if you had asked her why she did it, why she was so loyal to tyson and why she refused to leave his side, the truth is she couldn't answer you. it just felt right in her soul. past relationships from both ends might have made her a little slow to ever admit feelings but when she did? it was forever. but they still kept things very private and personal, even to the point she kept her own house. even if she hadn't seen it in weeks. to japan with him, then back on the road with him before somehow just without asking or setting it ending back in his house too. "officially?" she asked, her forehead against his, "I think you're right."
@powertobite: "don't tell anyone, but i love you."
It wasn’t the first time he heard those three words from her, but regardless it made him smile each and every time she said it, as if it had been. Throughout his time apart from wrestling, she had been there for him every step of the way, for the little things like going to the Pharmacy for him, to being by his bed side night after night, when he was in the hospital for weeks at a time. Tyson didn’t think it was possible for him to love her any more, but somehow she managed to find a way every single day, just by being her. “Since we’re sharing secrets, I have one for you. I love you too.” He leaned in a bit as he went on to say. “—and to be honest, I think it’s bout time you moved in with me.”
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Ottessa Moshfegh, from "Eileen: A Novel," originally published in 2015
RELATIONSHIP PROMPTS FOR POST-BREAKUP MAKEUPS * assorted dialogue for couples who want to try again
i never stopped thinking about you.
i didn't realize how good i had it until you were gone.
you were always on my mind.
so... what are we?
what we had was perfect.
i should have begged you to stay.
do you regret how it happened?
i want to keep trying. for us.
i replay our final argument in my head all the time.
after all this time? really?
i made a lot of mistakes. i said things i wish i could take back.
i didn't think you'd keep that.
i never forgot that night.
why do you keep looking at me like that?
you have no idea what you do to me.
for a while i saw other people, but none of them were you.
of course i remembered. how could i forget?
this place always makes me think of you.
i'm not giving up on what we had.
can we even go back to the way it used to be?
i haven't been back there since our first date.
of course i kept it. it reminds me of you.
i can't breathe without you.
i had a ring and everything.
no one ever made an impact like you did.
you were really one in a million.
i tried dating. i just couldn't get you out of my head.
i never fell out of love with you.
you were so good to me, and i blew it.
do you want to go out on a date? see what happens?
i really messed things up, didn't i.
i wish i could take it all back.
i've always loved you. always.
nothing feels right since you left.
the sight of you leaving is burned into my brain.
do you have regrets?
you sound like you're still in love with me.
would you ever consider taking me back?
i never moved on. not for a minute.
it was always you.
that didn't change how i feel.
i'll be better this time. i've learned from my mistakes.
i feel like i haven't seen you in ages.
you think you can just walk back into my life and act like nothing happened?
maybe i'm still in love with you.
you're everything to me. you always have been.
i never should have said that. i regret it all.
we're different people now.
what if we tried being friends?
i haven't smiled since you left me.
everything got colder when you left.
you could move back in with me, you know.
i still want you just as badly as i did back then.
what's your favorite memory from before?
i can still feel your touch as if it were yesterday.
you didn't deserve the way i treated you. i should have been better.
i'm sorry for everything. i really am.
we needed space. we were never going to work.
i missed you. more than you know.
could we try again? for old times' sake?
maybe this time we'll get it right.
you weren't there for me when i needed you.
they always said we were the perfect couple.
could i move back in?
do you still love me?
we both made mistakes.
the world lost its color when you left me.
how many years has it been since we ended things?
maybe we were meant to be together after all.
i never want to let you go. not again.
things didn't work out with them.
they think i'm still in love with you.
i said your name once. in bed.
i can't function without you.
(msg): i don't know how it could when your daughter is more upset about this then i've ever seen her. him showing back up really messed with her. put her too close to him. (msg): he regrets things i think, i mean i don't care he did what he did. (msg): no thanks. i don't want to right that ride again.
@iconiic continued from here.
(msg): i wish i could understand paul's reasoning for this. (msg): frankie is upset, she saw the promo. (msg): she did smile over the comment about me and raising kids and he knew nothing about it.
i can't relate to desperation.
my computer finally bit it and matt could not fix it. thankfully we kinda knew this was gonna happen and I had saved up to purchase a new one in the meantime.
this being said, I did lose photoshop and all my icons, I'm still undecided if I'll be getting the items off the old PC. so my already barebones style is gonna be worse. i do have some old gif icons on my external harddrive so I am using them. and I am playing around with affinity photo and I think I can make do, I refuse to do a monthly payment to photoshop. if that tells you how long I've had my copy of PS.