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feel rlly bad for akutagawa honestly. starts off insanely jealous of atsushi like "what makes him so fucking special" and then he realizes what makes atsushi so special and falls in love with him about it. deeply embarrassing you would've never heard from me again

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canon divergence where akutagawa doesn't become a vampire, Years after the events of chapter 88. Do you think atsushi would forget his face? Do you think one day he will realize he can not remember akutagawas face anymore? Do you think one day he will realize all that's left of him is some blurry faraway memory of a smile and a coat?

Bram didn't just give him extra power but extra fashion sense as well

[ID: A two-picture meme. Above picture one the text reads: "Akutagawa while working as a full-time vampire". In picture one there's Akutagawa wearing his vampire coat. His hand is reaching out and the cropped speech bubble says: "Space". Above picture two the text reads: "Akutagawa while saving his bff Atsushi". In picture two Akutagawa is wearing a fancy coat with a cape. He is carrying a sword and a shield. End of ID.]

I remember watching prozd's lets try food series and thought i could imagine akutagawa ranking food in a monotone voice all throughout the video to the point that you can't even tell if he actually likes the food

do u ever just

missing the times in bsd when akutagawa was biting atsushi's neck and dazai was giving his homosexual speech to chuuya and bones was spending all their budget on old men yaoi

Chuuya, my beloved. How I miss your stupid face

Thinking real hard about the “you, I'd rather you just stop existing” in Patchwork Staccato. Thinking about how Akutagawa having such strong feelings for Atsushi he knew were unrequited hurt him so much he would have preferred Atsushi to be dead (and by killing him himself nonetheless) rather than to keep living with that endless pain. Thinking about killing Atsushi being Akutagawa's insane coping mechanism, the only solution he could find to make that endless aching stop. Thinking about how killing Atsushi was a matter of survival for Akutagawa, because he couldn't keep living like that. Thinking about Akutagawa being unable to keep living with that pain: instinctively killing himself to save Atsushi, because if he could never, in practice, bring himself to kill Atsushi, his love would eventually end up killing him. And his love did kill him, the moment he died to save Atsushi.