I Find You Fascinating And I Would Love To Talk To You :)

do it >:)

i feel like makng myself frow up ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ ♡

"Get angry at #Thing so I dont have to think about it" is just so stupidly textbook behavior, I feel sorry for people like this online,

Victims of social media honestly more than anything else. Annoying cuntwads nonetheless.

Fuck it. Go have fun with your system. People tell you that you're roleplaying because you have odd/cringe experiences? Fuck them. Your experiences are real. And regardless, roleplay is available to everyone and is a fun past time, even if you ARE roleplaying about your system. Go system hop, date your headmates, get overt with it, obsess about interests (which if you're an introject, may be yourself). Life is too short to be worried about haters hating on you. What are they gonna do? Send a hate anon? Ohh I'm so scared~

yes!!! cheaper too

no i dont need therapy, i need someone putting me in my place every time i speak out of turn

is there a trans-id for being made of balloons, like your organs (including skin) or hair

purposely getting me to age regress and then violently fucking me while i sob and moan uncontrollably because i don’t understand what’s going on

we irl

- randomly burst out giggling and answer questions we hallucinated having been asked

- have limbs jerking in circles (not the horny kind :c)

- think everyone outside the house knows who we are and are out to get us

- have blown off every social activity we said we'd go to for a month

- treat the reflection in mirrors like they're different members of our system and subsystems.

- have back and forths with the mirror selves and express our (romantic) relationship this way

we,, have definitely become more psychotic the last year uwu

Which is funny, since our life is actually going ok. its validating to know we can feel this way without it meaning our life is ending or falling apart

do you have any transpsychosis tips?? ^.^

TRANSPSYCHOSIS TIPS 𖣘

- talking incoherently!! like maybe you start a sentence but it like gets mudldred with lgnger words and it compelwtlyy falsl aaprtt andnsdoslme or something like that!! (irl though lol)

- repetitive movements!! do tasks over and over maybe for a sense of comfort or maybe because someone will hurt you if you dont or maybe something else

- hypervigilance

- anxietyyyyy

- social isolation!! nobody can know you know what you know. nobody must know

- depression

the rest is for delusions and hallucinations and i just copied and pasted that section from my transshcizospec tips!! i really need to make an archive

delusions:

- a delusions is simply a fixed belief that doesnt change despite contradicting evidence. let your imagination run wild and then just gaslight yourself. eventually youll believe it.

- if you need more guidance, some common delusions are grandiose delusions (which i experienced), paranoid, erotomaniac (parasocial), somatic, and many more you can google.

- paranoia is very very common!! incorporate it!!

- look at the "how the delulu girls" trend on tiktok!!

- whether or not you choose to talk to people about your delusion is up to you

hallucinations:

- honestly, make them up to gaslight yourself and/or manifest them

- draw whatever comes to mind and tell yourself its your hallucinations

- get sleep deprived!!

-watch things that make you anxious!!

- listen for small background noises and tell yourself its a hallucination

Do it halfway. Take one piece of trash out of your room, throw one dirty shirt into your hamper. Go to one class and miss a different one. Start a drawing without pressure to finish it. Give yourself space to Be without the expectation to Become, and do small things to make the Being livable.

omg yes please. feed every self destructive tendency I have. make me break all my own boundaries to impress you.

if someone paid my rent and weed money I'd become their loyal bitch fr

I need someone who is desperate for abuse. I want them to crawl back to me after I kick their ribs in. I want them to kiss my hands and up my shoulders while I caress each scar I messily carved into their flesh.

I need to transform them into something pathetic and vile. I need to make them cry themselves to sleep while I rest peacefully. I need to isolate them socially until they depend on me for interaction. I need to completely ruin their life.

"You must have trauma to be a system"

"You must have dysphoria to be trans"

Rainy days in fall are the best :3