need to make thousands of dollars so that when they auction off these minis i can win cunty gilear
I'm exhausted, take them from me
Hair-swapped TWST Part 14
I hope this is for someone out there 😰
Not the usual but it’s almost my partner’s birthday so I drew it Ace from TWST :’)
I adore her so much happy bday Min!! <3
lost focus and had a consensual workplace relationship
and if i said the basically confirmed upcoming arc of riz losing the idea that his friends will be his friends forever CONFIRMS that baron is coming back at some point this season with how baron is Literally a manifestation of riz's fears of abandonment and being left behind, made worse by how he loves his friends so much and can't see a future without them but they likely just don't feel the same. And, relating to that, if i said aroace riz Will become explicitly canon this season. because the. the. The . The Years Will Go By And Everyone Will Find Someone That Matters More To Them Than You [I AM FORCIBLY DRAGGED OFF STAGE]
this is also why i’m largely uncomfortable with the f&briz ship bc it’s like…so diminishing for me. riz’s struggles, his story, come so largely from him not having a romantic connection— it’s that fear of ‘my friends CAN and WANT and are COMFORTABLE with and in romantic relationships. i don’t. this is what sets us apart. they can’t understand me the way they all understand each other, that the world at large understands them and wants everyone to be like. our platonic connection won’t win out over their romantic ones’ and so putting him in one to me always feels so. cheap.
there’s something so much more impactful for me as someone who has tried but can’t handle romantic relationships and has the same fears as him getting to watch riz, against all the odds and amatonormativity, having just as meaningful platonic relationships without ever being in a romantic one
there’s just something so intense abt being aroace and not knowing how to rant or talk abt it properly bc ur still coming to terms with it and what it’s like for you and what’s tied to it and what isn’t and then seeing riz be the physical manifestation of all the anxieties and concerns ive felt or am currently grappling with bc im aro and knowing i can’t rant abt it to my friends bc of what those struggles stand as and are and how a lot of it isn’t anxiety but just a truth i cant deny or run from so i js get to occasionally live vicariously through him instead once every week
it’s a little amusing that baron is a he/they bc riz’s entire party likes girls. everyone in his party (except for the other aroace one) has had or is having relations with a girl. for some reason he alone decided ‘well. fuck. if i have to conform i’ll be the one who takes the fall i guess’
so like…this is 100% why ivy had That Reaction to fig disguised as lucy, right? it wasn’t that she saw through the disguise, she just saw her once dead friend now revived (like the rest of the party had already been) and thought lucy finally chose ankarna (chose them)