I Don't Have Anything Very Good But I Can Provide SOMETHING.

I don't have anything very good but I can provide SOMETHING.

I made a now abandoned concept for a fanfic and mentioned it on my blog a while back, it was a murderface x [another band member] fanfic. SOME people seemed interested.

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This was poorly made with the characters barely in mind. It was Moreso me playing around with expressions/sad ideologies, angst, and just general overall unhappiness. I am an EVIL gay man who likes to make characters suffer for the fuck of it.

Honestly, I could have just put my OCs in this situation, and it would have worked FAR better. Most of my ocs are miserable anyways. What's a little more angst in their lives???

Anyways, if you want to see cringe ooc Murderface, go ahead and take a look.

Alright who is murderface with??

This is Skwisface, it was never intended to have a happy ending, at least not for Murderface.

It's Skwisgaar he's "with" skwisgaar

Every character is 18 or older. I want to make that EXTREMELY CLEAR.

I have a better explanation of the entire story saved in my drafts. It's completely scraped as it's very OOC for everyone involved in the story, I just REALLY REALLY wanted to make Murderface sad. Ok??? There's about 2/3 parts to the[scrapped/abandoned] story.

If people are interested enough wjth I will post some more about it. Anyways, enjoy these young murderface sketches made specifically while I was drafting said scrapped story.

A young jealous MF observing Toki and Skwisgaar talking. [Drawn in a simple style]

MF confesses his feelings for skwisgaar, very embarrassed, very nervous. [Also in a more simple artstyle this is ALSO part of the monolog he has that is touched upon even more later down below.

I hate this image. The eyes suck. But here he is talking to his favorite person, Skwisgaar [unfinished and never will be finished]

Cuddled up next to his favorite person. He is very happy.

He's supposed to be drenched in rainwater in this drawing. Cliche, yes, I know... Anyway, this is an aftermath photo where Murderface realizes Skwisgaar has had no interest in him and that he's been led on. :/

(He finds Skwisgaar sharing a very loving moment with Toki, nothing sexual just them being together and clearly having a romantic moment with each other)

Murderface finding Toki with Skwisgaar. Paired with a monolog where he's being SELF AWARE. In the other sketches made for this script, he's putting the dots together on why things between he and Skwis failed. Blaming himself and himself only. "I waschnt enough." Is the jist of his inner thoughts or whatever.

Shittily done sketch. Didn't wanna draw the eyes so I shaded over them instead. Some more part of his lament that I mentioned previously. Forgot to sketch in his little stache sorry :(( visually he's supposed to be grasping at the emptiness where his heart should be. It's supposed to symbolize how Skwisgaar basically stole his heart and left Murderface alone with nothing.

The final part, at least the last somewhat completed sketch. Current day Murderface. The monolog also includes Murderfaces' take on what he felt back then and what it's like currently. He was mad hurt and angry at the time, and "it schorta juscht schtayed that way"

Anyways i was really proud of the monolog even if it doesn't fit murderface at all. Perhaps I'll remake it with my OCs because I AM proud of how the story plays out a lot actually.

Enjoy :)

Bonus sketch! Made for the same concept, ft a young toki happily listening to skwisgaar with some added facial hair little stache going

Hey guys friendly reminder, If you have any young Murderface art, fanfic, photos, headcanons or anything related to young murderface PLEASE I SAY PLEASE send it to me.I DON'T CARE I want to see it NOWWWWWWWWW