I Don't Know .i Swear I Don't.

I don't know .i swear i don't.

— Virginia Woolf

Trust me. Trios are the weirdest. And cutest.

Everyone needs a Nick when they're having a bad day💗

— Henry Dumas, Knees of a Natural Man: The Selected Poetry of Henry Dumas; "Saba"

All At Once

Today I felt unsafe I felt the panic I felt the loss of control I felt the rage I felt the sadness I felt everything all at once

Watch my mood change as quick as a roller coasters loops Like trying to figure out what that one switch does but never getting a kind of answer I'll love you for a moment, but then I'll be filled with hate Watch me rage and smile as i break my knuckles on the drywall You pushed me and I broke the window There was glass shards in my skin for months after

Today I felt unheard I felt confused I felt the regret I felt paranoid I felt the anxiety I felt the depression I felt everything all at once

My face can't decide on a frown or smile so I'll just fight to not show a single emotion because if I let even the smallest bit I'm overwhelmed and I'll just break I spend so much looking at nothing that maybe I should just move on into the void I'm supposed to be screaming at

Weaving Memories

I weave memories into words,

Because it's all I know,

Good, bad, happy, sad,

Every single one,

I weave and make poems,

Because it was the only thing I had,

When I was alone.

©Pen_Pain_Poetry

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d.b.a

I wish.

“Love yourself. Be clear on how you want to be treated. Know your worth. Always.”

— maryam hasnaa

nothing better than hanging out w a cat….. love those triangle ears……….. love thos meows…. the mrows….. the mews, if you will,

the pain wasn't worth it .

messed up.again .