On The Edge Of Everything

On the edge of everything

Request: “Can you do an imagine where the reader keeps trying to leave neverland and pan wont let her because shes his and he actually loves her.”

“I hope you will enjoy this! It is a little dark… but yeah, enjoy!^^” - Tiger Lily <3

On the edge of everything

“Maybe I shouldn’t have gone this way…” You muttered to yourself eying the tall mountain rising over you, a dark gloomy sky behind it. The trees are towering above you, and you keep looking over your shoulder, making sure that no one were following you. There was a cliff, a special one that stopped abruptly and led to the deepest grounds. It is said that if you jumped down you would pass into another world. There was a portal, but you could miss it. Now after having tried to make the shadow take you home, but then being caught by Peter and pulled to the ground, having tried to make a trade with a mermaid but then she was nearly killed by Peter’s arrow. You could say that your chances had run out, there was only one left. But why are you leaving Neverland? Neverland was amazing, full of adventures and never-ending quests and journeys. There were dangers, but for a person liking this freedom and liking to test itself, well Neverland would be perfect. You had just fallen in the worst traps of all. You had fallen in love with Peter Pan. He did talk to you at times and take you on quests together with some lost boys, but then that was it. Whenever you dared to walk over and talk to him he had other plans that were more important. You felt alone and you felt stupid. Why did your heart only see him when he never even glanced at you? Still you couldn’t help but feel confused. Peter had personally stopped you from leaving every time, the first time he pinned you to the ground. “Where do you think you’re going?” He had asked, voice laced with anger. “Are you trying to leave Neverland?” He stood up and looked at you with an amused expression. “You cannot leave Neverland, love. Not without my permission.” And then he had vanished. Left you to sit there alone and frustrated. Couldn’t he see that you didn’t want to be in Neverland? When he nearly shot the mermaid you told her to flee, and then you spun around to look at Peter Pan with both fear and anger. “You could’ve killed her!” You tried to say, but were silenced when Peter’s gaze turned dark.   “If you don’t want to be here you shouldn’t have come here in the first place.” He had said. “Now you’re here and now you’ll stay. Forever.” But forever could easily end. You knew that for a fact. You didn’t come to Neverland for no reason. Now with the dark sky above you threatening to unleash and pour down streams of cold rain, you were trying to leave once again. If you failed this time, you would die and Peter couldn’t stop you. As you reached the cliff, coming out upon it through a wall of bushes, the rain had already begun to fall. You eyed the sky, was it trying to warn you? Or trying to warn someone else?     “You sure are stubborn.” You spun around and stepped back in shock when you saw him stand there, arms crossed over his chest and a scowl upon his face. You were two steps away from the edge.   “Trying to kill yourself too?” He asked through gritted teeth stepping forward and you took a threatening step back as well. “Stop it, y/n.” He pleaded and you frowned, narrowing your eyes at him.   “What do you mean?”   “You can’t leave.” He stated but it sounded like another plea.   “Let me show you.” You threatened and took a last step back, now your right foot was just on the edge and Peter reached out for you and stepped forward.   “I’m telling you can’t!” He cried and gripped out for you but you leaned away.   “Why can’t I?!” You yelled at him and he looked up at you with widened eyes. You were both drenched, his bangs stuck to his forehead and you wouldn’t even know if he was crying because the rain stuck to his eyelashes and made it look like it. You yourself felt cold, but you couldn’t care less. Peter reached out a hand for you to take, but you just looked down at it. “Because I don’t want you to.”   “Well, and then when this is over you’re gonna go back to all your business as if I don’t exist and how does that show you don’t want me to leave? You don’t care!”   “I CARE!” He roared and his voice echoed in the dark space around you. “You just don’t see it! If you weren’t there I wouldn’t know what to do. I make sure you’re okay and make sure you don’t get hurt, but I…”   “You don’t even talk to me?!”   “Because I don’t know how to! I don’t know what this is. I don’t know how to react, I just want to be near you and have you here with me.” You looked at him with disbelief while he stepped closer and you felt his hand on the side of your face, it was cold but still you felt your skin burn where his met with yours. “I… I think I love you, y/n.”   “Then show me.” You pleaded and he looked down on your lips and then into your eyes. You felt his thumb caress them and you inhaled shakily. On the edge of everything, Peter leaned in and kissed you. When you opened your eyes again you were surrounded by white walls and after looking around you realized you were in his tent.   “This time, after stopping you from leaving, I won’t leave you either.” He said and kissed you once more.

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Not as good as it could be though. Still I hope that you liked it! I’m gonna try and see if I can do better with the next one! Please like if you enjoyed it, thank you!^^ <3

Sincerely, Tiger Lily. <3