Beware Of Bears

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Bingqiu

Absence Makes the Heart Grow Fonder

a certain something certain

A Pairing of Souls

Anew

a second chance for a sinister person full of resentment

A Willing Wager

Behind Closed Doors

Bend, So I Don’t Break

Beyond heaven, above hell

Buttermilk

Day 21:Angry Sex

Deluxe System 2.0: Co-op Mode!

Dew Over

dragonfly

Dying Caws

Follow Me (back pls)

fool’s gold

Forever, as he had promised

forever hold your peace

found you

Guys My Age

heart got teeth

High Mountain, How I Long

honesty is such a lonely word

How to Forgive Your Shizun with the Power of Hindsight

In My Defense, I Was Left Unsupervised!

Kiss it Better

let me be at ease

Love You Tomorrow

Luo Binghe in a Leather Jacket is Illegal!

night of yearning

No heart for me like yours

Obedience

Of The Ones Who Lead

Option Three for Easy Mode

Peerless_Eats

Proud Immortal Demon Way of the Househusband

Reclaim Your Crown

Say “I love you”

shen yuan and original luo binghe’s epic adventure in the modern world

Shizun is Drinking Vinegar

Snake Charmer

speak no evil

system failure

System Restore

The Qi Deviation

The Red Carpet In-Between

The Shizun Motivational Rewards Programme

the taste of blood, the claim of love

This Is Me Trying

To Inure

trial and error

two point perspective

What You Will

white amaranth, purple eggplant

Without a Clue

With You on Rainy Days

Wrap Me In Your Arms Tonight

You Reap What You Sow

Bingliushen

something you don’t give much attention

Stay the Night

the story unfolds in your touch

The Things We Wish For

where will we see this moon next year

Moshang

a cold bath is good for the heart

Adding frost to snow

A Dubious Defection

a heart so cold

a hungry heart

A King and His God

And You Are Smiling Back At Me

An Exchange of Many Things

AN IDIOT’S GUIDE TO A HAPPY MARRIAGE

Another Year, Together

a rose by any other name

A softer touch

as snow

baby, don’t you worry

Baring My Soul To You

Borealis

call and response

Courting of the Consort

darkness unknown to thee

desert without rain

dreams that had never come true

Fates We Saw in the Water

friendly takeover

galvanized fealty

Hairpins

heart’s bane

here, again

How to Panic Your Demon King

i can’t believe you bought that

If Not You

In My Defense, I Was Left Unsupervised!

lately, all I feel is bad and bruised

lost my head inside the dream

mirrors

My Roommate Is An Ice Dragon?!

Never Let Me Go

(not) a silver lining

Not the Blade that Kills

One Last Time

pass in a hurry

Performance Appraisal

protection

Quick, Easy Steps To Realizing You’re The Queen Consort

rosewater

safest in the shade

so you have a bad day

spambot

Stone Cold

sunbeam; flaring

system reboot

the ache for home lives in us all

The Coffin Scene

The Shang Qinghua Effect

tips for a healthy marriage

two steps forward

under a wicked star

until the sea returns you

waves of cold

we carried it all so well

winter’s gale

Won’t let go

先来后到 ⃒ first come, first served

you still eat away at me

“I am aware that this request is fundamentally selfish. I can offer no justification for it, no argument in its favor. It is simply the outcome I desire to see the most.”

♥ Day 6: Free day ♥

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!

We all have a hard time this year, but let's wish a best days for each other and stay proud!

I think, on some level, that Shen Yuan is like enrichment for Airplane Bro's enclosure. I think Airplane Bro kind of fucking LOVES having this guy around. Like, I do think their relationship is nuanced, weird and full of contradictions and not always good for them, but I also think that some chaotic part of Shang Qinghua honestly likes having his #1 hater weirdo running around completely fucking up his world.

Shen Qingqiu, grabbing Shang Qinghua by the shoulders: "Why didn't anyone TELL ME that Binghe is GAY NOW?! I'm going to die because of MONSTER DICK?!?!?!"

Shang Qinghua: (internally, probably only half-consciously) "Incredible. Amazing. How did I live without you? You torture me with your bullshit. You complete me in every possible way. I think we might be soulmates and we should make out about it. I hate you. I love you. You mean nothing to me and everything to me. This isn't your story and you stole it from me. I wrote this for you without even knowing you existed. You are a fascinating mystery that I will never solve. I will throw you under the bus at the first opportunity and yet I can't stop risking my life to help you. Your stupid game of gay murder chicken with my emotionally and mentally unstable protagonist is going to destroy the world and kill us all and I've never felt more alive. You have changed me as a person. Let's do this forever."

Shang Qinghua: (out loud) "Lol, sucks to be you, bro. At least you can get laid."

Thinking about how Ballister tried to convince Nimona to conform when he’s been singled out and targeted his whole life — how the whole kingdom was against someone outside the original knight bloodline joining them, how he had to work harder and still faced backlash, how even on the day he was supposed to be officially made one of the knights he still visually stood out because his armor was black while everyone (save Ambrosius, Glorith’s descendant) wore white

He was ignorant and sheltered, and he was also a queer elder seeing a queer kid embrace things that scare him because he was hurt just for existing — imagine how much worse it would’ve been if he intentionally rocked the boat like that

Thinking about how, despite everything he tried, he was still labeled the villain and she was still called a monster, and eventually he was willing to throw away everything he knew and loved to protect her. Thinking about the joy he experienced once he started cutting loose and questioning all the limits he put on himself and others put on him. Thinking about how he was tokenized and targeted growing up, thrust in the spotlight from a young and how even then very few people were willing to try and actually see him for who he is. Thinking about how he saw Nimona

Thinking about evolution and growth within the queer community, about in-fighting from actual good (if fear and ignorance based) intentions can be even more damaging than malicious intent, about how for some queer people being seen as “just like cishets” is a matter of life or death while for others embracing being “different” is the thing that keeps them going, and how empathy and understanding of others can unintentionally heal yourself. Something something something, we come together and then we win

Too many times we left, one time we stayed together.

finally finished my animated bingqiu mv! thanks for watching!!

yt link here!

june 2020

a force that can’t be heard / coming in louder than words

closeups under the cut

Seguir leyendo

does jiang cheng have a choice?

antis hate Jiang Cheng for ‘abandoning’ Wei Wuxian, but did he realistically have any other options available? 

for my money, the non-negotiable goals for Jiang Cheng in this situation are

keep Wei Wuxian alive and not in the custody of another clan

ease the pressure from the other clans to take responsibility for/act against Wei Wuxian 

maintain the Jiang clan’s autonomy and standing amongst the clans

and the non-negotiable goals for Wei Wuxian in this situation are

keep Jiang Cheng and the Jiang clan safe, alive, and out of the direct control of other clans (especially the Jin) 

undermine Jiang Cheng’s authority as clan leader as little as possible 

keep the Wen safe, alive, and free (ish– at least as free as they are now) 

continue trying to save Wen Ning/keep him ‘alive’ once he’s revived 

do not reveal to anyone that he has lost his golden core 

do not give anyone the Yin Tiger Tally 

Wei Wuxian returning to the Jiang is off the table because he won’t leave the Wen. Wei Wuxian AND the Wen somehow coming into the custody of the Jiang isn’t possible because Jiang Cheng doesn’t have that much clout, and it’s hard to believe that Wei Wuxian would accept a situation that would necessarily have to look a lot like imprisonment for the Wen if the other clans were going to accept it. so already, the only way for Jiang Cheng and Wei Wuxian to both achieve some of their key goals is for Wei Wuxian to stay in the Burial Mounds with the Wen somehow– which means the only goals remaining to both of them are ensuring that the Jiang clan doesn’t get punished for that, or placed in a situation where they’re forced to act violently against Wei Wuxian/the Burial Mounds/the Wen (and yes, obviously it comes to that eventually anyway, but a lot changes first). and canon is explicitly clear that the other clans are absolutely not about to let the Jiang off the hook for what Wei Wuxian is doing. they want and need him to turn on Wei Wuxian, and if he won’t, they don’t really care about dragging this decimated, teenager-led clan down with Wei Wuxian. 

the Jiang clan has nothing at this point, barely even a home. even if the other clans were open to reaching a compromise in terms of the Wei Wuxian situation, who on earth is going to believe him if he says, I’ve got the Wei Wuxian situation handled, I’m going to leave him in the Burial Mounds and keep an eye on him, he’s my problem not yours? 

and that’s the final, essential element– Jiang Cheng and Wei Wuxian are not in a fair fight. the other clans are actively pushing them towards conflict, and won’t accept any outcome besides a complete break, or a complete capitulation by Wei Wuxian. 

maybe I’m just not feeling creative today, but I genuinely can’t come up with a single other solution beyond the one that the two of them find and implement in canon– a fake schism and staged fight. 

based on friend’s story

mishanksss