“I Realize That If I Were Stable, Prudent And Static; I’d Live In Death. Therefore, I Accept Confusion,

I can never read all the books I want; I can never be all the people I want and live all the lives I want. I can never train myself in all the skills I want. And why do I want? I want to live and feel all the shades, tones and variations of mental and physical experience possible in my life. And I am horribly limited.

Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath 1982

to be cool as her

Trainspotting  1996 (Diane - Kelly  Mc Donald)

Lana Del Rey - Ultraviolence (2014) CD lyric booklet

id much rather sleep away my whole life

this could have been us!!!

Johnny Depp and Kate Moss.

Stephanie Seymour at Chanel S/S 1995.  

seasonal depressed girl spring

Midsommar (2019) dir. Ari Aster

Black Swan, 2010, dir. Darren Aronofsky