My Inspiration 🩷 Part 20 🩶

Having coffee with someone in the morning is always about love for me... ☀️

"I never laugh until I've had my coffee." Clark Gable 👌☺️

Good morning... ☀️

When thoughts cross like lines in the sky .... 🩵

The shifts at work "Mother" are endless, sometimes easier, sometimes harder. Always with surprises... The constant feeling of responsibility.

Okay, so these aren't the thoughts you should be having with a glass of wine... Anyway, it gets a bit easier around midnight 🩷

Today I would like to leave some notes here as a writer (sounds pathetic, but still) for myself and for those who will read:)

From the very beginning, from my very first chapter, my writing is about giving pieces of yourself, your emotions, your feelings. I think it's the same for every writer.

But next to me there is always a great fear that I want to be friends with. The fear that I won't be able to convey my thoughts well enough (hello, language barrier), the fear that no one will be interested (but I am interested and I write anyway!).

"Fear is no reason not to do it." I love this phrase and keep on writing. Chapter after chapter. And sometimes, there are chapters like gems! And readers write "oh, I know this feeling", "oh, I read with tears in my eyes", "oh, you touched my soul", readers write me messages sharing their stories and... At that moment I get goose bumps, it's such a pure rush and it's all worth it when you realize "Yes, I wrote it right!"

That's how my writing feels... 🖤

The day I wasn't late for the cinema...

The day I realized something very important that made me feel... Well, it doesn't matter how it feels now, what matters is how it felt before.

I remember my grandmother's words, "Polina, never say the phrase "I'll never..." You are challenging, Dear. To yourself, to the Universe, to God, to providence, to destiny... Whoever..."

Of course I didn't listen and my next "never..." became "one day..." again.

GM🧡

I was almost late, because I came into the coffee shop (unexpectedly) 🥲, but when I looked back I had to step aside, take off my glove, almost drop my tea 😅, quietly swear, but take this photo ☺️