There Is Always Tomorrow

My mom, as a single parent, used to work at the front desk of my dance studio after her regular 9-5 just so i could have “free” unlimited classes and studio space to practice. And that sums up my mom as a parent.

Im suddenly remembering that i felt like my wellness was a burden. I think im gonna start taking care of myself as a privilege to contribute to my altar because the goddess that i am provides and protects every second of the day and i want to say thank you and convey my sincerity.

And God said “Love Your Enemy,” and I obeyed and loved myself

- Kahlil Gibran, The Broken Wings

The best thing about tumblr is that when i look at a blog there isnt a number next to the persons name that determines their overall value to me. Like do i really need to know how many people follow the same person as me?

I took myself in a date to the museum last night in attempts to spend time with myself without needing to look normal. I’m working on living without being scared of someone seeing me and judging me for being alone or judging me for dressing weird. Yesterday I really needed to show up for myself after months and months of letting myself down and only finding inspiration in doing things for other people. So last night i took a couple hours for myself. I put on makeup, i put in my favorite clothes, took a train, and walked around for a couple of hours purely for myself.

BRING BACK SHOES WITH PERSONALITY

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Whenever i cry out of nowhere i check my period tracker.

Are you becoming what you've always hated?

Isle of Dogs / Game of Thrones / Painting by Jenn Mazza / Unknown / Ancestral Memory by Hari Alluri / Unknown / Venetta Octavia / Emma Tranter / Unknown / Ninth House by Leigh Bardugo / @ machineryangel