Why mother?
why did you tear me apart
when you should have kept me together ?
when you should have held me a bit closer ?
Why father ?
why did you pull me down
and drowned me in my tears
when you should have been my ladder ?
when you should have kept me warm under your wings ?
Why sister ?
why did you spat venom and killed me inside
when you should have been my pillar ?
when you should have hugged me tighter ?
do you weep
I do :)
i filled poison in my veins,
i choked all my screams,
did everything i could,
so that you, my love,
will never realise the things that run through my head.
so wild. and chaotic.
i wish it was easier
to breathe.
to you I opened up like have never before only to betrayed
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You were my home.
My salvation.
My anchor.
And when you left,
I crumbled.
to the ruins.
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What do I aspire to be ?
A walking contradiction.