I saw tv glow is like YES the realization you are trans might implode your life and make the world you live in uninhabitable but that will happen anyway if you don’t do anything about it. if you retreat from your own needs and refuse to let yourself resurrect you’re still gonna run out of air and even the tv show that kept you alive at one point won’t be able to bring you back
I saw that you were taking web weaving suggestions so here's mine lol
Feeling behind everyone if that makes sense? Not having achieved what others usually have at your age?
Falling behind
i. Falling Behind, Laufey / ii. unknown / iii. Dog Bite, Stella Bridie / iv. A Good Day, Kait Rokowski / v. unknown / vi. Time, Pink Floyd / vii. Class of 2013, Mitski
im in my feelings over them tonight
the inherent homoeroticism of being death incarnate and having to watch your lover die in an endless cycle <333
Throwback to when I took painkillers and woke up with Photoshop open on my computer to this image I had made
do you have any academic papers or work in mind if I wanted to read further on medieval displays of masculine emotion?
*vibrates* I absolutely do. Since it sounds as though you're interested in this at any time and in any place during the Middle Ages, the below will be an assortment.
Will Cerbone, “Real Men of the Viking Age,” in: Whose Middle Ages? Teachable Moments for an Ill-Used Past, 243-55 (2019) [Designed for a student audience, deliberately contrasts Viking ideals with those of, e.g., MCU Thor]
Jo Ann McNamara, “The Herrenfrage: The Restructuring of the Gender System, 1050 to 1150," in: Medieval Masculinities, ed. Clare A. Lees (1994) [This is a classic for a reason, and I think does a really interesting/useful job of talking about how class and vocation mattered to the expression/understanding of masculinity]
James A. Schultz, Courtly Love, the Love of Courtliness, and the History of Sexuality (2006) [I hope I'm remembering the emotional history content of this one correctly]
Jim Casey, "Feeling It Like a Man: Masculine Grief in Medieval and Early Modern Texts," in: Grief, Gender, and Identity in the Middle Ages (2021) [Starts off with Butler and Bourdieu, to give you a feel for it]
Also, while I haven't personally read it, I'm just so glad that Robin Morris has written an essay called "Sad Men in Beowulf."
Also also, a couple of good books about medieval emotion more generally, not focused on masculinity specifically:
Barbara Rosenwein, Emotional Communities in the Early Middle Ages (2006)
Paul R. Hyams, Rancor and Reconciliation in Medieval England (2003)
long time no snm art lol
i can't write but have this
do you think lamb before they were captured would recognize themself now during ascension?
Something something despite everythin its still you
Bonus:
true devotion