gguys you beter NOT mess wit h my gang. Or else you'll be messing with... ooby gooby,, general munchkin man,, lil' Jim bob, and worst of all: Larry.
I'm disturbing JK Rowling for myself and especially for a friend of mine. I'm sending her cockroaches in her sleep, and horrific visions of her own deepest fears in her waking moments.
I've rarely seen a more validating sentence in my entire life.
Thanks @scarecrowwannabe so much for tagging me!! It means a lot <3! And all my moots do too!!!
@roughbuddy @princess-kurosaki @cawforthecrows @anglptera @lobot0mmy + allllll my amazing moots, you guys are awesum, I promise
@jadest0ne @luccaa111 @softerthanthesoftest @dumb-chrissy-hoffmann
oh why did i @ you? no reason just wanted to say hi and u guys are awesome (including all my moots)
you dont have to but you can start an appreciation chain but its ur choice idrc
If you’re suffering from depression and are looking for a sign to not go through with ending your life, this is it. This is the sign. We care.
If you see this on your dash, reblog it. You could save a life.
I love MCR fans bc Frank will post a pic of like some random ass bottle of dettol hand soap or smth and everyone will be like 'huh HUH Frank posted a pick of soap with EXACTLY FIVE squirts left OMG OMG OMG thats MCR5 yk???? And the mirror has exactly FIVE drops of water on it. Honestly he could not be more obvious. They're announcing MCR5 right now GODDAMIT YRNT U LISTENING TO ME U UGLY FUCK RAHHH 🦅.' And i love y'all for that
So I was listening to My Chen’s spotify playlist of the songs they listened to as teens and yo Blur is legitimately pretty fire I am now listening to them
I wore a skirt today for the first time in a while, and the whole day, I started feeling so off. Also I was wearing my Batman shirt that's just like...tighter on the chest. And also studded belt because that thing is cool and is the love of my life. Anyways, I thought the outfit was cute this morning, but as the day went on, I felt more and more like...just really weird, like something felt wrong. And so I sat down, and I was like, "Girl why you don't feel so girl...man...". Idk how to explain it, but I felt a lot like a girl, and I hated that feeling. Now, I've never really questioned my gender identity too much, just that I'm not totally like stereotypically feminine. But today was just too much, and as soon as I got my ass home, I had to get out of those clothes. I looked in the mirror, and I felt sick seeing the fact that I had tits. Like I wanted to chop them off right then and there, they just didn't feel right to me. Immediately remembered that one time for funsies, I saved this video to my "Watch Later" playlist on YouTube about hiding your chest without a binder. I didn't feel okay until I looked in the mirror, with some shit to compress away my chest as much as possible and this men's hoodie I had, where finally, there was no shape over my chest. Also changed to baggy pants because that felt better too.
I really need to restate the fact that I've never thought too hard about whether or not I felt like a girl. I just kinda rolled with it cuz I didn't care too much. But suddenly today, I don't know if it was the clothes I was wearing, or if something in my brain just clicked. My body just feels wrong now, and I don't know what this feeling is. I know the concept of gender dysphoria, as I'm friends with trans people, and I see them online. I'm just not sure if what it is I'm feeling is gender dysphoria or what, all I know is that I hate these fucking curves on my body and I want them gone. I don't know what the hell I am, but whatever it is, I don't want it to be a girl. It just feels really wrong right now, and I know I keep using that as a phrase, but I don't know how else to explain the feeling. Whatever body I'm in right now is just not me, but I'm not currently in a position where I can do anything about that, and I feel like I'm dying when I can feel the literal weight on my chest (I say that like there's a lot there, but not really, I've never fucking measured, but there is some there), or when I look down and there's a visible shape there.
What the actual fuck is going on I hate this
ANYWAY THAT'S ALL BYEEEE
my chemical romance
actually how I swear I felt myself mess that up
my chemical romance
Reblog this when it’s on your dash. You will save someone’s life.
I'm bored af so I'm on Tumblr now ig :D | minor | MCR obsessed and it's pretty much the only thing I post about | mentally a millenial who refuses to grow up | she/they (don't tell anyone tho cuz the closet is starting to get a little cozy) | i play games idk what else to add
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