M SUCH A NERD FOR HER‼️‼️‼️

i very sparingly used my refrence pose this time ( 💪 ) and i changed up the angle of her head, her legs, body shape, and hands! we're getting better every day folks

the collage was so fun for her too, bc she had two doppelgängers, the best outfits, and is super easy to find blinkies/stamps/graphics for.

her shirt is a Mario odyssey reference, her hair clips are a Nintendo switch refrence, she's holding a 3DS, she has pikachu shorts AND a pokéball tattoo, her necklace is the triforce, and the big chunky bracelet is a color reference to Myro!

speaking of Myro, Mio has a lot of cool dynamics with the other girls! She was the gay awakening to Renée and more notably Karyn (I'm building a universe mwehhehe), and she used to be in a relationship with Kira

Mio's gay awakening was when she was a teenager and accidentally summoned Desdemona. She took one look at her and said 'yeah, women are very hot too'

i have more headcannons for Mio, but i can post abt them later, more importantly, there's a new mini section to this post!

inspirations! Mio has a LOT of good fanart, so i wanted to shout out and tag the artists and link the fanarts that i took into consideration with making my interpretation of Mio

@ricobutaddn 's art of mio as an adorable cat maid! absolutely adorable and an amazing art style! i took the color palette into consideration when coloring my version, b/c it's soooo dreamy

@catmannotcatboy 's art of mio and iro! the clothes looked so good and i genuinely considered doing a full body drawing so i could draw her with legwarmers too! plus, transwoman mio has my HEARTTTTT

@marniemallow 's art of mio and nova! gosh where to begin?!! the pose, the expression, the color palette (can you guys tell i like color yet?), all immaculate! like genuinely the art shows so much character and helped me develop some personal head cannons about her!

@squashbananak 's art of mio and peanut! once again, the style and character you gave her is AMAZING genuinely!!!! i cannot express how i feel about her i'm just clawing the screen...

and ofc, the ever-iconic art of mio done by @silliesunnie ! one of the first fanarts i saw of a crush crush character, and it made me wanna draw them so bad!! your mio is so iconic and i love the scene aspects sm!! (i just realized your mio also has a triforce necklace lmao i did NOT do that on purpose)

i hope it's cool that i tagged yall, and if its not, banish me forever i get it

but i'm gonna stop yapping now and get back to work

This needs to be taught to people. Holy crap this is useful

No idea who needs to hear this. Because I've been writing, professionaly as my job for over a year and this only just clicked for me.

Dialogue does not have to be followed with 'X Said/Told/Yelled etc etc.' You can just move on to an action. IE: "Can't believe you did that!" X dropped to the floor, narrowly avoiding a sword that flew through the air where her throat had been seconds before.

I know for many writers this isn't some grand revelation but maybe it'll cause an epiphany for someone else.