Just Hobie. I literally think of him everytime I see this
Reigen at the gay bar
now feeling fulfilled isn’t equivalent to experiencing a certain emotion, u can be having the worst day of ur life yet still feel fulfilled. to desire is to feel hungry, starving for something u don’t have or wanting to be someone u aren’t
desiring something: hungry for it
fulfillment: filled with it (like food) experiencing it
here’s my analogy:
You could be very sad today and yet when lunch time comes and u eat, you feel full, now does this mean u aren’t sad? nope u still are, however ur tummy is full with food.
food >>> desire
this sadness >>> is an emotion
feeling full after eating >>> is the feeling neville talks about
so no u don’t have to feel this euphoric happiness when imagining ur desire, & if u do feel it that’s fine but that’s just a bonus, all u should feel is being full with food (aka ur desire), just accept it
How do i accept it?
u don’t have to accept it in the 3d when it’s obviously not reflected yet, your only goal is to accept it in the 4d and feel it there, know that the inner you already has that whichever u desire
example: manifesting a phone
now u have this nokia phone with the weight of a rock from the old ages and u want an iphone 13, that’s your desire. so what u should be doing is to just
Accept that you have it, not in the 3d but in the 4d
Your only goal here isn’t to make it materialize in the 3d or to just imagine it in the 4d and feel separate from it
YOUR ONLY GOAL HERE IS TO FEEL IT AND KNOW THAT THE INNER-MAN HAS IT BEC THE OUTER MAN HAS NO CHOICE BUT TO REFLECT HOW U DOMINANTLY FEEL TOWARDS UR DESIRE AKA UR STATE OF BEING
just accept that u have it in imagination.
and they were roommates (oh my god they were roommates)
they are just vibing :]
chai time with aunties!
that was one of my favourite moments!! i thought it would be fun to see them hang out soo here it is!! (i re-drew the ''chai tea'' scene)
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(HEYYY!!!! you can use them as your pfp but please tag me/ credit me, thank you!!)
more fem akeshu for the gay people in my phone
Drew the cute outfit from the upcoming P5T x Marion Crepes collab!
Bonus:
my contribution
Spider- Man Across The Spider Verse (2023)