I am trying to convince myself.
It ain't fault.
It wasn't my fault.
I couldn't run. I just couldn't.
I wish i had though.
I wish i was brave like they all think.
I Wish i wasn't a coward.
“you’re not ruined,
you just feel ruined;
and it’s hard to tell the difference.
they both feel the same.”
bring back tumblr ask culture let me. bother you with questions and statements
life would have been soo dramatic
if i was a dragonnn
My thoughts,
they terrify me.
I gasp.
He was all over my head. my mind.
How dare he do that to me ?
Does he even know ?
Why do I need him like air ?
I am a human. Why ? Why does i find it so hard to get him off ?
To let go ?
Please..make it stop.
I don't deserve this pain.
Do i ?
you're not
alone.
i too,
stay up at night,
wondering -
that brief
moment
of isolation
helps you
find your peace.
"the darkest nights."
d.b.a
for a.
how to write a love poem
gut yourself like a fish.
stare at your organs.
describe the pretty colors.
use a metaphor.
Andrea Gibson, Lord of the Butterflies
torn apart.
forever you say,
but not till the end, right ?