You Write A Letter To Dally…

You Write A Letter To Dally…

You write a letter to Dally…

Dear Dally, 

I was 17 years old when I fell for you. I was afraid of the idea of being in love and my very first instinct was to run away and never talk to you again. A big part of my wanted to pack up and leave and move to another country, because the truth is, I am unhinged, my head was a mess and my mind wasn’t in the right headspace… and by God, I didn’t want to ruin all that was pure and wholesome about you.

The way you held me to your body, so tenderly, they way your fingers trailed down my spine, the way your hands intertwined with mine… I felt safer than I have in years. I felt wanted and needed… I miss the way you played with my  hair. I want to feel that way again.

So much happened in so little time. I told you so many of my secrets, but I knew that they were safe with you. I told you I liked you and you said you felt the same. I always thoguht of you as someone who would never hurt me. You were so sweet, so gentle, so damn kind and innocent. I wanted that. Ii wanted every part of your soul. 

But you hurt me. It was unintentional, of that I am undoubtedly sure, but you did. Was I too honest? Did I scare you away? What did I do wrong? What is it about me that makes you not want me?

You never made it clear, what exactly it was that you wanted. The signs always seemed to point in my favour. You didn’t hurt me because you didn’t want me. You hurt me because you lied. You lied with your word - when you said you liked me, when you said you loved me too… You lied with your silence- your lies were so loud. I never knew silence could be that way. But you lied. In every single way a man could lie… you lied.

I know that you never meant to lie or hurt me, I can see the wonderfully beautiful colours of your soul. I can feel the purity radiating from your body. I can feel your kindness shining away like a fiery beacon. You are a lighthouse. 

But I am an ocean. I have the ability to destroy your light. I am the deep, dark pits of the ocean floor, I hold secrets and anger. If I’d have won your heart I would have destroyed all that was good in you.

Just like the ocean, I can make tsunamis rise and flatten cities. I am glad that you decided that I wasn’t worth your time. I’m glad that I wasn’t what you wanted. 

But I am sorry. I’m sorry that you wasted your time on a girl like me. I’m sorry that I wasn’t what you wanted or needed. I’m so sorry. I hope one day you’ll find the right girl, a girl that can love you more than I ever could have. I’m so sorry that I’m not perfect. I wish I could’ve been what you clearly needed. 

I’m sorry that your mum died. I’m sorry you were homeless… , I’m sorry that your dad didn’t want you. I wish he saw your worth like I did.

I hope you know your worth. I hope you can see what I see in your. If it had been anyone else I would’ve hated you. I would’ve talked about you in a disgusting manner. I guess that just goes to show how much I loved you. It shows that what I felt was real and it meant something to me. 

I still kind of love you. 

Love,  Brooke.

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omg I’m laughing this is the weirdest and best request I’ve gotten, thank you lmaoo

gang HCs! teaching you how to backflip

- dally tries to show off and hurts himself- he almost broke his neck.- steve just keeps doing backflips and just says to try- twobit is just LAUGJINg at dally- ponyboy is just bein an angsty teen in the corner - johnny is with u an trying to learn too- sodapop is trying to do one himself. - he can’t - but he does a cart wheel!- good job sodapop- Darry is the only helpful one- he teaches u and johnny and when u both actually do it everyone cheers- steve is screaming and jumping - dally is grumbling but lowkey jealous- he’s not flexible and not happy

💘💘

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'Im here for you. Always. Captain(F) X Thomas Rush

Summary: The Captain gets taken by the Twins, when they dont answer questions for them they kill Timber and show it to the captain

Warnings: violence, some fluff, swearing, mention of death, pure sadness in some parts

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The Captain walked silently through the creek that was radiant blue, gripping their bow and arrow knowing that Highwaymen would come out of nowhere.

Timber was playing around in the creek, trying to catch the flys that were buzzing around all over the place. The captain looked at Timber, whos head was now perked up at the movement of something. He started growling at one of the trees that was standing tall with its bright green leaves.

"Its just rabbit boy" the captain said guessing it really was just a rabbit.

The captain started walking again ,sensing that Timber wasnt there anymore, she turned around to find Timber not standing there. Chills ran down captains spine. Timber would never leave... not like that atleast.

"Ti..mber" the captain called out with worry in their voice. In fact it was so filled with worry she had to call out again clearer this time. The captain cleared her throat and shouted mored confident this time "Timber if you dont get here now your not getting leftovers".

In reply to that the captain heard wimping followed with a loud thud. "TIMBER" they shouted loudly.

Before they could run anymore, someone jumped from the trees onto the captain. They grabbed a baseball bat from their sling and swang it at the women before she could do anything else, knocking them out.

The captain woke up in dimly lit room. It had hard, cold tiles, there was graffiti on the walls, and the lighting was purple but had blue added to it due to the moonlight gracefully filling the room with its blue and whiteness.

They slightly moved their leg causing them to groan in pain. "Timber..." the captain says weakly.

"Aww dont worry rabbit..." the captain knew that voice from anhwhere. It was fucking Mickey. "... Your dog has been taken care of.

As if on cue, a Highwayman brough a still dog into the room. They know that dog from anywhere. The white and yellowish coat, the tongue slightly hanging out, and its size, the ears as well always pointed but now they hang lifelessy.

The Captain was feeling to weak but they managed to shout at Mickey "You killed him... you fucken killed him... you killed my dog... i'll fucken--"

"What... kill me... kill lou... hah good luck on that..." Mickey leaned in closer to the captain "... I own you. I'll be back, im gonna go radio your little friends and tell them your here"

Mickey left the room, leaving the captain to stare angrily at the door. Their eyes slowly and hesitately drifted to the lifeless dog on the floor. Tears streamed down the captains face as they lowered their heads in some kind of respectful way.

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"Hey Kim..." Rush called out to the women walking into the building.

"Hey Rush whats up" Kim said as she walked up to the table.

"Do you know where Cap is... she said they were just gonna go hunting but never came back"

"They left this mor---" before kim could talk any further Rushes radio buzzed to life making them flinch and turn the heads to the walkie talkie sitting on the radio.

"Hey rabbits im guessing yous are wondering where your hero is..." Kim and Rush exchanged worried glances "...Well if you want to know their at Masons Mansions (just made this place up) "i'll see you soon" the radio went quite and was soon in Rushes pocket

Rush started walking quickly towards the gates to his car as Kim called out after him.

"Rush where do you think your going"

"Im going to get our captain"

"What by your self, your crazy" kim shouted as he walked through the opening of the gates. "Just wait... Rush i'll get someone to come with you" Kim said as he got in his car.

"No i need to go alone. Just stay here and keep Prosperity safe... i'll be back soon".

Rush sped of, leaving Kim to stare at the dust rising from the car.

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Rush kept speeding down the road until he came to a sign saying 'Masons Mansion' in bold letters. He drove down the empty driveway only lights were his headlights and the moon.

He shortly arrived at huge wooden house towering way above him. He got out of his car and slowly walked up to the house. He had to admit... it was quite intimidating. He was surprised it had even survived the nukes.

He walked up the steps and found the door slightly open. He pushed the door further so he can get in, wincing whenever it would creak. It was pitch black inside, the only light being his torch. He slowly made his way into the foyer. it was a nice place but it would be nicer if it was fixed up. It had, what looked to be, Victorian Heart Pine floors. High ceilings and a spiral staircase leading up stairs. He looked on the bottom floor and found nothing.

"Captain" he shouted.

He heard muffled screaming from upstairs and he ran up the stairs. He opened one of the doors, preparing for a Highwaymen or the Twins to jump out at him but nothing came.

He looked in front of him and found the captain tied to a chair. He ran over to her and instently untied her. She tried to get up but fell right back down, noticing the bullet she had in her leg, Rush picked her up and sat her back on the chair. He took out a bandage from his pocket and wrapped it around the wound.

"That should do for now" he said as he pinned it together.

"Thanks Rush" she said as she looked down at the wound.

She looked so danm beautiful in the moonlight. The way her long brown hair fell over her shoulders, her radiant blue eyes piercing into his. She looked at him with sad eyes.

"Hey whats wrong" he said as he used his thumb to wipe away a tear.

''Timber" she managed to choke out. Rush was confused. What about Timber. Timbers the dog right. She looked behind him sensing his confusion. He turned around and found a dog laying lifeless in the corner. He frowned at the sight of Timber. He walked over to the Akita and he picked him up. Poor dog. Been hit and kicked and shot.

"We get Timber back to Prosperity and we'll bury him okay" Rush said with sadness.

The captain nodded, wishing this was all a dream. He helped the Captain walk down the stairs to the car while also carring Timber in his arms. He put Timber in the backseat of the car with the captain gently stroking his head as they drove back to Prosperity.

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Everyone gathered around Timbers grave in the setting sun. They had a picture of him along with a bone on his grave and some of the flowers he always played in. Small candles were lit around his picture.

"Timber was the greatest dog ive ever known. He was also so protective, energetic, playful, and loving. He was always there to cheer someone up when they were sad, always there to play, and always there to protect you. He never ran away from danger, in fact, he always stood up to it..." Captain said with tears rolling down ber cheeks "...I'll never forget you Timber" They said putting down their favorite toy.

Everyone started departing from the grave but the captain stayed rooted to the spot.

"Hey cap... you okay" Rush said calmly.

"Does it look like im okay" she said a bit to harshly. "I-im sorry Rush--- i just--"

"Hey its okay" Rush said putting a protective arm around her. "Im here for you. Always". He promised as they stood staring at the sunset.

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The captain woke up in her room in the middle of the night. She felt pain in her leg and looked down to find a new bandage wrapped around her wound. Then she remembered Timbers funeral. She couldnt take this anymore.

She slowly got out of bed and walked towards the door. She went and grabbed a drink from the kitchen and looked outside as she drunk. Some members of Prosperity were guarding the walls she was looking at as others were guarding the gates.

"Hey Y/N you alright" the startled women turned around and was greeted by Rush standing in only hus sweatpants. She never actually noticed his defined abs and muscles because of that stupid jacket he was always wearing.

"Yea im fine just... still upset. And im having nightmares so.." she said looking at the ground, refusing to look at his abs.

"Wanna come sleep with me" the captain looked at him with a raised eyebrow trying to look confident but she couldnt help the blush on her cheeks. "I cant exactly sleep either and, well, why not"

"Uh.. sure" she followed hm upstairs and into the room.

He closed the door behind him and turned around to face the breathtaking girl in front of him. "How come your room is so much bigger that mine. Its unfair" she whined. Rush let out one of his amazing laughs the like music to her ears.

"I dont know. Ask Kim... but you could always share with me" he said getting a little nervouse.

She turned around facing him with a confident face and that devilish smile. That fucken smile which made him fall in love with her. "What so like sleep in your room" she stepped closer "In your bed" she took another step "With you" they were so close together he just wanted to push her on the bed. "I think i can live with that"

He couldnt hold back anymore. He grabbed her and pushed her up against the wall. She gasped at the sudden movement but would be lieing if she said she didnt like it.

"Jesus Rush"

"Fuck it Y/N tell me how you can be so fucking beautiful all the damn time. Tell how you have a voice that sounds like an angel. Tell me how when you smile everyone stops just to look at the goddamn smile. Tell me how you have such Fucking blue eyes i would drown in them. Tell me why everyday i crave your touch, or your smile, or your laugh. Tell me how i fell in love with you so much that whenever you talk to another person i come over and take you with me just so i can spend alone time with you. Im fucking obsessed with you Y/N" he says with passion and full honesty. Cap is surprised no ones woken up yet and told them to shut up.

"Then kiss me. Kiss me right now if you love me" before she could do anything else Rush pulls her into a loving kiss. It isnt soft or slow. Its rough and quick. But she likes it that way.

Rush turns her around and lays her down onto the bed. He climbs on top her and starts kissing her passionately. He starts kissing down her neck and soon takes of her top so he can get a better advantage of her. He stops and stares at her body. How someone possibly be this fucking beautiful.

He kisses down her stomach and licks there untill he starts making his way up top again.

"Dammit Rush. Why didnt we do this sooner"

"I dont know but what i do know is i want more of you" he moaned.

"Lets take it slow for now but, fuck, please continue"

Rush lets out a laugh "yes maam"

He continues to kiss her, leaving hickeys so evryone will no for tomorrow that you belong to him and no know else.

He rolls of her and lays beside her. He puts an arm on her waist and pulls her closely. Still panting from just then, the captain snuggles into hes touch.

"I love you Thomas"

"I love you to Y/N. I love you to"

So i just finished New Dawn and im in tears. Literally. Why did Ubisoft do that to my baby Rush. Why.


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