One day I'll tell the whole truth about this trip...
One day I'll probably write something about it...
But today...
Today it's important to breathe, to fill my lungs with cold air.
Tired but so inspired ☺️
Of course I couldn't just walk past such a bag 🤣
Meeting new person to me and we are both in a pleasant surprise. She's just written her first book and sent it off to publishers and I'm... "I'm writing a bit..." I replied to her and there was no stopping us...☺️
Frosty morning ❄️🩷
So true 🩷
Writing is literally the best thing because it's like watching a series in your head where everything goes exactly how you want and you get super immersed and it almost feels like you're living in the story
Writing is also the worst because you have to turn all of that hallucination into actual words that make sense rather than leaving it a beautiful stream of consciousness that you will forget in the morning
and also you (generally) know how it will end
ah, the duality of writing fic
-15°C (feels like -22°C ❄️ I always wondered who measures these sensations 😅)
Anyway, I agree! Cause we have sunshine! ☀️😍 And frost... Well, as a good friend of mine says, "We won't age, our facial skin will be better, and, finally, I imagine I'm in a cryo-chamber😅"
Strong coffee is my salvation.
I meet my neighbour at the door, she notices my eyes and immediately asks, "What's wrong?"
"My son is sick again, high fever..."
"Where are you going...?"
"..."
A light touch on my shoulder, "Do you want to sit in the café next door?"
I smile, I say no, I've only got 15 minutes.
I wait for my coffee, watching... Maybe someone's watching me. The line on the cup speaks for itself...🤍
Little things that warmed my heart on this snowy morning ❄️
I've lost so many things this winter: two pairs of gloves, my favourite beanie, my bank card and even my eldest son's sports helmet (don't ask me how).
But here's the thing: almost everything was found and returned to me - except one glove. The card was quickly re-issued. Almost always, people carefully put aside a lost thing and it eventually came back to me through friends or relatives.💛
This feeling of loss, when I was constantly scolding myself and my absent-mindedness and asking all my friends, "What's happening to me? I never lose anything and here I am..." 🥲
I think it's a kind of lesson I'm learning every day. Not to get attached to things or people, whatever...
It's a lot of words again, but I'm glad I have them.💛
P.S. A photo of how and where I sometimes work and write my texts. Sometimes sitting on the floor, charging my phone, waiting for the doctor's visit for my son, with a cup of coffee in my hand 😅
Just me... Coffee girl🖤 Pieces of my life... Love summer, coffee, meditation, old movies , "Gone with the wind". I'm fic writer☺️
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