Such an early morning 🥱
Well, this is one of the most touching moments in the serial... Michael just did the most incredible thing, seemingly without even realizing it. (As usual 🙃)
But I don't think she would have picked up the paints and brushes if he hadn't come and said what he said.
I understand her feelings very well, being a creative person. I'm lucky to have people like Michael in my life. People who look at my creativity (whether it's a text, a sketch, a piece of handmade jewellery or whatever...) and say, "Wow! You did that yourself? That's magic!" And it's not just words...
And yes, I wanted to hug him myself 🩷
We drove out of the city towards the river. My friend was concentrating on driving, but I could feel her worried and warm gaze on me from time to time.
I cried in the passenger seat and just kept repeating to her, "Well, what an idiot I am... I mean, there's not a single reason not to think that I'm an idiot..."
Her voice was calm, soft, even maternal (I had no such support in my life, but I instinctively felt it). "You're not an idiot. Don't even think like that... You just have a very big and kind heart... You share your warmth, there's enough for everyone, Dear. You see... For your family, your friends, and even..." here she stopped talking for a second and added, "you have to keep sharing and..."
"I don't want to," I whispered to her, clearly aware of why.
"You are so... And your heart is so... You have to keep sharing... Things will get better..."
At that moment I was so grateful to her and to myself that I wasn't alone.
Coffee girl...☺️
Good morning ❄️
Outside -15°C, (feels like -20°C) ❄️
This is me walking and pretending I'm not scared of going to the dentist 😅
Active city, people rushing somewhere, someone running, exercising around the frozen lake. Everyone seems energised by the sun, despite the freezing weather ☀️
Do you need a ride, Honey?" my friend asks me.
"No," I refuse and explain with a smile, "I'm walking, I haven't walked today, especially look how sunny it is..."
It had been snowing since the morning and the sky was grey....
It took me half an hour to get home, I couldn't get my phone out of my hands and of course I left my gloves somewhere (hopefully at guests and not in a taxi).
I hesitantly froze near the icicles, they were so beautiful in the sunshine, but this ugly lattice ...
"Take this photo, girl, look, what a nice sunny shot," a woman in a green coat said to me, smiling and passing by. I smile back and think, "Well, really, without that lattice there would be no beauty at all..." ❄️💛
A few associations that happened to catch my eye ☺️
I'd like to leave them here, let them be ☀️
Happy birthday! ☺️
Just me... Coffee girl🖤 Pieces of my life... Love summer, coffee, meditation, old movies , "Gone with the wind". I'm fic writer☺️
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