What If I Had Not A Shred Of Sanity Left. What Then

Atsushi's fight with Nikolai was definitely the hottest coolest thing Atsushi's ever done

Akutagawa daily 535/★

Atsushi: Why did you cut my leg off!?

Akutagawa: Because you made me mad!

Atsushi: All I said was “Do you want ramen tonight?” And then you cut my leg off!

Akutagawa: I don’t want ramen I want pork buns!

Atsushi: Then tell me like a damn human being not some damn rabid animal! This is why you don’t have any friends!

its so scary to put yourself out there but a SINGLE message saying "hi i loved what you made it touched me in some way" makes it all worth it 10000%

i'm just imagining kid sskk playing in the rain together while jumping on puddles, soaking wet but they don't care, because they're having fun and that's all that matters. as they lay in the grass, with the smell of rain being present. it's just them, the rain, and the grass.

Boxed

(Dazai probably had something to do with it)

chef!akutagawa and atsushi who just emailed him like

"hey, so we havent' seen each other since high school; but once, for an english project, we were at your place and you cooked me dinner. and like, i still think about it, so if you have the recipe, could you send it please? if not, please disregard.

-- atsushi (from high school)"

Though it is an incredible time to be an Akutagawa fan at the moment, what with the recent chapters, never forget who was there for us in our darkest times:

Let's remember Beast and everything it gave us in trying times.

1) Oda taking Akutagawa in

2) Tanizaki and Akutagawa partnership

3) Kenji and his philosophy of "better parts" that helped Akutagawa grieve

4) A bunch of little siblings that look up to Akutagawa

5) Kunikida telling Akutagawa he isn't evil

6) Oda clocking Dazai about his treatment of Akutagawa

7) Dazai doing us all a favor and jumping off a roof

Everybody say "Thank you, Beast AU."

Thoughts on sskk?

I like it but fandom really doesn't do them justice. I've yet to see a depiction of them in a romantic sense that I like. Ppl will write essays dissecting skk but completely drop the ball when it comes to sskk and just reduce their relationship to toxic yaoi when it's more nuanced than that. A key aspect of sskk is how they continuously trigger each other's insecurities bc they see what they are lacking in each other (Atsushi has Dazai's approval and the companionship of the other agency members, Akutagawa has learned to live without the martyr complex displayed by Atsushi) and that's why they are able to grow together. However, fandom will look at this and just go "hehe cat and dog couple who act like they hate each other but are in luv"

More crossover because, yes ✨️