”pdf File” “unalived” “grape” “corn” What If I Killed Myself Right Here Right Now

RSD check

Your friends don't secretly hate you

You're not a bad person for things you did and said months or years ago that you now recognize as bad

You aren't cringe for being excited about things

You don't talk too much

If you feel sick from intrusive thoughts/rsd please sip on some water, get a blanket or plush to cuddle, put on some music or a video that makes you feel happy

You are loved <3

Thinking... 💭

I fear I have fucked up a little, but it doesn't matter!

It's ren, his perfection makes up for it. ! _ !

I think making out with a pretty guy would fix me :)

💍 Preparing for a proposal 💍

Something short and sweet to finally update here again properly. ❤️

Grim/Casper x GN!Reader

Casper was planning this for awhile now, but he was as nervous as the day the idea even crossed his mind. Thanks to you and your silly teasing...

He worked on getting everything in order, what he'll say, what he'll do the day he finally drops the question. As well of course getting ahold of the thing needed to make this even possible...The ring.

He could of easily just bought one already made, but was determined to get you one unique and worth wearing always...

You were his sunshine, so naturally he worked with someone to get a sun themed designed ring made for you.

It looked perfect to him, how he imagined it to look, even better now that it was made into reality. But he wondered if you would like it...If you didn't, you both could always go out buy another one together but...He hopes you do like it, or keep it.

Also he hopes you actually say yes to this all, of course...You teased him too many times about this to back out now. How cruel would it be if you said you didn't want to marry him after all, but...He feels confident you'll say yes.

Is that bad?

He feels it is, but...He's the damn Grim Reaper. Whatever he wants, he gets, so naturally he's going to have you as his bride. He won't take no for a answer now! You are his after all!

"...Damn it." He mutters under his breath as he covers his face with hands. Leaning back on the couch, before letting his hands drop to stare up at the ceiling.

He loves you too much to force such a thing on you. So of course he wouldn't make you say yes or force you into marrying him now.

Though if you were to say no to marrying him...He'd be upset, but wouldn't give up on you. He'll try again next time, many times over if he must...He is persistent like that after all, you knew him to be after all.

He lets out a small sigh. As he continues to look up at the ceiling, getting lost in thought.

He never experienced such a mix of intense emotions before until you came around. He should make you pay for making him suffer this much he feels...Though he wouldn't dare ask for it to stop, or for you to leave his side ever now.

He's grown too attached to you, too in love with you...Spending the rest of immortal life with you. Spending it with someone who drives him absolutely crazy now.

Yeah...That sounds like the best thing ever to him now. Especially because it was you.

He can't help but smile a little just from the thought of spending forever with you. The idea of officially calling you his now, and you calling him yours.

His smile grows more, as his heart starts to dance over the idea alone.

Then his heart skips a beat when he hears the front door unlocking and opening. Snapping him back to reality.

You're home.

He started to feel nervous again, but he took a deep breath in and slowly out. Building himself up for this moment.

"You got this, Casper...Just as we planned."

Once he felt ready to see you, he finally moved in to greet you back home with a hug and kiss. A ritual of yours now whenever you got back from work, or anywhere in fact now.

Though already you could tell something was wrong or different today. The light blush on Casper's face said it all.

"Welcome home, Sunshine. Listen...I know you just got back from work and you're tired I'm sure. But..."

He took your hands in his, too shy to make direct eye contact with you in the moment, but he did his best to sound and act brave. Even though his heart was pounding hard already from this all alone.

"Can we go out for a moment together? There's somewhere I want to take you to."

They’re back!!

I walk this empty street

on the Boulevard of Broken Dreams

where the city sleeps

and I’m the only one and I walk alone.

Abolish Tesla.

Listening to TØP while working on this and hearing the name Nico really sounded nice and fitting for them rn.

So that's what I'm going with.

My new silly yandere oc Nico. 💜

Alucard