It kinda scares me because im scared that if I find the compulsion tiring then Im just faking my anxiety and I secretly wish I could indulge in the thought. Which idk do I??? Sometimes my brain tells me I want the thoughts BECAUSE im resisting them with such difficulty, a normal person can remove violent and sexual thoughts and I cant.
@nosebleedclub // nov. #9
conversations with a crisis line
reblog don’t repost
I love people who struggle with violent thoughts and urges
I love people with no empathy, who can't 'make up' for it in compassion
I love people who's dissociation makes them flakey and distant
I love people who's mood swings get in the way of making friends
I love people with anger issues, and psychosis, and hypersexuality, and everyone who's ever been seen as 'scary' for their diagnosis or symptoms
Intrusive thoughts be like:
wizard can't cast spells properly, gets diagnosed with wizlexia
night terrors by hannah green // how to cure a ghost by fariha róisín //writer in the dark - lorde // my mother & i - lucy dacus // take care: mothers, daughters, and inheriting self-hatred by ella wilson // lady bird (2017) // mother wound healing: why it’s crucial for women by bethany webster //don’t know // on earth we’re briefly gorgeous by ocean vuong // mother by maia baia
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When a physicist falls in love :)
Richard Feynman's love letter to his deceased wife, 1946.
Spell of YIPPEE YIPPEE YIPPEE YIPPEE YIPPEE YIPPEE YIPPEE YIPPEE YIPPEE YIPPEE YIPPEE YIPPEE YIPPEE YIPPEE
i'm like if jesse pinkman wrote emo poetry and reblogged random shit // any prns ★
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